love of life its her by jerek smith (black authors fiction TXT) 📖

i am an angel with a fire sitting in the darkness waiting till the wars won. if this is the last thing i see. i wishheaven wouldnt take me back. i wouldnt care if hell rejected me. all i wanted was to keep you safe bae eeven i f it cost my life i will be there waiting till the help arevives oh yes oh oh yes oh oh oh yes. i am an angel with a fire sitting in the darkness. waiting till thes war won i. i wish heaven wouldnt take me back oh yeah. all i wanted was to keep you safe bae. i never ever want to hurt you. oh yeah. and here is the cold truth i know what im fighting for and your the reason why i going to live through the world ven after its daeth.... im angel witha fire sitting a darkness waiting till the wars one oh oh yes 

 my lovers you got to guess i wonder if you know. but this is me i may not be good at helping with chores or cleaning i may be a slob but. if any one hurts my lover or her family or even mine i will turn into ... the hell that heavan wont take me back i know this because it happened before.  my lover is the one i will protect. 

 i have gone out to find myself if i return before i comeback keep me here. its true i dont know my full self yet i am getting stronger but thats because of her she makes me wake up in the morning she makes me fall asleep at night oh how i wish i could help her. she helps me a lot she keeps me calm she makes happy oh how i wish i could talk to her about how i truly feel. if you read tis book now you know how i truly feel. i wish i can go to her oh wouldnt that be good. oh how i wish i knew her better than this. i am lost then i am found i guess. i dont know my true self yet i knew i could hurt people but her she keeps me determined she keeps me calm oh how i wish i knew her better than before i know what happened. she keeps me found but when i am not with her i am lost with out her.

 like i said i am a normal person with a problem i want to be alone unless she there. she is all i have to look forward too. i am not the only one this hapens to i know this because i saw death before my eyes once it happened when i was yung damn hacob never had a chance. i see things i wish i never saw. i see paranormal dreams. she is my cure she lightens my soul that was once full of dread. she is the one i know who i look forward too 

she is the one i love 

the end 

this is a  real story well based off one mainly my life

Text: jerek r smith
Images: jerek smith
Editing: jerek smith
Publication Date: 03-04-2015

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Dedication:
this is for my lover