Married to Mr. Mafia by Nusrat Jahan (literature books to read .TXT) đź“–
- Author: Nusrat Jahan
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Why is his gaze bothering me so much ?? I wondered .
" Umm… Amira the breakfast is delicious " Rabiya anty compliment bring smiles on my face .
" Thank you "
" As much as I hate to say this " I look at Ibrahim direction who began to speak " this is good "
I shook my head at his attempt to compliment me in a platonic way .
Why did this kid just accept the fact that he started liking me?
Is it that hard for him? I wondered again .
After everyone finished and walked away to do their respective chores , I started to take plates to the kitchen .
I turned absently minded only to be scared by Khalid who was standing so close .
" Ahh ahh ahh ahh" I shrieked dropping plates only to close my eyes to prevent myself from a loud smash but nothing happened .
Slowly opening my eyes one by one , I saw Khalid catched it .
Wow , his reflex is fast .
" Thanks " I said dryly then took the plate from his hand only to turn away .
I seriously don't want to face him right now .
" What happened to you that day "
I gritted my teeth at his question , after humiliating , calling me a bad omen . He has the audacity to ask what happened to me that day .
" Nothing " I turned, crossing my arm with a sarcastic smile " just my so-called husband humiliating me to the extent that I had a panic attack " even though I tried to say in seekly sweet voice it still held the bitterness .
" You had a panic attack ?" His eyebrows creased .
" Why you do you have a bad past but then again you have a family , a mother , father everything that a human need for love then why "
I don't know if he intended too but his question stabs directly in my heart .
A mother
Father
Family
Love
Do I really have one ???
Swallowing the pain rising in my heart I bite the corner of my cheek trying not to cry .
I can feel my vision got blurry " since you don't consider me as your wife "
I took a shaky breath " nothing related to me should concern you " with that I left wiping tears which flowed even though I tried my best to hold it back .
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Khalid Mirza p.o.v
I didn't mean what I said that day , it was a fit of anger , like my mouth worked on my own . The way she panicked that day scared me to core .
I have done so many bad things to her but never once I saw hatred in her eyes but that day when she stared my way with that hateful gaze , I felt hurt like I feel whenever I meet ammi , when she ignores my existence .
Her words cut deep inside my chest .
A bad husband will make you a bad wife .
Her words rang inside my head again and again .
I didn't sleep the whole night , the truth was I never sleep at night it's either I am drunk or…
I was crossing her room when I heard her reciting the Quran in a melodious voice . It felt like my feet stopped me from going ahead .
After so many years I heard the Quran again… I heard Allah s.w.t words .
Those words are always used to make me feel something .
I remember when my sister used to recite the Quran , I used to sit behind leaning on the wall listening to it . It used to give peace in my heart.
But I ruined everything , I ruined my family ….. and I can never undo it .
I quietly listen to her recitation , those words giving peace in my heart … After she finished, I silently went back to my room .
All the happy flashes I spend with my sister revive inside my mind .
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KHALID! Khalid ! " My fifteen year old twin sister shouted at the top of her lungs .
'' what happened '' fifteen year old me burst open in her room . Daisy standing on her bed looking scared.
I used to call her Daisy with love even though her name was Sayra
'' DUMMY L- LOOK '' Daisy pointed something on the floor , my eyes followed her direction .
My eyes got bigger while a girl screamed erupted from my throat '' ahhhhhhh'' I quickly jumped on the bed trying to hide behind her .
'' th- that a lizard '' I tried to push her forward .
'' That's why I called you my so-called big one minute older than me brother '' she rolled her eyes sarcastically .
'' Go and drive it away '' My sacred heart pushed her .
She push instead '' you are a guy , you drive it away ''
'' Who is the guy? '' I pretended to flip my hair like a girl .
She stared at me in disbelief '' I can never depend on you for my protection ''
'' scaredy cat ''
'' don't call me that '' I said annoyed .
'' scaredy cat , scaredy cat , scaredy cat '' she yelled in my face .
'' You are the scaredest guy I have ever seen, loser '' she jumped off the bed leaving me alone with the lizard .
''Daisy at least drove it away '' I shouted, fearing to get down .
I sat on the rocking chair laughing at our memories...
Then slowly tears started coming down one by one .......
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AMIRA SULTAN p.o.v
Holding the plate of breakfast , I knock on her door .
She swung the door open with her usual grumpy face .
" Assalamualaikum " I greeted Myra showing breakfast plate .
She frown observing " are you going to throw that on my face "
I gasp " Astagfirullah , why would I do that "
" Because it will make sense " she rolled her eyes walking back inside .
" What do you mean? " I put the breakfast on her bed , and she roamed the room looking frustrated .
" What do I mean ? " she questioned , there was a hint of anger in her voice .
" I mean is " she started coming closer" why the hell you are behaving so nice to me when I am nothing but horrible to you " she was standing inch away from my feet , I can feel the anger radiating from her.
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