Author's e-books - cutting. Page - 3
14/15 year old Becca is forced to embrace life, and it won't be easy with the obstacles which increase day by day. This is her secret diary, the only place she shares her life story except the office of her therapist.
Four short stories, four different characters, all with a problem. Suicide, drugs, bullying, prostitution - all things that happen a lot nowadays.
I used to wish I was thin,
A beautiful stick
A perfect model.
I used to cry
With every pound
And cut myself
To feel it less.
A poetic story revolving around the perspective of teen desperate to become thinner. With a drunk mother, and uncaring father, her life is spinning dangerously out of control.
*TRIGGER WARNING*
Charlie is a cutter. She self-harms. When Her parents find out they send her to a recovery home, which is a school with dorms, Which have Doctors and Nurses crawling around, with sharp tongues and steel eyes with clip boards ready to write down every cut, suicide attempt, and pound lost. Charlie used to be normal She didn't used to cut. But then Her best friend Owen killed himself and She went down hill. Charlie Meets Clara at the school first. A starving Anorexic girl, who just wants a family of her own to raise. She doesn't care if she starves, but she hates it when her friends try to do the same thing. She's Charlie's roommate. Next she meets Ryder. It wasn't his piercing eyes that caught hers' but his small waist and his sticking out ribs. They soon bond over their mutual love of taking pictures. Ryder is Anorexic, cuts, and is suicidal. He's smart, quick, and protective, but a loner at the same time. She then meets Ayelie, A girl who is cynical, sarcastic, thinks her situation is hilarious, and wants anything but to recover. Charlie then meets her friends Daniel, Alen, and Ava. Charlie soon comes to find out she has the means to be Anorexic if she just cuts out the junk food. And when she does and drops weight, she craves to be skinny. Just when she thinks things can't get any worse, Owen walks through the front doors of the school straight from the grave. Three months of crying, of cutting, of wishing she was dead, all for nothing, because Owen is still alive. And she's pissed. Soon her Child hood friend Moves back into her old town. Caden and Charlie hit it off again, when Charlie heads home for a vacation. While she's away Her Dad cheats on her Mom and they split up. When Charlie and Caden are hanging out Caden makes a mistake, and Charlie see's his scars. So not only does Charlie head back to the school broken hearted about her family, She heads back to school with a new Crazy kid, (Ck) to meet her crazy Family. Owen and Caden don't get along. Caden's Dad and Charlie's Mom get married and Pregnant with twins. So now Charlie has two choices. Get better so she can teach her younger siblings to not hate themselves, or continue to starve, and stay in the school until she withers away into nothing. Light as a feather.
One for sorrow
Two for mirth
Three for a wedding
Four for a birth
Five for silver
Six for gold
Seven for a secret that's never been told
...
One cut for one verse, but what happens if the rhyme is repeated over and over again?
Everything hurts. Nothing hurts. Life is seamlessly an endless void. And I like the numbness. It keeps away the black hurt that's sunk into my very being. Guess you can say I've changed...Yeah, pain and depression does that to you...There are so many broken pieces at this point I don't think one beautiful stranger, that just might be a psychotic wolf-thing, can put them--me back together. -Isaac Hastings.
:Please comment if you think anything needs to be fixed and or find any mistakes! I love critiques so thank you!: WARNING: DOES CONTAIN HOMOSEXUAL CONTENT, DRUG USAGE, AND TRIGGER WARNINGS.
14/15 year old Becca is forced to embrace life, and it won't be easy with the obstacles which increase day by day. This is her secret diary, the only place she shares her life story except the office of her therapist.
Four short stories, four different characters, all with a problem. Suicide, drugs, bullying, prostitution - all things that happen a lot nowadays.
I used to wish I was thin,
A beautiful stick
A perfect model.
I used to cry
With every pound
And cut myself
To feel it less.
A poetic story revolving around the perspective of teen desperate to become thinner. With a drunk mother, and uncaring father, her life is spinning dangerously out of control.
*TRIGGER WARNING*
Charlie is a cutter. She self-harms. When Her parents find out they send her to a recovery home, which is a school with dorms, Which have Doctors and Nurses crawling around, with sharp tongues and steel eyes with clip boards ready to write down every cut, suicide attempt, and pound lost. Charlie used to be normal She didn't used to cut. But then Her best friend Owen killed himself and She went down hill. Charlie Meets Clara at the school first. A starving Anorexic girl, who just wants a family of her own to raise. She doesn't care if she starves, but she hates it when her friends try to do the same thing. She's Charlie's roommate. Next she meets Ryder. It wasn't his piercing eyes that caught hers' but his small waist and his sticking out ribs. They soon bond over their mutual love of taking pictures. Ryder is Anorexic, cuts, and is suicidal. He's smart, quick, and protective, but a loner at the same time. She then meets Ayelie, A girl who is cynical, sarcastic, thinks her situation is hilarious, and wants anything but to recover. Charlie then meets her friends Daniel, Alen, and Ava. Charlie soon comes to find out she has the means to be Anorexic if she just cuts out the junk food. And when she does and drops weight, she craves to be skinny. Just when she thinks things can't get any worse, Owen walks through the front doors of the school straight from the grave. Three months of crying, of cutting, of wishing she was dead, all for nothing, because Owen is still alive. And she's pissed. Soon her Child hood friend Moves back into her old town. Caden and Charlie hit it off again, when Charlie heads home for a vacation. While she's away Her Dad cheats on her Mom and they split up. When Charlie and Caden are hanging out Caden makes a mistake, and Charlie see's his scars. So not only does Charlie head back to the school broken hearted about her family, She heads back to school with a new Crazy kid, (Ck) to meet her crazy Family. Owen and Caden don't get along. Caden's Dad and Charlie's Mom get married and Pregnant with twins. So now Charlie has two choices. Get better so she can teach her younger siblings to not hate themselves, or continue to starve, and stay in the school until she withers away into nothing. Light as a feather.
One for sorrow
Two for mirth
Three for a wedding
Four for a birth
Five for silver
Six for gold
Seven for a secret that's never been told
...
One cut for one verse, but what happens if the rhyme is repeated over and over again?
Everything hurts. Nothing hurts. Life is seamlessly an endless void. And I like the numbness. It keeps away the black hurt that's sunk into my very being. Guess you can say I've changed...Yeah, pain and depression does that to you...There are so many broken pieces at this point I don't think one beautiful stranger, that just might be a psychotic wolf-thing, can put them--me back together. -Isaac Hastings.
:Please comment if you think anything needs to be fixed and or find any mistakes! I love critiques so thank you!: WARNING: DOES CONTAIN HOMOSEXUAL CONTENT, DRUG USAGE, AND TRIGGER WARNINGS.