My Personal Hell on Earth by true.vampire.witch NJS (best motivational books of all time .TXT) 📖

to myself.

I got to the bar and as soon as I saw who he was sitting with I froze being a mutant sucks especialy when you don't know how to sence mutant hunters yet. I kicked Ben under the table memtaly and spoke to him in his mind.

"GET THE HELL AWAY FROM HIM!" I said panic relayed clearly in my thoughts.

"Jean?" he asked awed "Where are you?" thank god he thought the question at me.

"I'm in the car you need to come now we need to get home!" urgency starting to overwhelm my thoughts.

"Okay I'm comeing, calm down!" worry sliping into his mental voice.

When he came out he immidiatly got in the car and asked what was wrong. I asked where he met the man he was speaking with at the bar.

He bluntly stated "At the bar, why?"

"That man is not a good man to hang around with."

"Why? What's wrong with him?"

"His name is ROBERT B. TENSYON he is the number one mutant hunter AND killer!"

"Oh crap!"

"My point exactly! Do you realize the danger you put us in just by talking to him you could have posibley made it so he can fallow us so now we can't go back to the apartment for a while and not only that yo--!"

He broke my rambleing rage with a kiss. I turned bright red I wasnt expecting that but then again it is Ben he's full of surprises.

"Sorry" I mummbled "For gettting angry I meen it's just.... just that.... that---"

He cut me off "I know your worried about me but Imma big boy I can take care of myself you know."

"Sorry." I mummbled again.

"Dont be," He laughed "Your worried about me I'm glad". He softly hit me in the arm.

I got what he called "the look" on my face. His smile faded quickly he asked horrified "What are your thinking?!"

I laughed "We're going shopping!"

He relaxed a little "I thought you didn't like shopping"

"I don't with my mom 'cause I can't try ANYTHING I want, I have to try on what she wants me to try on"

"Oh! Makes sence"

"Plus I wanna know what you think of my knew shorts and maybe for you I'll buy a dress or two and perhapse a skirt"

"When do we go shopping?!" He asked rubbing his hands together.

I looked at him and we both laughed.

We got to the store and went to the womens department, of corse as usualtheres always one rack on the outside line that shows a tast of what else is in the department.

I caught Ben eyeing up some practicly see through white shirts I laughed.

"What?" He was clueless, such a guy. I rolled my eyes, sometimes i think theres NO difference what so ever between him and other boys his age.

I picked out some shirts shorts and pants.
Ben picked out some baggy pants and a T-shirt.

I only got two outfits the check out lady look at me like I was nutts she leaned in and asked "Your dad put a limit on how many outfits you can buy?"

I got dizzy I hadn't thought about family in 7 months I felt like I was ganna throw up. I breathed in and out to calm myself and told her no she looked at me like I was the crazies girl she ever met.

I walked away and thought 'You have no idea lady'

We got to to the apartment and Ben took a shower and I watched T.V. I slept teribly that night tossed and turned like I used to first time in months.

I sat up and I decided to get some water.

I had a mouth full of water when something grabed me around the neck and started to lift me up but no one was there, I struggled it was a mental attack I tried to find the source.

Ben came out of the shadows with an evil grin on his face that didn't look right on him at all.

'Why?!' I thought at him.

He spoke but it wasn't his voice, or at the very least it wasn't a voice I ever heard him use before "You know perfectly well why Elizabeth"

I was starting to see spots in my vision I was ganna black out. I mentaly kicked Ben in the head, his whole body hit the wall and left an indent but It was enough for whatever was inside him to lose it's control. I fell to the floor and hit my head hard I heard my skull go crack against the hard tile.

Bens body stood and laughed and said "Tsk, tsk, tsk, is that any way to treat an old friend we havn't seen each other in months." "it" kicked me in the stomach.

"Your no friend of mine!" I spat at him through clenched teeth "Your a melevolent basterd that's what you are!" I shouted.

He kicked me in the gut again "Tsk, tsk you never learn do you I own you I will always own you Elizabeth no matter what form you take in reincarnation nore what name. You will always be mine!"

