Married to Mr. Mafia by Nusrat Jahan (literature books to read .TXT) 📖

As he sensed the heat radiating off me , he shut his mouth staring at me .

" Look I know you are-" I didn't give a chance to speak , I longed forward and shut the door, cutting his voice .

I smile satisfied but then I heard him curse

Astagfirullah

He started banging the door " open the damn door " he snarled behind the door , I could feel his anger through the door .

I gulp …

Did I overdo it ??

" Don't force me to break the door Amira .."

" OPEN THE DAMN DOOR " his banging got so loud that it started scaring me .

Before I could open it , the door knob broke letting the door fly open .

I gasp covering my mouth " what have you done "

I glared at him " you broke my poor door "

" Now you will fix it " I pointed my index finger at him .

Khalid who was already fuming in anger advanced toward my way , I stepped back, retreating my index finger as well .

" Ok- ay fine if you don't want to fix it '' I shutter while smiling in fear .

" I will d- oow - do it " my back touches the wall , while he steps closer lessening the space between us .

He clutched my both arms tightly " don't you dare to do that with me ever again " his face was inch away from mine , while his eyes looked like a blazing fire .

I glup staying silent " I am not your friend or family that you could treat me like that do you get it " his voice filled with venom than pierced my heart like thousand of needles .

I wanted to combat but I couldn't " maybe this is the reason , your family doesn't love you , your own father didn't once call to check up on you , may be they just don't want you just like me "

" How they even tolerated you all these years was beyond me . I would have never married you , you are cursed to me " his words hit like thousands of rocks hitting my body painfully , my eyes widened as he just pulled some strings of my past.

" You are nothing but cursed to your father "

" You ill fate destroyed your mother "

" Maybe you are bad omen "

Suddenly my eyes got blurry , as my lips shiver in overwhelming pain my heart felt . I close my eyes tightly .

He just triggered some bad memories of my past .

No no no he cannot think of me as a bad omen too…

No no no…..

" No no no no no " I blocked both my ears with my hand while sitting down immediately as my leg felt weak .

" No no no no …. I am not a bad omen " I shake my head in denial while finding it hard to breathe .

" No no no … I am not a curse" I lost my control all the mental torture I face flooded my brain whispering negative things about myself .

" Amira " I can hear his voice getting soft .

He tried to hold my face gently but I continued to shake my head vigorously, closing my eyes shut tightly .

" I am not … I am not " I cried .

I am not , why did my step mother say like that …. Why did Khalid say like that … was I really that bad?

Am I really a burden …

All doors of sanity are blocked by Shaitan whispering horrible things in my mind, making me doubt my existence .

" Amira look at me … Amira looked at me " I heard Khalid panicking but I didn't dare either .

Gathering my courage I said " go away " my chest heaved up and down .

" No liste- "

" I SAID GO AWAY " I shouted at the top of my lungs, losing all control . This was the first time I raised my voice after all these years.

He looked stunned at my behaviour .

" Go . Away . Khalid Mirza " I pressed each and every word with so much hatred but then I wasn't in the right state of mind anyway .

" Khala was right, " I whispered to myself .

Khalid still didn't move .

" She was right about what " Khalid's voice sounded curious but I was talking to myself .

Tears slipped from my eyes while my whole body was still shivering.

I look up with blurry vision " that a bad husband will end up making you a bad wife " I whispered in fear .

And for the first time I saw a hurt flash across his eyes .