My Personal Hell on Earth by true.vampire.witch NJS (best motivational books of all time .TXT) 📖

"Do you want to?" I asked jokeingly he seemed to consider for a split second i pulled the covers back and got in bed unzipped the covers that belonged to his side of the bed and pushed the two sides of the bed apart and said, "That side is literaly your side of the bed."

"OH!" he seemed to have relaxed i laughed again.

He fake pouted and said shut up I just laughed again.
Then I said, "You realy should get in bed and get to sleep."

He still looked uncertain I got up and pushed the beds farther apart.
"Happy?!" I asked exsasperated.

He still seemed uncertain.
"OH COME ON!"

"Well can't I just go home and sleep there?"

"Sure you can, just don't come cryin' to me then when all your family is dead you can't have any contact with them anymore "it" will follow any lead to go and kill you family too." For the first time ever I saw fear on Bens face cold raw fear.

"I can never see them again?" he ask chokeing on the words.

"Not unles you want them dead." I said emocionless.

Ben understood and he created a mask of calm and serenity and said "Cool."

I knew it was not "cool", I gave him a hug and whispered "Hey cheer up at least we got each other right?"

I felt him tense up and thought oh right that's not realy a good thing is it I sighed went to my bed and mummbled "You don't have to sleep in here you know? I do have a couch downstairs it's not as nice but if you're that upset and you don't wanna see me I can understand I kinda ruined you life but not to point fingers I never asked for your help."

He didn't respond but I heard him crawl into bed, I fell asleep shortly after that.

I woke up to the smell of baken and eggs.
'Man who could be cooking something like that it smells great must be the neighbors.'

I turned over and started to get up and remembered that Ben was here with me now. I noticed he wasn't in bed as I started to wake up I remembered that he told me he enjoyed cooking I smiled and headed down the stairs to the mouth watering smell.

"Goodmorning!" I said brightly.

First GOODmorning I had in a long time.
Ben didn't respond he set the food in front of me and sat down himself with his own food in the chair opposite from me.

"Goodmorning!" I said again my good mood quickly fadeing.

"Morning." He mumbled.

The images from last night flooded my head all of it me telling him he would never be able to see his family or even talk to his family again hit me with more force then any blow I've ever had to the head.

I walked over to him and said, "Ben, are you okay?"

When he didn't respond I hugged him and I hugged him tight he was fighting it I could feel it but eventually he hugged me back.

I whispered it was ganna be ok then I held him at arms length and said "We'er ganna kill this thing and you can go back to your life and I'll come back here to my new life."

He looked torn in two I couldn't help it I used my powers on him and made him cry I only had control for maybe a minute as soon as my control broke he stopped
"See told you crying is a good thing, even if it is only for a few seconds

He gave his crooked smile and told me to "shut up"

I just shook my head and told him everything would be okay.

He shook his head and said "Dont make promises you're not sure you can keep."

I looked at him and said "Your right, I promise I will try with all my might power and life that I will try to make everything as ok as posible!"

I hugged him again went to finish my breakfast which was now cold but still very yummy, he did the same.

When it was time to try and expand his powers to teach him what I knew and for him to teach me what he knew but didn't know he knew because he never tried to expand his powers like we're going to do right now.

"Here think energy, think pure power, think it with a passion!" I was realy excited I never met someone like him before funny, and who accualy listens to me after four hours straight of practiceing we took a break.

We had so much fun together laughing wrestleing he pinned me to many times to count he always would flick his hair in my face and I would stick my tongue out at him. I spit at him once to try and get him off but he said if I spit at him again he would spit back so I went back to sticking my tongue out at him he kept trying to bite me it was alot of fun.

It reminded me of last summer when we were care free with nothing to worry about no pain just care free fun us.

I got that back that day just me and him haveing alot of fun I missed him so much sure he was my friend but I never realy saw him since he started dateing... other people.

