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âYou wrong me cruelly,â answered he. âI have shared but little of Mr. Huntingdonâs society for the last few weeks; and as for his tastes and occupations, they are quite beyond meâ âlonely wanderer as I am. Where I have but sipped and tasted, he drains the cup to the dregs; and if ever for a moment I have sought to drown the voice of reflection in madness and folly, or if I have wasted too much of my time and talents among reckless and dissipated companions, God knows I would gladly renounce them entirely and forever, if I had but half the blessings that man so thanklessly casts behind his backâ âbut half the inducements to virtue and domestic, orderly habits that he despisesâ âbut such a home, and such a partner to share it! It is infamous!â he muttered, between his teeth. âAnd donât think, Mrs. Huntingdon,â he added aloud, âthat I could be guilty of inciting him to persevere in his present pursuits: on the contrary, I have remonstrated with him again and again; I have frequently expressed my surprise at his conduct, and reminded him of his duties and his privilegesâ âbut to no purpose; he onlyâ ââ
âEnough, Mr. Hargrave; you ought to be aware that whatever my husbandâs faults may be, it can only aggravate the evil for me to hear them from a strangerâs lips.â
âAm I then a stranger?â said he in a sorrowful tone. âI am your nearest neighbour, your sonâs godfather, and your husbandâs friend; may I not be yours also?â
âIntimate acquaintance must precede real friendship; I know but little of you, Mr. Hargrave, except from report.â
âHave you then forgotten the six or seven weeks I spent under your roof last autumn? I have not forgotten them. And I know enough of you, Mrs. Huntingdon, to think that your husband is the most enviable man in the world, and I should be the next if you would deem me worthy of your friendship.â
âIf you knew more of me, you would not think it, or if you did you would not say it, and expect me to be flattered by the compliment.â
I stepped backward as I spoke. He saw that I wished the conversation to end; and immediately taking the hint, he gravely bowed, wished me good evening, and turned his horse towards the road. He appeared grieved and hurt at my unkind reception of his sympathising overtures. I was not sure that I had done right in speaking so harshly to him; but, at the time, I had felt irritatedâ âalmost insulted by his conduct; it seemed as if he was presuming upon the absence and neglect of my husband, and insinuating even more than the truth against him.
Rachel had moved on, during our conversation, to some yardsâ distance. He rode up to her, and asked to see the child. He took it carefully into his arms, looked upon it with an almost paternal smile, and I heard him say, as I approachedâ â
âAnd this, too, he has forsaken!â
He then tenderly kissed it, and restored it to the gratified nurse.
âAre you fond of children, Mr. Hargrave?â said I, a little softened towards him.
âNot in general,â he replied, âbut that is such a sweet child, and so like its mother,â he added in a lower tone.
âYou are mistaken there; it is its father it resembles.â
âAm I not right, nurse?â said he, appealing to Rachel.
âI think, sir, thereâs a bit of both,â she replied.
He departed; and Rachel pronounced him a very nice gentleman. I had still my doubts on the subject.
In the course of the following six weeks I met him several times, but always, save once, in company with his mother, or his sister, or both. When I called on them, he always happened to be at home, and, when they called on me, it was always he that drove them over in the phaeton. His mother, evidently, was quite delighted with his dutiful attentions and newly-acquired domestic habits.
The time that I met him alone was on a bright, but not oppressively hot day, in the beginning of July: I had taken little Arthur into the wood that skirts the park, and there seated him on the moss-cushioned roots of an old oak; and, having gathered a handful of bluebells and wild-roses, I was kneeling before him, and presenting them, one by one, to the grasp of his tiny fingers; enjoying the heavenly beauty of the flowers, through the medium of his smiling eyes: forgetting, for the moment, all my cares, laughing at his gleeful laughter, and delighting myself with his delightâ âwhen a shadow suddenly eclipsed the little space of sunshine on the grass before us; and looking up, I beheld Walter Hargrave standing and gazing upon us.
âExcuse me, Mrs. Huntingdon,â said he, âbut I was spellbound; I had neither the power to come forward and interrupt you, nor to withdraw from the contemplation of such a scene. How vigorous my little godson grows! and how merry he is this morning!â He approached the child, and stooped to take his hand; but, on seeing that his caresses were likely to produce tears and lamentations, instead of a reciprocation of friendly demonstrations, he prudently drew back.
âWhat a pleasure and comfort that little creature must be to you, Mrs. Huntingdon!â he observed, with a touch of sadness in his intonation, as he admiringly contemplated the infant.
âIt is,â replied I; and then I asked after his mother and sister.
He politely answered my inquiries, and then returned again to the subject I wished to avoid; though with a degree of timidity that witnessed his fear to offend.
âYou have not heard from Huntingdon lately?â he said.
âNot this week,â I replied. Not these three weeks,
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