life ?? by chelsea johnson (best books to read for success .txt) 📖

fiancé then just tell me for god sake” he yelled a tear came out of her eye she walked up to him and slapped him round the face we all gasped
“When you find out i was right you can talk to me again but NEVER EVER doubt my powers” she growled another tear came out her eye and she looked at him and he grabbed his heart
“You will feel my heart felt when you told me i lied to you i would never EVER lie to you Tommy but yet you still doubt me” she said he fell to the floor and he cried “im sorry but you need to know how i felt, i might mask my feeling’s but they are still their” she said to Tommy he grabbed his heart one last time and cried out then he relaxed
“Go home Tommy and take your tramp” she said and walked off we all stood their in shock
“Tommy wait” i said he looked at me
“She wasn’t lying, this girl is working for somebody who wants information about secret because when she has completed the bond and Tyler has marked her she will change the world” i said he looked at me
“I would not lie about something like this i suggest if you don't believe us, to go and don't contact her again” i said he looked at the girl
“But Becky said she loves me, we were going to get married and have a baby you know have a family” he said i looked down
“What are you doing going or staying and we will find out the information but you do on our terms” i said he looked at Becky then where secret had just gone
“Ill go and find secret” he whispered “i need to say goodbye” i nodded the boys growled and he took off
Secret’s point of view
I sat on Kevin’s bed and the door opened and closed i didn’t even look up but i knew it was Tommy
“What do you want Tommy?” i asked him
“To say goodbye” he whispered. That’s it he going, leaving me for some girl
“I hope you’re happy with her” i whispered
“Secret im sorry ok but this is the first girl that i have liked in a long time, you have got to understand, it’s like you and loz” he said i winced
“The thing is im married to someone else i don't love him anymore i love Tyler you will find love again just next time it wont be with a phony” i yelled he slapped me round the face and walked out i sat on the bed and cried. I was really anger and i couldn’t lose my anger so i decided i would jump in the pool i walked over to the window and jumped in the ice cold water all my anger vanished and i was surrounded by my fears and negative thoughts i swam up to the top and all the boys were around me i tried to smile but it came out as a grimace
“What the hell were you thinking” Tyler shouted “you could have gotten hurt, you can’t just jump out windows as you please” he growled i sighed
“Well if you wanted Kevin’s room to be smashed to smithereens i wouldn’t have but i needed to lose my anger and this was the only way i could now stop yelling at me” i screamed back he winced and i remembered that i use my alpha voice when i mad i walked over to him
“Tyler im sorry im just peeved” i said he chuckled
“Babe you are going to be the perfect alpha female” he grinned i kissed him and he kissed me back all the boys left and me and Tyler where left by the pool
“Babe im sorry but i have got to mark you and soon” he whispered in my ear
“Will it hurt” i asked
“At first but pleasure will take over i promise” he said
“Ok” he started kissing me harder and we pulled apart to breath and he trailed kisses down to my neck he nipped and sucked on my neck until he found my soft spot i gasped and he chuckled he started kissing it again and then he bit down i screamed out and he sucked then traced his tongue over the bite mark and i pushed him away he looked hurt and confused i ran inside the house with tears in my eyes i covered the bite and i looked down. I bumped into dean
“You alright secret” he said i hugged him and he was shocked but hugged me back “what happened?” he asked me
“Secret?” james said i pulled away from dean and looked at james “baby girl what happened” he said i ran over to him
“He bit me” i cried he chuckled
“Baby he marked you” he said softly
“It kills” i wept
“It’s not supposed to” he said confused
“Feel it” i closed my eyes and he screamed
“OK, SECRET THAT’S ENOUGH” i opened my eyes and he relaxed
“SECRET WHERE ARE YOU IM SORRY” Tyler shouted from the kitchen i pulled myself into James and Tyler walked in
“Secret?” he said confused
“The bite hurts” he whispered
“Im sorry” he said walking forward i stepped back with petrified eyes he looked torn
“Don't touch me” i whispered
Tyler’s point of view
I took a step forward to secret and she took a step back she had petrified eyes and she was shaking it killed me to see her like that
“Don't touch me” she whispered i winced and i took another step forward she was backed up against the wall and i carried on taking little steps towards her she carried on crying.