I shoved the thought outa my head and just let myself have fun I spoted a weekness in his hold on me and rolled on top of him we wrestled alot longer then we accualy practiced with our powers. Mostly we just took turns pining eatch other and laughing I don't think I ever had that much fun before it was amazing I hadn't taught him to block his thoughts yet so I read his mind and he was haveing fun to finaly I said uncle.

I had to go to store and pick up my contact perscription but I needed Ben to do it. In the car I told him to shake the doctors hand and get him to just give us the perscription he agreed to it even though it was stealing he said he understood why we had to do it.

After we got my perscription it's the first time I stole something very expensive like contacts we got home and I hugged him I was so excited. I loved that he was with me and that he didn't seem to care that he didn't get to see his family and friends for a very long time.

We walked into the bedroom I pushed him on his bed and turned to run away I tried to bind him mentaly but he was prepared he used his mind control on me and made me stand still I tried to move and ended up falling he laughed and let up just enough for me to trip him he fell on top of me hard I started to laugh, so did he we were wrestleing again! I pinned him three times he pinesd me well alot more then I did we'll just go with that. He was laughing and I caught his eye and we just kinda stared at each other.

I looked away first he kissed my cheek I turned bright red he laughed I got mad and kissed him on the lips hard. He was shocked by my forcfulness at first but started to resipricate, my kisses became softer more wanting in a way. I let my eyes drift shut, my mind started to wirre and my eyes shot open I pushed him off so fast mentaly that I almost knocked him into a lamp but managed to miss it in time.

I moved far on the other side of the room breathing hard.

"Whats wrong?! What did I do!?" his voice sounded alarmed as well it should I have him pinned against the wall with sycic energy.

In ernist he did nothing wrong it was all right perfect just how I imagined his soft touch gental but firm kisses we were like one.

This isn't right no I can't it was to perfect it scared me I let him down he came over and held me close.
I let myself mold into him I was scared I haven't been scared in a very long time I havnt been able to trust anyone and here I was kissing someone who could posibly be under "it"s control I was scared I cried he kissed my hair and I breathed him in deeply the smell calming me I've never has a friend like him that was willing to risk their life for me let alone makeout with me in the middle of the floor.

I went to stretch but remembered I hadn't showered forever

I looked up at him awkwordly and stood up and went to the bathroom I hadn't taken a shower in what felt like forever but it was only like a two to three days I laughed and said "That's why you buy so much secret dio. Jean."

I heard Ben laugh I told him "Get outa my head or I'll bitch slap you!"

"You wouldn't."

"You wanna bet?"

"Yes i do!"

I laughed "Okay!"

"OW! CRUD! THAT REALY HURT!"

I warned ya didn't I? I thought at him he stuck his tongue out at me mentaly, I laughed.

I came out in my robe he caught me off gaurd he kissed me again.

I giggled "Ben common I gatta get dressed."

He ignored me when we got to the bedroom door I stopped and shoved him away mentaly and closed and locked the door, so I could get dressed in piece.

I came out dressed and ready I sat on the couch I was beat so tired a warm shower doesn't help to wake you up either. Ben sat next to me and asked "Do think we'll ever get our lives back?"

I answered his question with a question "Can you bring the dead back to life?"

"I don't think so..." He answered quizicaly.

"Then my life will never be the same and yours most likely won't either because of your new powers but otherwise you will still have a family I'll be all alone."

I fell asleep resting my head on his shoulder and for the first time in forever had a piecful sleep.

woke up I was layed in my bed and covered with my sheat. I didn't freak out like normaly would have I smiled as I remembered what happened the day before.

I got up and found a note saying "Gone to the bar to think, I'll be back soon. Ben"

Panic started to rise i felt like I was ganna be sick a fifteen almost sixteen year old in a bar drinking possibly will deffinately draw unwanted attention.

I sat down and concentrated, the kiss kinda bonded us not like we have to stay together but like it linked us mentaly, I searched for him I found him drinking at the bar thank god nothing alcoholic. I couldn't see who he was sitting with clearly but he was sitting and talking to someone a brain wave I've never picked up before.

I got into the car, he must have walked, I drove as quickly as I could without drawing to much attention