Dream or Nightmare by Jay L.W. (classic book list txt) 📖

I looked out the window as I woke up feeling used and pathetic; my dark brown hair in shambles as I can hear an feel his words from last night. Paul said that we were never a couple just somebody he needed to get over his depression and that sleeping with me was the only way;we were just benefits not even friends which broke my heart because I am in love with Paul Lahote bad boy in the Quilete wolf pack. I shook my head then dragged myself downstairs making me a bowl of smores cereal;"Jay are you okay we heard you crying last night when patrolling my best friend" Jacob Black said as he,Paul and Leah walked in. "It's nothing forget it",I said wiping my tears;Jake pulled me in his arms hugging me and he smelled like water and pine cones my favorite smell on him. "You smell good" I murmured in his shirt making him laugh; "thanks you feel better" he asked? "Yeah can we go shopping my pants are getting kind of tight" I asked; "let me see Jake" said pulling back looking at my legs and I seen him smile? "Perv you were checking me out" I said making Jake smirk and Leah and I laugh; "go get ready we'll wait" Jake said and I headed back upstairs to shower. When I stepped out I see Paul face in the mirror laughing at me;I roll my eyes and then get dressed screw Paul.
Jacob,Leah and I went two miles away driving to an clothing store;"can I wait in the car" Jake asked? "No get your ass up and let's go" Leah demanded making me laugh; "damn so mean" Jake said as we climbed out the car. When we arrived at the store I walk over to the jeans section picking out thee pairs of my jeans one are dark blue with an white line down he side;try this on" Leah said handing me a dark red spaghetti strap shirt. I walked in the dressing room closing the door;"you need help changing" Jake called to me. "No thanks" I said smiling stripping out of my clothes;after changing I walked out showing them my outfit looking in the mirror when this painful plunge ripped through my stomach. I hunched over running to the bathroom slamming the door closed;I fell on my knees the pain unbearable.I arched my back as this pure energy ran through my body;after vomiting I flushed the toilet walking out where Leah and Jake are sitting. After paying for my clothes we went out for lunch but I wasn't feeling to good so I didn't eat anything. After they drove me home and I climbed in bed heading off for a long sleep.
In her sleep Jay wakes up on a bed made of clouds dressed in a white dress and silver flats;she sees a bright yellow light on her left and follows it. Once she steps out an little girl no older then seven or eight runs pass her upstairs;the little girl has hazel eyes and brown hair to her shoulders. Jay chases after the girl to a room seeing it's filled with dark red candles lit and black/red smoke coming out of them;the little girl looks up at Jay holding her hands out chanting when the little girl was changed into a thin white smoke like and flew into Jay's stomach who fell on the floor the power too strong for her body to handle and she yelled out for help but nobody can hear her. I woke up in a body full of sweat my hands flying to my stomach;"weird dream" I said looking around. I picked up my phone to see a text from Leah saying pack meeting at five @ Billy"s;I looked to see it's almost four. I hurried showering and dressing then running out the door towards Billy's house I'm so happy not the whole pack is here then I see Paul and grimace. "Jay are you OK you look like you need to sit down" Sam asked;I'm fine just a bad dream I said rubbing my arms when I noticed Paul glancing at me from time time.

It has been weeks since that little incident and I just got finish patrolling with Jared and Seth; my stomach cramps up and I run a few feet puking groaning. "Are you OK" Seth asked? "Yeah it's nothing I just need to go home and rest" I said walking ahead of them heading to my house;when I walk in my house pulling off my clothes heading to step in the shower washing my hair and skin with mango-peaches body wash and shampoo. After getting out of the shower I stood in the mirror looking my hips have gained a few inches and my stomach has a slight bulge;no that's not possible I said hurrying throwing on some clothes driving to the drug store buying a big bag of hot Cheetos,a green Gatorade, two glazed honey buns and three tests. The total comes up to like seven forty after paying you drive back home making sure the bathroom door is closed and you pee on the three sticks laying them on the sink then going in my bedroom to eat some of my snacks;after three minutes I went back in the bathroom checking the sticks meeting a pink plus sign on all three. I can't believe this I can't be pregnant not by Paul; I fall back against the tub tears falling down my cheeks. I look up when the door opens and Leah walks in;"hey what's wrong" she asked wrapping her arms around me. I held on her crying in her shoulder as she rubbed my shoulder;"I'm pregnant" I said."Who is the father she asked";I didn't want to say Paul so I said another wolf we were a one night stand and he moved back to New York.
"You should go see I hate to say this Carlisle the child is a breed of two shape-shifters" Leah said; I nodded my head wiping my tears. We drove to the Cullen's house and I knocked on the door; the girl named Alice opened the door. "May I please speak to Carlisle" I asked; she stepped aside leading the two of us upstairs to an nice living room. Seven pairs of eyes lay on me making my stomach churn; "what are the two dogs doing here" the blond young female asked? "She needs to speak with Carlisle

Text: JaLiisa Watt
Images: google images
Editing: JaLiisa
Translation: english-spanish translator
Publication Date: 01-09-2013

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