Married to Mr. Mafia by Nusrat Jahan (literature books to read .TXT) 📖

I was speechless .... What should I say to her?

" Answer me Amira , why are you doing this , saving my life , greeting me and " her eyes fell on the breakfast " why the hell do you care I ate breakfast or not "

" No one came , no one cares " for the first time in her anger , I saw a girl , a very lonely girl no one cares about .

She sighed, closing her eyes, " Are you forgetting the fact that I am your husband's mistress? " She pressed the word mistress .

I sighed and went to sit on the edge of the bed. " Come sit , have breakfast, " I said with a smile .

" Did you poison it?'' she lowered her eyebrows in an accusing way .

Instead of getting angry , I took a bite of paratha to show , I did not .

She kept staring at me silently debating something in her head I guess .

Undoing her crossing arm , she walked to bed and sat folding her leg .

Glancing my way one more time , she started eating silently .

" Do you love Khalid? " I ask , she stops mid way eating .

" Do you want me to lie or tell you truth "

" Truth I guess " I shrugged .

" No I don't " she said casually and my eyes widened .

" Then why are you staying in this forbidden relationship with him? " I frown .

She glared " because everyone is not lucky as you Amira , in order to survive some people have to choose the wrong way " there was so much bitterness in her voice .

" No girl wants to be called someone's mistress " she was looking down but I could hear the sadness in her voice .

She took a deep breath " but to afford this lavish lifestyle , you have to pay for it ''

" You could have work, " I suggested, shrugging my shoulders.

She laughed, throwing her head back, " Who is going to give a job to an illiterate? "  she asked in a mocking tone .

" Illiterate?"

" You mean , you are not educated but you look-" she cut my word .

" It's all for the show Amira " she took another morsel of paratha .

" Where are your parents? " I was scared to ask , I didn't want to offend her .

She didn't look up , the plate was more interesting for her than my face '' I don't know" she said after a while .

" I never saw them " her voice barely came out but I heard her .

I guess I was right about her , she is not a bad person, just had a bad life .

" Can I tell you something? " I asked her permission .

She nodded, still not looking my way .

 

" Turn back to Allah , you will get everything you want " I tried to explain to her .

A sad giggle erupted from her throat " I am not like you Amira , I am not pure " water filled her eyes .

" Many men has already touch me , that I don't even remember the dirt on my body will ever go away "

" I have ruined lives to save myself , lied , betrayed did every wrong thing "

My heart clenched at her word .

" No one will accept me not even my own lord " 

 

" That shaytan talking not you " I defended.

" Purity comes from heart "

" If you truly feel that you have done wrong yourself and want to repent then never despair the mercy of Allah s.w.t "

Allah The Almighty, Who Says (what means): {Say, "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is The Forgiving, The Merciful."} [Quran 39: 53]

You should return to Allah The Almighty in repentance and remember that a good life is attained when one is obedient to Allah The Almighty, true happiness is attained by submission to Him and showing humility; even honor and dignity are attained by obeying Allah The Almighty. Thus, if you want a happy and good life, here is the verse in which Allah The Almighty Says (what means): {Whoever does righteousness, whether male or female, while he is a believer - We will surely cause him to live a good life, and We will surely give them their reward [in the Hereafter] according to the best of what they used to do.} [Quran 16: 97] 

I put hand on hers '' we all are sinners Myra but best sinners are those  who repent , it's our prophet saying .

"All the children of Aadam are sinners, but the best among the sinners are those who frequently repent."

"When one repents of his sin, it is as if he did not commit the sin at all."

Smiling, I was about to get up when Myra held my wrist .

" I - I don't know how to pray " her face was red with embarrassment .

I smile " the when will I come to your help "

" I will teach you, " I assured her .

" Really you will? " she looked at me in surprise .

I nodded .



 

Sometimes later 




 

We were preparing dinner when my eyes catched something '' hey  was this mark '' I clutch Nafisa wrist as we set the dining table for dinner . There was a burning mark shaped like a coin on her wrist .

She froze staring at the mark , sudden tears filled her eyes .

'' Nafisa '' I touch her shoulder softly .

If felt like she came out of her zone '' umm yeah '' she cleared her throat looking away .

'' you okay '' I asked .

She forced a smile '' yeah I am fine ''

Did I say something wrong ????