Girl In A Boy's School by Jade Blue (best book club books for discussion txt) 📖

It was the first time I felt so alive for ages. I felt so loved. How could something so wrong feel so right?He deepened the kiss, making me feel dizzy with happiness.

Then I heard laughter. I quickly pushed Matt from his chest softly. I listened again. But Matt just started kissing me on my jawline and neck. It felt so good.Then I heard it again.

'Matt.' I whispered.He looked into my eyes. 'Yeah?'I smiled. He was so beautiful. 'I heard laughing from outside the door.

'We quickly both opened the door and looked out. There was boys coming in, laughing about the football match i think. They were at the corner so they couldn't see us. My eyes widened. Shit, I can't get caught. The boys will think I'm some kind of creep sneaking into a boy's dorm.

I quickly shut the door and looked at Matt.He was looking down, confused.

'Matt, you have to help me. I can't get caught!' I whispered harshly.

Matt sighed and put his hand through his hair.I could hear the laughter coming closer.

'Matt.' I said, pleading. 'If anyone knows I'm here, then they will think things which are not true.'

'Fine. I'll help you.'He said. I smiled.

'But one condition.' He said, looking at me straight in the eyes.

I rolled my eyes. 'Fine, what do you want?'He came closer to me, looking at my lips then my eyes.'I want to know the real reason you're here.'The laughter was so close.

'But I told you-'

Matt interrupted. 'Oh come on, CeCe, I wasn't born yesterday. You obviously knew that we were all outside in the field so you must have came for another reason.'

The laughter was just a few steps away. I could hear Finn now, talking about winning the match.

'Fine!' I said, giving up. I'll just tell him. He deserves to know. I just didn't want to get caught doing so.He smiled before getting my hand and taking me to the bathroom that was on the right side.

'Whats the plan?' I said. The bathroom was small but was amazing.

Matt came close and whispered. 'Just wait here and I'll try to get everyone out so you could go.' I nodded. He gave me an awkward smile before leaving me in the bathroom.

I sighed. I hope this goes like he said. I put my ear to the bathroom door to hear what was going on.'Hey Matt.' It was Finn. 'How come you came inside early?''Oh, erm, I just got bored.' Matt said. I could hear him close, which means he was right near the bathroom door.

I felt protected somehow.

'Okay, I'm going to have a shower now. I fell into the mud like 20 times.' Finn laughed.

My eyes widened.

 

 

CHAPTER 21: WALKED IN AND ROLLED OUT.

This is it. I'm going to get caught when Finn comes into the bathroom and then he's going to think I'm weird and I'm going to lose him and this school will just be like any other school where people hate me and think I'm weird.I closed my eyes, preparing for what I'm going to say.

Then I heard Matt talking.'You can't go in there!' He said.

'Matt, look at me.. I need to have a shower.' Finn said.

'Just use another bathroom.' Matt said. He seemed nervous. Wow. 'The shower is erm... not working.'

The way Matt said it showed that he's never lied to Finn. He seemed so loyal to Finn.

'Oh.' Finn said. I sighed with relief. Matt lied to his best friend for me. I smiled.

'I'll go to Josh's shower.' I heard Finn say.I then heard the door close. I bit my lip as I came out of the bathroom. Finn was gone and Matt was sitting on the bed, busy in thought.

'Thanks Matt.' I said, smiling. He looked up at me.

'For what?'I sat next to him.

'For lying. I know that you've never lied to Finn and it must have been hard for you.'

He smiled lightly.That smile was contagious because I was smiling more.He got up and sighed.

'Right. Let's get you out of here.'

I nodded. 'But how? Isn't there gonna be people out the door?'

He opened the door and looked out. I could hear boy's everywhere shouting and making noises.He closed it and put his hand through his hair.

 

After a few minutes, Matt faced me. 'Okay this is what we do.' I looked at him and listened to everything he said.

He got a basket out of the wardrobe in his room. The basket was blue and half the size of Matt.I frowned.'Matt looked at me and smiled. 'You're going to have to get in here and I'll carry you out.'

I got up. 'What?' I half shouted. 'I can't do that!'

Matt put his head on a side, seeming confused. Even though this wasn't the right time, I couldn't help but see how amazing Matt looked. He was so fit and handsome and I don't think I've ever met anyone more handsome than him.'Look, it's easy.' Matt said. He lifted the top of the basket.

'All you have to do is get in here and I'll just take you to the laundry room which is out of the boy's dorm. No one will see you.'