"STOP CALLING ME ELIZABETH THAT IS SO NOT MY NAME! What do they call an ugly thing like you?" I said still threw clenched teeth

"Now Elizebeth," he said draging out the nam,e "you don't remember? Aw. My name is Diablo, and this here boy is my vesil to you!"

"Well you sure got the "Devil" part right"

Then Bens body calapsed on top of me, I couldn't move him the pain shot through me that thing broke three of my ribs. I passed out from the pain.

The next morning I woke up on the couch all patched up pain still running up and down my side where "it" broke my ribes. I moaned and tried to get off the couch. I grimmised and stood up.

"Hey! Sit back down!" his voice said firm but gently worried.

I freaked out and shoved him up against the wall and held him there as I was walking to the door winceing every step of the way.

"MMPH!" he grumbled something under his breath and broke free and started comeing after me.

I screamed but my screams were covered by his hand and he took me to my room, tied me up and threw me on the bed.

"What the hell!" I said threw clenched teethed

"I was about to ask you the same thing," he said no emotion in his eyes or voice just words.

"Well I'm here ask me," I said still seething

"What happened last night?"

"You don't remember beating the shit outa me at all?" I asked bewildered and pissed

"Is that how you got those?" he said motioning with his head tword my broken ribs.

"No" I lathered on the sarcasm "I got these broken playing hop-scotch with some friends I'm sur you know them Ass and Whole"

"Very clever" he said rolling his eyes at me

I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Do it again and I'll bite you" he said with a small smile

"You wouldn't dare bite a women who's pissed" I said deffiently

"You wanna bet?" he asked with a raised eyebrow

"Yes I do" I said sticking my tongue back out

He did he came over and he bit me just as I was hopeing. I knew he would do it and when he did I started kissing humans he didn't fight it he just went along with it.

I was trying to distract him and it was working I got working on the bindings with my mind but it was difficult trying to undo binds keep my walls up AND make out with this fantastic kisser at the same damn time!

Damn why did HE of all people have to be this things vesil god a good kisser a great person and even greater friend... Damn my life realy does suck.

I got untied but kept kissing him savering every moment he grabed my head and intwined his fingers in it and held me tight, like letting me go would realy let me go.

He was right as soon as he loosened his grip on me I was ganna be gone, gone like the wind.

He never losened his grip though, in fact it only got tighter, my ribs screamed their objections of pain but I ignored them. one hand in my hair the other on my back I tried to pull away I realy needed to go but he wouldn't let me. It was like he was makeing a point. A possesive point if you ask me I didn't mind I liked if only he wasn't the damn things vesil!

My eyes shot open and I pushed him away and he looked at me with knowing in his eyes a knowing that i didn't like and I knew just by letting him touch me I am most likely screwed he has almost the strongest hold you can get on a person and I'm worried 'cause that may not have been ben.

And as soon as I thought about being under his controls I knew I was and just sat down and waited for "Diablo" to show which would be inevitable.


There is no use in trying to fight the controle he had me and there was nothing I could do to fight it.

He came out and started to speak with me I ignored him for a while and then finaly I couldn't take it anymore.

"What do you want from me?" I asked simply my mask showing nothing of what was realy happening inside me I was crushed devistated my familys death all over again but worse I believe i may have fallen in love with something evil.

"You" he stated this so bluntly I did know how to respond to it.

"ummm...." I said sounding like an idiot

He looked awkwardly at me I laughed and just walked up to him and hugged him

"if you want me so much prove it!" smileing as I spoke

He looked confused.

"You remember last year when you said you cared more than I would ever know? Well now you can tell me" understanding crossed his handsome features.

"I told you I don't know how to explain" he looked frusterated

"if you tried hard enough you could if you wanted to come on Ben your not dumb so think use that brain of yours!" I was getting frustrate to because i was being stupid just by talking to him.

I threw my hands up in defeat, "UGH! I'm going to take a shower you should think about one too you are really starting to smell!"

My forhead creased with thinking frustration lines.

I just started to get outa the shower and Ben was standing there I screamed he scared the shit out a me.

"GET OUT!" I screamed

He laughed but it wasn't him "Now, now Elizabeth," "it" grinned at me "you really need to work on your people skills that's not how you great a guest" "it" said as it pushed me up against the wall I dropped my towel as the thing began to close my airway and