My Personal Hell on Earth by true.vampire.witch NJS (best motivational books of all time .TXT) 📖

to be rude" he said with uterly fake sadness

"Stop reading my mind and I won't be rude to someTHING such as yourself!" I said with a sweet sarcastic smile painted on my face.

He just shook his head I couldn't see it because I was still faceing away from THE DEVIL HIMSELF but I could sure as Hell exists feel the evil swis from side to side as he moved it.

"Now you see that is what I mean." I was lifted off the ground and turned to face him he looked even worse then he smelled his voice SO did not match his smell or looks but then again he's probably stealing the voice of one of the mortal souls he claimed inside him.

As I examined him I could see the souls moving in agony in his stomach see them stretch his skin trying to escape his face was not human it looked like a skull with skin strtched over it that didn't belong while bugs crawled in and out his eyes sunken into his head tongue like a snake horns like a mountin goat twisting and turning skin so black it wasnt even a color that existed in the normal wold.

I floated above ground for a little while then was dropped to my knees as he told me what to do.

"Call me master!" he commanded in a voice never riseing.

"No" I said simply and indifferent

He slapped me hard leaving my skin burning where he had hit it. "Do as I say" he said sounding more animal than his human smoky voice

"NO! you are not my master never were and never shall be!" I said biting through the pain of my face

He bent down and whipered in my ear "The more you strugggle the more it will pain you my love"

"UGH! my love, again i say BARF!" I said laughing

He slapped me again but this time he liggered leaving a heated but not burning spot on my cheek.

I tasted blood I spit it out at him he laughed and dipped his fingersin it and then tasted it. THE SON OF A BITCH TASTED MY BLOOD!

"mmm" he said savoring it "you taste very good better then normal perhapes it's the age i have never been able to find you so quickly."

"I probably taste like a pissed bitch who's ganna figure out how to kill you!" I spoke through clenched teeth and blood

"Oh Jean you make me laugh! You cannot kill me it will break the balance of good and evil; the world would go spiraling into chaos. And on the contrary you taste sweet such as butterscotch or peaches or perhaps the boy toy of yours is correct you do taste a bit like cotton candy"

I was still shocked that he called me why real name finaly but when he said boy toy I screamed bloody murder and sat straight up on bed still screaming at the very though of Ben being a "boy toy" made me sick boy toys were nothingbut men who didn't care what happened to them and slept with women for fun as far as I knew he hadn't slept with anyone ESPECIALLY not me i think i would have remembered that one. Even if he had slept with someone I didn't care.

Ben was up so fast and had me in his arms before I could take my first breath to continue screaming.

He held me tight never letting up till I calmed down at the very least enough for him to ask what was wrong. "What happened what's wrong?" he said kind of freaking out.

God I didn't wanna talk about it I wanted distraction I wanted him to figure out a way to distract me "KISS ME!" I said to him wanting to melt into him to feel the heat pulse from his body to distract me.

He ignored me and continued to ask me what was wrong and what happened and rocking back and forth with me in his arms.

I couldn't take it I knew i promised myself not to do this but I had to break the promise. I used my mind control power to make him do whatever I wanted but I havn't been practicing and I hadn't gotten any better at it but a split second was all I needed and it's what I got.

He bent and kissed me so easily so natural he felt to me my mind went blank just as I hoped it would.

He pulled back as soon as my milisecond do what I want was up, damn. He touched my cheeck gentaly ad traced the handprint that must have gone to my body not just my dream body. When I realized what he was doing it was to late to pull away I felt control slip from me and go to him.

"now" he spoke as if he wasn't forceing me to tell him "what happened that made you scream your head off?"

I told him everything from what he looked like what he did and what he said to me Ben was shakeing he was so pissed.

"How long has that son of a bitch been watching us?" he was struggling to control his rage

"I don't know now will you help me forget please just humer me. Kiss me please!" I was desperate to forget and it was noticable in my voice and face and eyes.

He looked at me and just shook his head and he sat back on the couch with me and just started to stroke my cheek where the slap wasstill outlined in red.