Kevin walked in and took one look at the seen and jumped to a conclusion
“What did you do” he growled
“He marked her Kevin now calm down” dad yelled
“Then why does she look like your a serial killer” he said
“It’s hurting her a lot and trust me i have felt the pain and its not nice” james said
“Its because she’s different” Kevin murmured i walked over to her and put my hand on her cheek she relaxed
“Your touch limits the amount of pain she receives” dad murmured, i kissed her and she kissed me back, i sighed and she giggled
“Take her to bed” dad commanded i nodded and picked her up and took her to bed i apologised the whole time until she fell asleep, i stayed up for as late as i could holding her before sleep over come me.
Secret’s point of view
I woke up with Tyler’s arm rapped round me i snuggled closer to him and he tightened his grip on me i giggled and kissed his head
“Hmmm” he moaned and i kissed his neck
“Morning sleepy head” i whispered he chuckled
“Morning baby” he whispered kissing my mark i shuddered and he kissed it again
“Feeling better?” he asked me i nodded and kissed him back then i got up and ran to the shower
“BABY!!” he moaned i giggled “NOT FAIR” he chuckled and then i jumped in the shower, once i got out i put on my underwear then i dried my hair and straitened it.
I grabbed skinny jeans and a tank top and a shirt i didn’t button the shirt, i grabbed my ugg’s and put them on and then i walked back out to see Tyler putting on his shirt he already had his jeans on and trainers, i starred at him dumbfounded god will i ever get used to his looks? I questioned myself
“Like what you see” he quoted me i giggled and walked over to him
“Yes a lot baby” i said, i kissed his neck and he shivered
“Don't” he warned i giggled and kissed him again he span me round and pinned me to the bed his eyes wide with excitement he kissed my mark and i moaned
“Not fair” i whispered my voice was husky and he chuckled i pushed him off me and stood up “im going to put my make up on” i said looking at his confused expression
“NO!” he scolded me i growled “you do NOT need it” he said i kissed him and walked into the bathroom “If you do i will chuck a bucket of water over you” he threatened me i snorted “fine we will see” he growled then walked out i decided i would only put mascara on so he wouldn’t flip.
I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen to see Tommy sitting at the table with his head in his hands
“Tommy?” i said worry leaking into my voice he stood up and walked over to me
“Im so sorry i will never doubt you again” he said hugging me i squeezed him tight and he sighed
“What happened?” i asked him
“She started asking questions about you first I didn’t think anything of it right up till she started asking about your powers” he explained he looked torn
“That tramp better watch her back, no one messes with my family” i growled all the boys chuckled
“No one WOULD mess with you” Tyler said kissing me i giggled
“Oh we have news” Justin said i could hear the excitement in his voice
“As you have completed the change as soon as we have bonded you can go back to school” Tyler said i jumped up and hugged him and kissed him passionately then i pushed him away
“What do you mean bonded?” i asked wearily
“Well i have to mark you once more then you have to mark me” he said shyly i backed up from him
“Hell no” i said my back had finally reached the wall
“It wont hurt much now as i have already claimed you once before” he said walking towards me
“Fine let’s get this over with” i sighed in defeat he chuckled and he took me to our room.....
2 hours later
I woke up next to Tyler, he had a smile on his face i kissed his lips then got up and jumped in the shower and put on a strapless summer dress and put my hair in a high pony tail and high heel’s. I went down stairs and made the boys a fry up and a muffin’s.
They all came downstairs and latterly ran into the kitchen i giggled as i watched them stuff their faces they smiled at me and each of them gave me a kiss on my cheek i giggled.
“Baby girl come on, we need to get you some school clothes and equipment” dad yelled
“Coming daddy” i yelled i kissed Tyler and skipped to dad
“Ready” he asked me i nodded and we walked to his car. After 2 hours of shopping we pulled up at home, dad looked knackered, we walked in and all the boys gasped at dad
“What did you do to him” they asked
“She took me to 12 shops” he moaned
“Bless him” Justin said grabbing my bags i kissed each of the boy’s cheeks and sat on the sofa
“BABY?” Tyler yelled i jumped up and he walked in and pulled me into the kitchen “we need to talk about school” he said