My Personal Hell on Earth by true.vampire.witch NJS (best motivational books of all time .TXT) 📖

where "it" broke my ribes. I moaned and tried to get off the couch. I grimmised and stood up.

"Hey! Sit back down!" his voice said firm but gently worried.

I freaked out and shoved him up against the wall and held him there as I was walking to the door winceing every step of the way.

"MMPH!" he grumbled something under his breath and broke free and started comeing after me.

I screamed but my screams were covered by his hand and he took me to my room, tied me up and threw me on the bed.

"What the hell!" I said threw clenched teethed

"I was about to ask you the same thing," he said no emotion in his eyes or voice just words.

"Well I'm here ask me," I said still seething

"What happened last night?"

"You don't remember beating the shit outa me at all?" I asked bewildered and pissed

"Is that how you got those?" he said motioning with his head tword my broken ribs.

"No" I lathered on the sarcasm "I got these broken playing hop-scotch with some friends I'm sur you know them Ass and Whole"

"Very clever" he said rolling his eyes at me

I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Do it again and I'll bite you" he said with a small smile

"You wouldn't dare bite a women who's pissed" I said deffiently

"You wanna bet?" he asked with a raised eyebrow

"Yes I do" I said sticking my tongue back out

He did he came over and he bit me just as I was hopeing. I knew he would do it and when he did I started kissing humans he didn't fight it he just went along with it.

I was trying to distract him and it was working I got working on the bindings with my mind but it was difficult trying to undo binds keep my walls up AND make out with this fantastic kisser at the same damn time!

Damn why did HE of all people have to be this things vesil god a good kisser a great person and even greater friend... Damn my life realy does suck.

I got untied but kept kissing him savering every moment he grabed my head and intwined his fingers in it and held me tight, like letting me go would realy let me go.

He was right as soon as he loosened his grip on me I was ganna be gone, gone like the wind.

He never losened his grip though, in fact it only got tighter, my ribs screamed their objections of pain but I ignored them. one hand in my hair the other on my back I tried to pull away I realy needed to go but he wouldn't let me. It was like he was makeing a point. A possesive point if you ask me I didn't mind I liked if only he wasn't the damn things vesil!

My eyes shot open and I pushed him away and he looked at me with knowing in his eyes a knowing that i didn't like and I knew just by letting him touch me I am most likely screwed he has almost the strongest hold you can get on a person and I'm worried 'cause that may not have been ben.

And as soon as I thought about being under his controls I knew I was and just sat down and waited for "Diablo" to show which would be inevitable.


There is no use in trying to fight the controle he had me and there was nothing I could do to fight it.

He came out and started to speak with me I ignored him for a while and then finaly I couldn't take it anymore.

"What do you want from me?" I asked simply my mask showing nothing of what was realy happening inside me I was crushed devistated my familys death all over again but worse I believe i may have fallen in love with something evil.

"You" he stated this so bluntly I did know how to respond to it.

"ummm...." I said sounding like an idiot

He looked awkwardly at me I laughed and just walked up to him and hugged him

"if you want me so much prove it!" smileing as I spoke

He looked confused.

"You remember last year when you said you cared more than I would ever know? Well now you can tell me" understanding crossed his handsome features.

"I told you I don't know how to explain" he looked frusterated

"if you tried hard enough you could if you wanted to come on Ben your not dumb so think use that brain of yours!" I was getting frustrate to because i was being stupid just by talking to him.

I threw my hands up in defeat, "UGH! I'm going to take a shower you should think about one too you are really starting to smell!"

My forhead creased with thinking frustration lines.

I just started to get outa the shower and Ben was standing there I screamed he scared the shit out a me.

"GET OUT!" I screamed

He laughed but it wasn't him "Now, now Elizabeth," "it" grinned at me "you really need to work on your people skills that's not how you great a guest" "it" said as it pushed me up against the wall I dropped my towel as the thing began to close my airway and I struggled to breath.

"Elizabeth you will come back to me soon you will soon be mine again just face it this... BOY, your so infatuated with at the moment is just a fling you will come back to me Elizabeth you always will... always have" "It" smiled the most horrible smile I ever saw and it did not fit the face it was on.

