My Soul's Song by Shaniqua Hudson (best short novels of all time txt) 📖

mind so clearly.

We’re lying on a bed with cotton sheets and the lights were low when he grabbed me and went to work. Man my mind is always playing tricks on me.


Late at night

Late at night, I need it, that warmth and security.
Feeling his hands rubs my body and his fingers, his fingers release me.
He comforts me.
All through my body electric currents begin to make my blood boil, making my skin hot.
Oh baby don’t stop! My mouth is salivating awaiting your kisses.
Rub me all that I want is for you me comfort me.
My Black Beauty’s skin is so choc lately sweet.
He whispers in my ear,
“Your body is so soft and your skin taste so sweet. I’m gon’ taste you from your head to your feet!
I’m gon’ say your name and make you scream, throw your legs around my neck and take control of this pussy!”
“Tell me baby,” is my response to his domination!”
“Girl, I’m your Daddy, I’ll take care of you. You’ll have no worries because I’m here to comfort.”
“Baby yea, hold me, and mold me into what you desire!”
I love the way his lips feel to my nipples, he makes them stand by the way he flips his tongue and his hands.
That comfort, that comfort from a man.
He makes his mouth race all over my body; his lips feel like suction, sucking up all of this love.
Oh can you see him, he’s like a midnight dream.
That comfort that he brings makes my body scream!
Yea, Black Beauty!
You tasting my nectar there is nothing better.
I’ll always come when you call,
Finish all your sentences for a lil bit of soft words a lil bit of hugs
And a lil bit of kisses.
I’ll be that easing sensation that puts you to sleep
You be the air that fills my chest.
Give me a few soft words some hugs and Kisses.


In my Ear

Merge between my legs like a median
To the left you go, Oh!
Don’t use signals when merging right,
Surprise me; I want to see how you drive me.
Vroom- speed down my highway no screeching until I tell you stop.
Gon’ head baby take me to new heights like sky scrappers.
Spread me like that good green Softie on the scalp.
Bang my Wally, Wally hard on the table like dominos.
I send you Smokey breathe signals to continue.
My mind be merry-go-round spinning,
You’re my Energizer; you keep going and going and going.
You be my most righteous love.
A kaleidoscope of memories drains my mind when thinking of you.
The way you rapped in my ears,
Turn me on like a TV, I’d be tuned in.
Your warm breathe tickled as you whispered sweet nothings in my ear.
“Um, baby you smell good, and um… baby, I bet you taste as good as you smell.”
“Damn beau your booty is soft. I’ve never felt one like it.”
“I enjoy being around you baby, you make me feel so comfortable.
I feel like I can do or say anything around you.”
“I want to spend every day with you, would you like that?”
Your words sound sincere.
I’d smile and think to myself.
“He can’t be for real, how can he feel this way about me, what’s the deal?”
You’d look at me and say.
“What’s wrong, don’t you believe what I say,
I want to always kiss your lips, your mine forever.”
Then I’d say,
“I believe you”
Thinking to myself…
Now sip my love from a spoon.
It’s as smooth as a mouse; I’ll give my love to.
I want you to merge into me like a median
To the left you go, Oh!
Don’t us signals when merging right.
I want you to surprise me; I want to see how you drive me.
Vroom- speed down my highway no screeching until I tell you stop.
Merge between my legs like a median.
To the left you go, Oh!
Don’t us signals when merging right.
Surprise me; I want to see how you drive me.
Vroom- speed down my highway no screeching until I tell you stop.
Gon’ head baby take me to new heights like sky scrappers.
Spread me like that good green Softie on the scalp,
Bang my Wally Wally hard on the table like dominos.
I send you Smokey breathe signals to continue.
My mind be merry-go-round spinning.
You’re my Energizer you keep going and going and going.


What is this feeling?

What is this feeling I can’t breath and I can’t cease contemplating being with out you.
Tears drown my eyes, my heart in tethers.
“I’m worth more.”
Is what I repeat to myself, while putting my heart back together.
I’m worth more and I’m tired of my psyche being girded to you.
What is this feeling, my soul is frail my spirit weak my heart feeble, my mind not in sink.
First time ever I saw your face, clouds parted and you my Son burst through.
I knew you were my reason, the one I was spending the rest of my days with.
But now my soul is frail, my spirit weak, my heat feeble and my mind not in sink.
Boy you pour into my dreams, I’m illing.
I know I’m worth more, my heart is jaded.
What is this feeling?


My Sighs…

Breaking up with a Jock is no joke. It was my idea, but the way it went down was crazy. I dated him the first semester at the university. I grew tired of him trying to put on a front of him always being up under me.