"PLEASE!" I said begging him now. I wasn't powerful enough to do anything right now I was never powerful enough to control him when I really wanted no needed him to but I wanted him to want to do it, not be forced.

He continued to use the same tactics.

I got up and walked away from him to the kitchen area I grabed a knife I pulled out swiftly and before Ben could get to my side I sliced my palm down the center and let myself bleed just to see it was still red to make sure it smelled okay I licked at the edge of the cut and it healed I smiled, it tasted okay normal I thought.

Ben was by my side and the knife thrown accross the room before I knew what happened he had me up against the wall and scream in my face "WHAT THE HELL!?"

"What I do?" i said indifferently

"ARE YOU REALLY ASKING ME THAT?" he said through clenched teeth

"yeah" I said keeping my tine flat tone

He just glared at me.

"Can you let go of me and give me my knife back please?" I said sounding overly sweet

His glare got deeper and he shoved his whole body up against mine pushing me into the wall so I heard a crack as the dry wall started to give as he looked like he wanted to kill something

"Easy buddy watch the murchendise, you break that wall I pay for it 'cause your broke" I said with the fakest sweetest smile I could muster on my face

"Why are you being such a bitch?"

"Because I am one been one for a while!"

"No... you havn't why you started now? And what in gods name did you cut yourself for?!" he asked still pissed at me for that he tightened his grip on my arms he shoved away from me so I could move my legs but not enough to kick and he still held me firmly against the wall

"Accually quite the oposite" a smokey voice said from behind him.

My fear woke up from hiding deep inside me and rose to my throught.

"What the hell?" he was confused because all doors were locked and windows were too plus no one heard anyone come in... or should I say anyTHING!

"Now you got it kid. And Eliza-- I mean Jean why must you have such rude thoughts for me?"

"Because your a total ass!" I sneered at him

"Who the hell are you?" Ben asked baffled at how we knew each other

"Well are you not going to introduce me to your boy toy?" Lucifer asked he prefers the term devil and seemed to think it was funny to give me the Spanish word for devil in the beginning

"A) He is NOT my or any other persons boy toy...that I know of" I looked at him a little uncertain because he has kind of been running off with me knowing where he was going I know I'm not his mom and all but comeon "B) you don't deserve the pleasure and C) I hate you so go to Hell where you belong Lucifer!." I sneered his name and saw anger flair up in his eyes at the sound of his name i laughed without humer

"I did not give you permission to speak my name witch!" he said the word "witch" and a litteral slap crossed my face

I spit as blood it pooled in my mouth " Well first of all not a witch and I think you ment bitch."I smiled at him "So, what would you have me call you then, Bastard? Asshole? Jackass maybe?" I hadn't noticed but Ben was standing in front of me fixated on his eyes

Awe crap I forgot he only sees his desires if he looks in his eyes he can see nothing but what and or who he desires most.

So who might these people be on his mind I knew i wasn't one of them he didn't care about me but like I said his deepest desires I didn't wanna know so I flung him against a wall and he slumped to the floor in pain he wasn't moving I knew I hadn't killed him but i think I knocked him out or he was smart enough to act like I did and very well if he was acting

"Ouch he must like it rough" Lucifer said chuckling looking at the body slumped on the floor opposite of us.

"No he is accually very gentle" I spoke sweetly rolling my eyes "I'M the one who likes things rough" I spoke quickly while I lunged at him

He just waved his hand at me knocking me into a wall making it so all the air was pushed out of my lungs an I could momentarily not breath.

I gasped and got up biting my lip to keep back a cry of pain as I felt my ribs were broken... again!

"Go screw yourself!" I spat spitting at him as he came and pressed me against the wall

"I would much rather you do that for me" he said smileing sweetly at me as i became unable to breath again because of his stench

He leaned in his face just a millimeter away from mine.

I choked back a scream trying unsuccessfully to breath all I could think was hot It was hot very hot I felt like I was burning my body felt as though flames licked from the inside out I saw spots of lights as they began to blurr my vision and the fire getting even hotter inside me all I heard after my vision left me was evil demonic laughter comeing from a human body I knew was not human in the slitest bit.

Then