A New Love by Sweet Candy (nonfiction book recommendations .TXT) 📖

Hey there my name is Summer, yes i know what your thinking Summer like the season Summer. Yes its because my mom loved summer i guess and so here i am thinking again. I have long light brown hair, blue eyes, 5'4 and average weigh. I look good, some say hot but i am not " like o my god i am the sex's person on the plant and every one looks like shit." no not that type of girl so woman.... I am very shy, kept to my self, no real friends kind of person and i love that some times...


You think you know what is going to happen but the next thing you know everything in your world has to change. That’s how summer felt like after her parents died and then she was left with a half brother that she never knew she had. she said to her self I think dad said something a couple of years ago about it . I though he was playing around , I think his name is Jeremiah. He lives in Molina, GA. So I guess I will have to start packing the things up because they said in the Will that if they every died that to sell the house and do good with the money.


I wish I didn’t but I cant afford this place, I grown up in this house, I have lived in the house for almost 19years old in 3 months it will be my birthday and now I will have no one or nothing. That’s what i felt like, i had drove all the way there, by the time i got it was 4am in the morning, but there was a party going on at the house that i was going to live in. The next the she knew she was ringing the bell and when a young man answered the door .


I asked “ Are you Jeremiah?” He looked at me for a second the looked behind him and said to a little taller man “Jeremiah there is a girl here for you again.” Jeremiah turned around and looked at me, Then said "hey there you must be summer, you look like my dad said you would and plus I have the picture he sent me in the mail.This is my best friend Zachary. Zachary this is my half sister I told you about.” Zachary looked at me like no other man has ever done and said” she looks good, how did that happen, her mother must have be hot or some thing because I seen your dad and she don’t look nothing like him.”


Jeremiah said” I guess I never met her mother so I don’t know. Don’t let Kim find out that you said that, She will get mad again and start shit like the last girl, by the way where did the other go to after that happened.” Zachary didn’t answer, so Jeremiah told me to come in and he will show me where my room is, the he has to get back to the party. The room looked big and a queen size bed, with a closet. I walked in and put my thing down, I felt so tired so I led down on the bed and fell a sleep.


When I woke up it was 2pm in the afternoon so I went down to find the kitchen, so I can get some thing to eat.I was walking , not looking about where I was going when I ran right in to some one so I looked up and it was Zachary. I just looked at him, he didn’t look like that last night. I was looking at his eyes they are baby blue then I looked and he has Blondie hair with a nice tan about 5’9 and from where I was setting he looked really hot and I couldn’t take my eyes off his.


Zachary looked at me and said “ sorry I didn’t look where I was going, how are you doing today?” I said” great how are you, I guess tired because I don’t think the party ended until about 6am in the morning.” Zachary said “ no I didn’t stay up that late. I was tired after you showed up so I went up stairs and crashed on one of the beds." So i said "Sounds like you got some sleep, So how did you meet Jeremiah? i would like to hang out with him but i don't think he likes me that will." Zachary said" its hard to get close to him, he went throw a lot too.


So don't take it the wrong way if he some times just leave and don't chat with you." I said" As you can see after last night i don't really care much about what people feel or think of me any more. Will i got to take a shower, start looking for a job and a place. I don't think i will live here forever. It was nice talking to you maybe we can hang out some time. Zachary asked me if i wanted to go out to get a bit to eat, seen how there is not much food in the house and after the party last night. The house look like a tornado want throw it, so i said yea just let me get a shower and change in to some thing more commutable.

He said OK i will wait down here for you to come back i how this get little place to it about five minutes from here. OK i said and went up stairs to my room to grab some closes and start to walk to to the shower. I don't take long at all, see i am not your normal girl. I don't like to take for ever getting my hair done , put make up on or look in the mirror for so long. I don't have time for that.Life is to short for that, i know now that i don't care any more what people think of me or anything and i just have to take it day by day, i don't know what will happen tomorrow.

I want people to remember the good times in life not the stupid little ones. So i get out the shower and put my closes on, brush my teeth and hair real fast. I was going back to the room to put my dirty lounger in the basket. The walk down the stairs so that we can grab some food because i was so hunger that i could eat a horse about now. I look over and there Zachary is looking real hot in the close he is wearing.


I just can't help but look at him, and he don't know that i am staring at him right now. I can look at that man for days at a time and life off of that and be single. See i just want to get to know him better then maybe i will tell him about my ex boyfriend Jake. Jake was a no good person every time i turned around he was cheating on me, chatting with other girls like i was not there,going to jail, or just betting the shit out of me. For no good reason, like the last time was for what i was wearing. He said i look like a hooker, so i might as like act like one and then he tryed to past me to his friends.


But thank god they was not like they even told me to run far, far, far away to get away from him before it goes to the next step. But like aways he said he would change and i believed him every time it happened again. this was the first real relationship i have ever had and like always my mom was doing something else so i never got to talk to her about what was going on and then maybe just maybe she would of helped me.


OK any way back to now when i couldn't't take my eyes of of Zachary, he seems like a nice guy, i never went any where, got any thing or do any thing with any one. Zachary wanted to take me out for breakfast and i didn't mind at all.

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I love this song

Mama please stop cryin' I can't stand the sound Your pain is painful And it's tearin' me down I hear glasses breakin' As I sit up in my bed I told Dad you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said

You fight about money 'Bout me and my brother And this I come home to This is my shelter
It ain't easy, growin' up in World War III Never knowin' what love could be You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me Like it has done my family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family? I promise I'll be better Daddy, please don't leave
Daddy please stop yelling I can't stand the sound Make Mama stop cryin' Cause I need you around

My mama, she loves you No matter what she says is true I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too I ran away today Ran from the noise, ran away Don't wanna go back to that place But don't have no choice, no way

In our family portrait We look pretty happy Let's act like it comes naturally I don't wanna have to split the holidays I don't want two addresses I don't want a stepbrother anyways
And I don't want my Mommy Have to change her last name! Daddy don't leave

Remember that the night you left You took my shining star Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone Mama'll be nicer I'll be so much better I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner I'll be so much better I'll do everything right I'll be your little girl forever I'll go to sleep at night.


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I would lie awake at night just wishing that i had someone to talk to about this and in time it just got harder and harder to look at the first man i thoght i loved. I thank god every day i didn't give all of myself to that jackass. so sick of being second best. just once i want to be the one. not just the if it doesn't work out, at least you know