Standing Close To The Edge(Finished) by Danielle Palmer (best summer reads txt) 📖

apple juice and Harry got orange juice. It only took a few minutes to choose what we wanted to eat. I only got pancakes but Harry got eggs, toast, bacon, and sausage.
“I know you guys heard what happen.” I said finally bringing up what I knew he wanted to talk about. He nodded his and took a drink before answering. “It was wrong for him to kiss you right after he broke it off with Perrie.” On instinct I nodded and looked down into my drink. I started playing with the straw to keep me from crying again. “Ugh. I wanted to kiss him back but I couldn't do it.” He smiled and shook his head. “I know for a fact he likes you though.” It was my turn to shake my head. I didn't know what to say so I kept quiet. The rest of the breakfast was silent. Not an awkward silence but like we both needed to think. After a little bit he broke the silence and we joked around a little bit. When we both finished he payed and we started our walked back to the hotel.
“Thanks for breakfast.” I said as we walked into the elevator. “Of course love.” We got off the elevator and walked down to our suite. Everyone except Danielle was in the living room hanging out. “Moe. Danielle wants to talk to you.” Liam said right away. I nodded my head and walked down the hall. I stopped at there door and knocked. I put my ear to the door and heard the shower running. I was just about to turn away when I heard the faint sound of someone puking. I instantly pushed the door open, closing and locking it behind me. I ran to the bathroom and luckily it wasn't locked. Danielle was over the toilet puking. I ran over and held her hair while rubbing her back. A few minutes later she had nothing left to puke. I helped her up and into the room before laying her down.
“You ok?” She nodded but something was wrong I could tell. “What's wrong?” She looked at me and sighed. “I- I think I'm pregnant.” My eyes widened and my jaw fell open. “Are you positive?” She shrugged and played with the blanket on the bed. “I don't know. It's possible or I could just be sick. I've been putting on weight though.” I didn't even notice. “Oh my god! What if I'm pregnant and- and Liam doesn't want to be with me because it will ruin his career.” She started freaking out and started crying. “Danielle.” She didn't look up at me and continued rambling. “Danielle!” I yelled a little louder. This time she looked up at me. “Calm down. Let me go to the store and get a test. If it's positive I know for a fact Liam will not make you raise a kid on your own. If it's negative we'll keep this between us.” She nodded and hugged me. “Go to sleep I'll wake you when I get back.”
Once she laid down I walked out the door and back into the living room. “I'm going to the store. I'll be back soon.” Before they said anything I ran out the door and all the way to the elevator. It felt like it took an hour just to get down to the lobby. I didn't want to deal with the fans at this moment so I took the back way. I ran around to the front and down the street. I didn't stop running till I found a Walgreen’s a block away. I ran straight in and looked down every aisle until I found what I needed. I looked for the most expensive one and grabbed 3. I ran to where the candy was and grabbed 7 chocolate bars. Once at the cash register the lady looked at me funny as I put the stuff on the counter. “Are these for you ma'am?” She pointed to the tests. “That's for me to know and you to never find out.” She rolled her eyes and scanned everything.
I had just enough money left on my card to pay for 10 items with 37 cents left. I would have to worry about it later though. I ran all the way back to the hotel and through the back door again. In the elevator I put the tests and 2 chocolates in one bag while putting the other 5 in the one bag. My heart was pounding in my chest as I walked up to the hotel door. What if they see what's in the bag? What would I tell them? What would I tell Zayn? Of course I would say they were mine. Right when I was about to knock the door opened. I quickly put the bag with tests behind my back so it looked like I only had one bag. “I thought you were here.” Niall said holding the door open for me. I said a quick thanks and sped walked into the living room.
“I got you guys chocolate.” I said throwing their bag on the couch. They all lunged at it like I expect so I made a quick get away. I ran all the way down the hall and right into Liam's room. Danielle was sitting up in bed looking deep in thought. She looked up as I closed the door. She slowly got out off bed and grabbed the tests from my hand. She looked at me and I knew what she was thinking. She was basically chickening out. I shooed her into the bathroom and closed the door. It only took a few minutes for her to come out the bathroom. I shot straight up from laying on the bed. “So?” I asked when she didn't say anything. She just smiled so I walked around her and into the bathroom. All 3 test were sitting on the counter. My heart beat faster as I walked closer. I took a deep breath and looked at them a smile on my face. She wasn't pregnant!