I shook my head. 'Isn't there another away?' I looked at the basket. I could fit in there and it had wheels which means It won't be much work for Matt.

He shook his head.

I sighed.'If i prevents me from getting embarrased from the whole school, then okay.'

He took all the dirty clothes out of it and nodded.

'Okay, lets go.'I sighed again and put my legs into the basket. 'Are you sure you'll be able to drag this basket all the way to the corridor?'

'Yep.' He said, smiling. His smile was amazing. I couldn't help but look at them lips. Them lips that I kissed just a few minutes ago.I looked up at his eyes and saw that he was staring at my lips too.

'I guess we have a lot to talk about after this.' I said. I was talking about us kissing and why i was in his room. I studied his face to see if he understood what i meant. He nodded slowly.

'Yeah.' He did. I went inside the basket. He asked if i was comfortable and when he got my permission, he closed the basket.

I never knew when i woke up this morning that I would be carried out of a boy's dorm in basket which was pushed by a guy who i just kissed and maybe have feelings for. I don't think this day could get any worser.

 

Chapter 22; THERE'S ALWAYS A REASON BEHIND IT

We were sitting outside on the bench.

After coming out, or shall I say getting rolled, out of the boy’s dorm, Matt put the laundry basket in a random classroom and we just walked outside, both busy in thought.

It was awkward. The kiss, the random room visit, the basket incident. It was very awkward between us. We were both looking in front of us. There was a trees and trees and trees. Nothing special to be honest. But it looked like a massive forest was just there. Normally I would explore but I don’t know, for some reason I’ve changed.

After 5 minutes and 32 seconds (yes I was counting), I felt Matt’s eyes on me. I didn’t want to look at him. Not because it would be awkward but we were too close to each other and if I looked at him, I would end up getting lost in his eyes.

‘Hey.’ He said. I couldn’t help but look at him. He was staring at me. His face filled with concern and curiousness. Normally, I would never know what he’s feeling but since we were sitting so close, I kind of did. His eyes were still so mysterious. Blue. They were so blue. Bluer than I’ve ever seen them. It was weird. The feeling I was having right now. It was the same feeling when I kissed him and even after.

‘Firstly….’ He said, still staring at me. ‘You need to not bite your lip like that.’

I frowned. I was biting my lip? Damn, I didn’t even know. And even if I was, I don’t understand why he was annoyed by it.

‘Why?’ I said, feeling kind of annoyed.

‘Just…Just don’t.’ He said, staring at my lips.

I rolled my eyes. ‘That is so typical of you. Telling me not to do things. You know, you have no right to tell me what I can’t do.’

He was looking into my eyes now. And the feeling was back again. This weird feeling.

I quickly looked back at the trees.

‘Can we just talk about what happened and then go our separate ways?’ I said.

‘Okay.’ He said. It was obvious he was hurt but I couldn’t do anything. I was hurt too.

He stopped looking at me and looked back at the trees.

‘Why were you in my room?’ He said.

I sighed,’ because I’m stupid.’

‘Why? What did you do?’ He said.

I looked at him. He was still looking at the trees at the far end.

‘Because I was embarrassed about what happened yesterday. I shouldn’t have hurt you like that.’

He looked at me and smiled. ‘You thought I was hurt?’

I nodded.

He laughed lightly. ‘I wasn’t hurt. I was just confused.’

‘What?’ I said, confused now.

He put shuffled a bit so he was looking at me properly. ‘Well, i never knew you had an anger problem and when you did that-‘

‘You got scared? You thought I was going to hurt you?’

He smiled again. That beautiful smile. ‘No, of course not. It was just so…’

I waited.

‘Relatable, I guess.’ He put his hand through his hair. ‘Well, I do that a lot. Get angry at tiny things so it was good to meet someone who’s like me.’

I was speechless. This isn’t what I was expecting. I was expecting them to think im weird, or crazy… not.. relatable.

He looked into my eyes. ‘You don’t need to apologise for something that I do too.’

‘Doesn’t it annoy you?’ I whispered. I couldn’t trust my voice so I had to whisper.

‘No.’ He whispered back.

We looked at each other for a long time, trying to see through each other. I couldn’t but I knew he could see through me.

I looked down at my hands again. ‘So is that all? Nothing more to discuss? Right?

‘Yeah I guess.’ He said. I can still feel him looking at me and I couldn’t take it anymore.

‘I should go.’ I said. I got up to go but then Matt quickly grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him. I gasped as he pushed me closer to him.

Instead of shouting at him or