A New Love by Sweet Candy (nonfiction book recommendations .TXT) 📖

you got me. </3 Tired of feeling like an emotional punching bag. :(


Every time i think of the past i dont want to do anything, i just want to crallm in bed and sleep the days away to where i dont have to feel this about the ass hole that did this to me.. Every time i tell him i dont want to be with him. He begges to give him a change. BUt way do i do it is because i feel like i cant get no one else. That no one will ever want me, i meen like at me i let every one walk all over me and do what they want not what i wanted in life.....


Dont i get a say in anything or be asked what i want to do in life. Hell no why does it matter what summer wants or feels. is putting up walls that no one will be able to break through again ... That is just what i am going to do. My problem is that I'm tired of getting hurt, and my trust is so damn low. Do you even care about how much you've hurt me?


To people who think I am blind to whats going on right in front of my face, when karma comes around and bites u in the ass, I will say i fu*ken told u so! #Word Of Advice If it's love, you shouldn't have to struggle to keep it alive. It should come easily and naturally. I'm tired of laughing when i just want to cry. I'm tired of smiling when i want to die. I say I'm fine when I'm not, All i want is for the pain to stop.


If you know it hurts the one you love and you do it anyway, it's called DISRESPECT and you don't deserve their love. is broken hearted because you lied to me. You said you loved me, what happened did you get a better offer? :( This year my goal is to find someone who really cares about me and wants to treat me the way I deserve. Not just put me on a shelf till they need me. And here i am going to try and hang out with Zachary so i can forget about what Jake did to me...

The next chapter is so of a recape of what Zachary wants from Summer..........
Chapter two " they find out i know"

Zachary


I looked at Summer saying “ sorry I didn’t look where I was going, how are you doing today?” Summer said” great how are you, I guess tired because I don’t think the party ended until about 6am in the morning.” I said “ no I didn’t stay up that late. I was tired after you showed up so I went up stairs and crashed on one of the beds."


Summer said "Sounds like you got some sleep, So how did you meet Jeremiah? i would like to hang out with him but i don't think he likes me that will." I said" its hard to get close to him, he went throw a lot too. So don't take it the wrong way if he some times just leave and don't chat with you."


I said " As you can see after last night i don't really care much about what people feel or think of me any more. Will i got to take a shower, start looking for a job and a place. I don't think i will live here forever. It was nice talking to you maybe we can hang out some time."


I said" yea, if you want i can show you around town and all." Summer said don't you have to work or anything, i don't want you to think just because i am Jeremiah's half sister that you have to talk to me at all. She was still looking at me and i cant help my self. But the way she is doing it is turning me on. I said if i felt like not talking to you i wouldn't still be here. so would you like me to show you around or not. Summer said yes thank you, i will be about 15 min, if you don't mind to wait.


I said yea i will wait down here for you. I heard her go up to her room and then Jeremiah came out of no where and told me.Jeremiah said i over heard a conversation going on down stairs. I think its between werewolf's and vampire. There where talking about a problem that was going on and that the werewolf's know Summer was here to stay and they think Jeremiah and i killed Summer. And that she came back as a vampire, just like me and him.


I told him to while until later so me and him can go over this. About what to do. I was still listion to want was going on up stairs, i know she is do with the shower and is going to her room to change. I looked back at Jeremiah and said that i will be going in to town to get a bit to eat and to show Summer around. Jeremiah said to not take all day so that we can go over every thing.


I said OK, when we get back i will fine him to talk this over and to find out if they want to try to get her. I didn't know the woman but i was try to find out about her. She seems like a great person to get to know and maybe spend the rest of your life with..........I See her coming down the stairs and to stop right in front of me. Summer said are you ready to go?????????


I looked in to her eyes and a song came to me, the way i want him and he means everything to me.

"Give Me Everything"


Me not working hard? Yeah, right! Picture that with a Kodak Or, better yet, go to Times Square Take a picture of me with a Kodak Took my life from negative to positive
I just want y'all know that And tonight, let's enjoy life That's right Tonight I want all of you tonight Give me everything tonight For all we know we might not get tomorrow Let's do it tonightDon't care what they say Or what games they play Nothing is enough 'Til I have your love Let's do it tonight I want you tonight, I want you to stay I want you tonight

Grab somebody sexy, tell 'em hey Give me everything tonight
Take advantage of tonight Cause tomorrow I'm off to Dubai to perform for a princess
But tonight, I can make you my queen And make love to you endless This is insane: the way the name growin' Money keep flowin' Hustlers move aside So, I'm tiptoein', to keep flowin'

Put it on my life, baby, I make you feel right, baby Can't promise tomorrow
But, I promise tonight Darling

Excuse me And I might drink a little more than I should tonight And I might take you home with me, if I could tonight And, baby, Ima make you feel so good, tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

Tonight I want all of you tonight Give me everything tonight For all we know we might not get tomorrow Let's do it tonight Don't care what they say Or what games they play
Nothing is enough 'Til I have your love Let's do it tonight

Reach for the stars and if you don't grab 'em, At least you'll fall on top of the world
Think about it Cuz if you slip, I'm gon' fall on top yo girl (hahaa)
What I'm involved with Is deeper than the masons Baby, baby, and it ain't no secret
My family's from Cuba But I'm an American Idol Get money like Seacrest

Put it on my life, baby I make you feel right, baby Can't promise tomorrow
But, I promise tonight Darling And I might drink a little more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight And baby imma make you feel so good tonight Cause we might not get tomorrow

Tonight I want all of you tonight Give me everything tonight For all we know, we might not get tomorrow Let's do it tonight Don't care what they say Or what games they play Nothing is enough Til I have your love

I want you tonight, I want you to stay

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I can't change my past and i can't let go of my regrets but what i can do is let it form who i am today.Question of the day: Which is better; True love or great sex? Think on that one. The best part of loving someone, and them loving you, is you can sit right beside them and not say anything, but they know exactly what you're saying . Love makes us sick. Haunts our dreams. Destroys our days. Love has killed more than any disease. - Rumpelstiltskin


How do you know you're in love? Your heart races at the sound of their name, you smile from ear to ear, and you can't stop thinking about them. That is how i felt just looking in to Summers eyes again. Loving someone is not a part time thing it is having their back no matter what life throws your way if u can do this then you know true love. Love is Allowing Your Heart to go Deeper than Hands can Touch, Beyond what Eyes can See