Today was our last day at the hotel. Tomorrow the guys had to do sound check and then the concert. Right after the concert we had to go straight to the tour bus and leave. They whole week we just went shopping and watched movies. Other times stayed in and played games. The guys had another signing yesterday so me and Danielle went and saw a movie. Zayn and I have basically stayed clear of each other. We talked some but it was hard talking to him like we were friends when I wanted to be so much more. He never told me why he kissed me and every time I asked he changed the subject. Every time he laughed or just plain smiled I fell more in love with him. Yeah you heard it. I'm in love with someone who doesn't love me back let alone like me.
Today everyone got up to go to the fair. I was currently waiting in the living room with everyone else for Zayn. I had got up after him and still managed to take a shower, blow dry my hair, straighten my hair, and do my makeup. I was wearing light wash jean shorts and a long sleeved v neck shirt with black vans. Everyone else was dressed in comfortable clothes. Me and Danielle were practically matching. She was wearing the same shorts but with a short sleeved black shirt and black vans. Both our hair was straight and only eyeliner with mascara. The guys were wearing jeans and regular t-shirts. With either Nike's, Converse, or Vans.
“Let's go.” I looked up to see Zayn finally walking down the stairs. His hair was flat but he still looked hot. He was wearing a red and white letterman jacket with jeans and red and white Nike's. Sexy as all hell. I got up and followed after everyone. Me being the last I shut the door and waited with Danielle while the guys got Paul to drive us. “Let's go wait for them in the lobby.” Danielle nodded and followed me to the elevator. I was happy she was finally feeling better. I finally had my partner in crime back. The elevator music was annoying and to slow. It made the ride seem to drag on even longer. We both took seats in the waiting area away from the doors so the fans wouldn't see us till we were leaving.
“You should talk to Zayn.” She said out of no where. I looked at her, my head turned to the side. “Why?” She shrugged. “He likes you a lot. I think he loves you.” I immediately shook my head. There was no way. “He barley even acknowledges me.” She laughed as I looked at her questionably. Why the hell is she laughing. “He doesn't think you like him like that. I, on the other hand, know you love him.” She smiled and stood up walking over to the boys who were coming out the elevator. Why does she have to confuse me even more? She wasn't the only one that told me he loved me. In fact everyone did except Zayn himself. I couldn't believe any of them until Zayn told me himself. Psh like that’s going to happen.
I followed everyone out the hotel doors and through the screaming fans. We all piled in the van with Danielle having to sit on Liam's lap and me in between Harry and Niall. The car ride was filed with laughing and singing. At one point Harry took out his phone and started snapping picture of everyone. He put his arm around me and took a picture of us. We both made funny faces without the other realizing. I looked across from me at Zayn and smiled. He smiled back making my heart flutter. If only he knew what he did to me. He drove me crazy without even realizing it. We finally pulled up to the fair. It wasn't packed but there was a good amount of people here. I could only see 4 rides really and a whole bunch of games. Paul bought our wristbands and left us to go on our own. Only rule we had was no one goes on their own.
Liam immediately grabbed Danielle and pulled her towards a roller coaster. “Go carts!” Louis yelled running off towards the go carts. Niall and Zayn ran after him laughing and pushing each other. “Guess it's just us.” Harry said turning to me. I smiled. “Guess so.” He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards a haunted house ride. I turned around and saw Zayn had stopped and looked at me. Something flashed in his eyes but before I could figure it out he turned and walked back towards the go carts. I turned around to and followed Harry to the back of the line. There was only 4 people in front of us so we got to the front quickly.
The guy checked our wristbands and motioned for us to get in the next little car type thing. I climbed in first and then Harry next. The guy told us to keep our hands in the car the whole time before pushing the green button. The car lurched forward and started towards the dark entrance. The first thing that popped out at us made me scream. Harry laughed so I hit him playfully on the arm. “Rude.” I muttered and turned back to the ride. He continued to laugh every time I screamed. I never got scared from watching scary movies and here I was screaming at every little thing.
When the ride finished I pushed a still laughing Harry out and walked down the steps. “Moe I'm sorry.” He still had a