"I... am... NOT... Elizabeth!" i was having difficulties breathing and speaking didn't help that at all.

"And... go back.. to... where... you came... from!"
I said agravated trying to remember that spell I read about how to get rid of a demon or whetever this thing was just because he said he was the devil dosnt mean he really was it I was gamma need more proof

"It" let me go and stepped back admireing my body I absent mindedly grabbed my towel and rapped it back around me.

Now that oxygen was flowing back to my brain I could remember the spell, "Amnee unetestestay anunciacarnay penatradestalta ancundam tarsay apegutarnay Ametay!" I screamed the last word and Ben's eyes flashed white and then they where his own again no glint of evil no nothing just pure Ben.

I ran up and hugged him, "Thank god you're ok!"

His back was stiff under my embrace it took me a second to figure out why I let go and walked around him. I had forgoten that I still only had a towel on when I hugged him... oops! Ah he'll get over it. I thought while I was walking around him to.... well OUR room

I came out of the room and I smiled and hugged him and breathed him in. He hugged me back and for the first time in a long time I felt safe, again in his arms.

"Sorry about the towle hug" I said with a sheepish grin.

"t's all forgoten" he said sounding like an old movie

"I wish" I said "a man can never forget something like that and for a 'modest'" I made air quotes around the word modest "man like you it'll haunt you in your dreams ooohh, ooohh" I giggled and he chuckled a deep throught chuckle that only normaly happens when he's really happy

I only wish he loved me as I do him.

If any other person I was traveling with became posessed I would have either killed them or left without a second thought. But I kissed him, I didn't want to leave him I couldn't leave him I loved him and still do nothing will ever change that.

He is mine and no Diablo is ever ganna take that away from me he's already taken to much!

"Safe" I mumbled as he held me again we were now sitting on the couch

"hmm?" he asked

I looked at him and smile "safe" I said again

"what do you mean?"

"I feel safe with you. I always do nothing can touch me but you when Im with you it's like your my own little bubble of protection! I hope that never goes away. The first time I met you, you were..." I paused thinking of a good word to use "Perfect. When we became friends and we hung out you always were there never on your phone or ignoreing me you listened and coforted and... and... nevermind" I said afraid of what he would think if I told him.

"No. Tell me" he said in a calm voice as he moved my chin to make me look him in his dangerous blue eyes. Surprisingly enough he didn't use his powers on me at all.

I turned my head away from his soul seeing gaze.

He got a better hold of my face but gentle as one would hold a baby he held my gaze.
He asked me his voice even gentler then his touch "please tell me Jean"

Still I refused to tell him. I just continued to stare through him at nothingness.

He chuckled

As only he could do I reverted back to a two year old and stuck my tongue out at him.

I was afraid he would use his powers on me so I bound them with a quick spell.

They say witches are evil when accually they just use more of their brain such as Ben and I I just havnt told him yet and I really didn't want to tell him about spells.

But I did really want to tell him but I was terrified he would not like what I said and leave to many people have left me I didn't want him to as well.

Just as I started to try and get out of his arms and into my own little bubble of nothing he stopped me and slowy bent his head so his lips met mine. His powers still wouldn't work bu I knew I would end up telling him his kisses were intoxicating.

I was still kissing him but I called him and ass 'cause he knew what he was doing he chuckled low it sounded like it came from his chest. I bit his lip he bit mine he laid me back on the couch I let out a little gasp as his bite hurt a little he had made me bleed he tried to pull away but I held him in place his flavor dancing on my tongue as it slid in and out of his mouth.
His kisses were not nearly as familiar as I wished they were I intended on changing that.

He pulled away and I fake pouted.

"Will you tell me now"

"Mmm no" I said and grabbed him and continued to kiss him makeing sure his taste will never be forgotten.

I fellt more confident after he kissed me I curled up in his arms tiered and said "I love you"

He didn't stiffen he didn't even flinch but he didn't say it back either he just looked at everything but me

I