His Sanity by Mirah Selim (great book club books .txt) 📖

Author Pov

"Cate where are we going," Lucifer questioned the girl who was busy packing his bags. She smiled at him before zipping up the bag.

"Come here my Prince." Grabbing his big hands in her small ones she made him sit on the bed before taking a seat beside him.

"We are going a little far from this house. But don't worry we soon will come back." He pouted making her chuckle. He slowly laid down on the bed placing his head on her laps.

She smiled caressing his hair hearing his next words. "When will we come back." He questioned.

"In few months. Don't worry I am coming with you. We will have so much fun there." She exclaimed making him smile a little.

Soon he dozed off on her laps making her smile lovingly at his cute sleeping face. Grabbing his head gently from her laps she placed it on the bed before carefully sliding the cushion under his head.

He whined a little making her freeze. Soon he again started taking slow yet calm breaths making her sigh in relief as he was still asleep.

She finally went to her room packing her stuff as well. Suddenly her eyes caught sight of a small box stuffed in the corner of the cupboard.

She pulled it out and soon a small smile appeared on her lips recognizing the beautiful box. She took the box to her bed before opening it.

There were few things she had saved years ago. The bracelet Lucifer gave her when she was just 4 years old. It was really small so she couldn't be able to wear it when she grew up.

Smiling at the beautiful pearl bracelet she placed it on the bed before pulling out a paper. Opening it she chuckled seeing her art.

A picture of Lucifer. She was never really good at taking pictures but her painting was still admirable. She made that picture when she turned 16. That time Lucifer wasn't sane anymore but her feelings for him did no good for her to treat him differently.

Dusting the dirt away she stared at her art for some time before sighing heavily and placing the picture back in the box. Her hands finally took the hold of the most important thing present in the box.

Her Diary. She used to write a diary every day till she became 19 years old. She never noticed that how she had stopped sharing her feelings with her diary.

She wrote every emotion she felt for Martin. Lilian. At how beautifully they had treated her for the whole of her life. How she loved them more than anything.

Lucifer. There wasn't a single page of her diary she hadn't mentioned him. Her love. Her very first love.

She wrote everything. How she never wanted to fell for him but did. How she tried getting rid of those feelings but failed. How she still loves him and loves him.

Opening the diary she grabbed the pen placed in the box. Opening the blank page she smile writing whatever was in her mind.

She knew that her diary was the only place where she could scream her love without anyone knowing. She felt ashamed for loving a man whose parents had done so much for her.

She should never have fallen for him. And she knew it. But what heart wants it just wants. No one can change it. Even she tried to but she couldn't be able to do so. Her heart refused it too.

Finally packing the box she placed it in the luggage. She knew maybe there sometimes she would want to share her feelings then the diary could be helpful.

Finally packing her stuff she laid down on her bed and drift to sleep getting ready for tomorrow's new journey. But only if she knew what journey she will face tomorrow.

Sun rise in its full glory waking the people in the house up. Lucifer and Catelin got ready for their journey. After eating breakfast they both bid goodbyes to Martin and Lilian.

Lilian was about to burst out in tears if Martin wasn't there for her. Lucifer being oblivious he was excited to see the new house they gonna stay.

They both entered the car and after proper few hours, they reached their destination. Catelin chuckled watching Lucifer sleeping.

"Lucifer. Prince open your eyes." She gently patted his cheek only to make him whimper in response.

"Lucifer come on we are here." He finally opened his eyes and lazily walked inside. She shook her head at his childish behaviour before turning towards the driver who was busy taking luggage out.

She couldn't help but feel crept out at how blank and emotionless face the driver keep on giving her. The man seems like he's a robot.

"Mister. Please place the luggage in the living room I will take them to the room myself." He looked at her emotionlessly before nodding his head with a poker face.

She sighed remembering Martin's words. The rooms are beside the kitchen. There is a small lane leading to the rooms beside the kitchen.

The kitchen was open one just like a modern style. Lucifer was laid on the sofa sleeping. She chuckled at his lazy self before dragging her feet towards the thin lane.

The lane was empty and the contracted walls were giving her creeps. She sighed heavily before reaching the rooms.

She remembered Black door one was Lucifer's. And the brown ones was hers. The rooms were in front of each other. She was about to open her room's door but stopped.

She peaked at the door of Lucifer's room before entering it. She instantly felt cold and weirdly goosebumps covered her flesh.

Pressing the buttons of light. The room turned brighter than she thought. She blinked multiple times before taking the room in view.

The walls were painted black. There was a picture of Lucifer behind the bed's wall. He was sitting on the chair like a king and the picture seemed like it wasn't much time went by when the picture was taken.

She gulped at how manly and dominating he looked. He was sitting on an expensive chair looking like a king. Walking towards the king-sized bed She tripped on something almost hitting the large mirror.