That summer I had to move back home because I had no where to go after I got caught trying to stay with my home girl Cresha on campus without housing knowing. Anyway while back in Tulsa I wouldn’t except his calls and never returned them. The following semester I see him all hugged up with some chick, man I was like, damn okay, I guess shit happens.


Sitting here starring head about to bust

Sitting here starring, head about to bust.
Cause, I didn’t realize that I needed you so much.
I’ve walked along way with you by my side.
Thought I would cry if you past me by.
Never said this love was perfect.
Every love has consequences.
Damn how can I break it down?
Last time I saw you, you smiled so beautifully I was spellbound.
I wish that we could make it.
I know this love is worth it.
I reminisce how I would lye beside you rubbing your chest.
I love the way your hair curled down by your mid drift.
Baby you’d give me a kiss while my hands cuffed your face.
We didn’t want to miss any kisses as our saliva mixed, as we continued into the bedroom.
Endless strokes long and slow.
You feel so maculate while I’m gripping your ass.
Yes baby, stroke me, we’re making love like old folks- real slow.
Damn! I can’t get you off my mind!
The way you love…baby I just can’t get enough.
Fuck, why does it have to be like this, us both protecting our hearts.
I’ve told you how I felt.
I’m hoping that it would lay a hand on you some kind of way.
I’m willing to open my heart.
Because I want you to stay, yoking our fate.
I am your precious pearl; string me on to your life’s necklace,
And I’ll dangle close to your heart.
I crave you; I’m made for you.
This heart skips a beat every time I see you.
Lovely, give me a kiss.
I want you to breathe me baby, feel me honey.
And taste my sugar cause; I’m awfully sweet.
You love me so hard though baby.
How could I ever be tired of your ebony presence?
I’m missing you.


Where is the love the warm hugs?

Where is the love the warm hugs and wet kisses?
Heaven I can’t remember the last time that I saw your image.
Where is the love?
Your intoxicating voice burns me giving me the fervor.
Now I lye awake and wonder what happened.
Soft pillowcases would cradle our faces as we kissed and stared into each other’s eyes.
“I love you”
Was always spoken from your lips.
“I love you back “
Would be my reply.
You made me feel happy to be alive, kissing you.
Kissing you was my only devotion.
“I will never let you go”
Was always spoken.
Marriage and baby carriages seem as if it were a dream,
But, when I looked at you I could see the possibility.
But your heart has grown cold and distant.
Where is the love the warm hugs and wet kisses?


You broke my smile

You broke my smile, my body mundane in grief.
Can’t find sleep, my stare weep.
You broke my smile, my style is gone.
Prophylaxis is non existence.
You killed my happy; I walk around with my hair nappy.
Lips aren’t fruity; don’t need glossy gloss, since you won’t kiss them.
Got ponytails growing from my arm pits?
Corn rolls spring from my leggings.
My brain can’t compete.
Eyes forget to blink, heart forgets to beat.
My fingers won’t scratch, ears saturated with wax.
My libido is lack.
You broke my smile; I can’t savor your flavor.
For you my love; were my chocolate bars.
I the fire, you my spark.
Our love was Beautiful.
You were my musical, my songs don’t sing.
The rhythms and d rhymes not in sink.
You Broke my smile, you killed my happy.


Your Ocean…

In high school I felt inferior at times but I had a lot of friends. I guess people thought I was a cool person and thought they could confide in me, but deep down I lay quiet in shadows. I took pride in my knowledge of knowing how to associate with people. I didn’t hang with just one click, I was very outgoing. I wanted to be heard, I wanted someone to listen to me, and I wanted someone to believe in me, when really, it was all up to me to believe in myself. I see that now.


YOUR OCEAN

While my eyes stared into the ocean,
The reflection of the clouds and the blue heavens;
Made the waters seem as if they were glass.
It was beauty; an untouchable beauty that could never be abolished.
Close your eyes and open your mind.
Speak what you think, let your words flow freely.
Speak what you know.
When you breathe your words,
The Angels will begin to cry, realizing what beauty you have beneath your sad face and your quiet voice.
Their mind is a muscle under your control.
Let your eyes be the windows to your essence.
And let it be known, that your ocean inside is swelling with pride.
As I look into your eyes,
The skies are so clear.
That is how I know that your soul has no fear,
In your eyes.


Lil Bit

I need a lil bit of soft words a lil bit of hugs
A lil bit of kisses, before you say good-bye.
You make my pneuma guffaw.
Only you can unlock the gates to this heart.
Come in, sit down, prop your feet up relax in me.
Give me you, your words, lips, arms
Are you hungry, you want