Is This Feeling Love? (Completed) by Leesia (digital ebook reader TXT) 📖

hurt much" before he injected it into my arm. I screamed but no one heard since he had a hand over my mouth.

He then let me go, while I started to wobble while I tried to walk. I felt so weak right now, and that wasn't a good thing. He grabbed me back and pushed me up against the wall. He pinned my arms again and kissed me on my lips. I don't know what was wrong with me, 'cause I responded to that kiss. It was like I was living a dream where I couldn't move my body. Like someone was possessing me.

I snaked my arms up to his neck, and drew him closer to me. Are bodies were pressing hard against each other. I kissed him passionately, licking his lower lip. He granted me access and I felt my tongue slip into his mouth. Are tongues meet half way and were now dancing with each other in a bam-bam-ba rhythm.

We pulled apart so we could breathe. He then started to place small gentle kissed on my neck, all the way to my collar bone. When he got there he stopped and started to suck on it. I started moaning for some reason, and couldn't control it. By the time he finished sucking on my collar bone, we were on the floor with me on top of him.

"I like this position right now" he said.I placed small light kissed down his neck, then to his collar bone. I sucked on it and he moaned lightly. He bit his lip to try and stop another one from coming out, but that didn't help. He turned us over, so now he was on top.

He removed his shirt, then helped me with mine. He got up off of me and slid his pants off too, and so did I. We were now left there with are underwear on, and are clothes and books scattered all over the classroom. I got on him and pulled him back down to the ground. I was on top of him.

We started to kiss again, and all of a sudden I felt a hand go up my back. I smiled lightly while kissing him. He was having trouble with my bra, so I pulled away from him and took it off, with my undies. He also had taken off the rest of what he was wearing.

We were on the ground totally naked. He started to slid his tongue all the way down to my breast. He stopped there and gave both my breast I light squeeze. I moaned. He smirked and then started to suck on them. "Kyle, stop it. I'm going to cum." He continued to suck on my boobs, and I did cum.

"Looks like i'm going to have to clean up my mess." Kyle said and started to move his tongue down to my Virgina. He looked at me and said "Shhh" before he slid his tongue into me. I started to sway my hips, trying to let him get into me more. He pulled back and said "You taste like lemon candy." I could then feel three of his fingers enter me and I started to moan more. He pulled out and said "Want to taste?" He pushed his fingers in my mouth and I started to suck it.

"Wow, you weren't lying." After I could feel something poking my inner thigh. It was little Kyle. "How do you want it? Gentle or rough?" he asked ... I stopped to think for a moment and said "Gentle in the beginning, and then whatever you want." He slid his dick into me, and I started to cum more. I swayed my hips back and forth to help him get into me better. He was in me now. He kept thrusting. In and out. In and out. In and out. When he finished doing that for the third time, I pushed him down.

I was on top of him now, and I was kissing his bare chest. I never noticed it until now, but he had a smokin' six pack, like Zayn's. Oh no. Shit, shit shit. What the fuck am I doing? I tried to pull away from him, but I still didn't have full control of my body yet. So I had to endure a few more minutes of this.

I moved my mouth down to his nipples and sucked on them lightly. I used my tongue and traced a circle pattern over it. He moaned, and I could see that he had a huge bulge now. 2 minutes later the bell rang, and I finally had control over my body. I quickly turned a shade of red. I was really mad. I tried to kick Kyle's ass but he pinned my hands down near my sides.

Whats wrong with this kid, and pinning me down? He quickly sucked on my boobs one last time, and then let me go. I gave him a "I'm gonna kick the fuck out of you look, and if you tell Zayn I will make sure I kill you look" I got up and grabbed my clothes. I slid my underwear on, then my mid-thigh red skirt on. Then I slid on my white top and left Kyle in the classroom smirking his ass off.

I saw Zayn in he hallway, and for some reason I couldn't look at him. I tried to avoid him, and go the other way. He saw me but did nothing. Phew. I went to my last period of the day, which was gym. Oh no. GYM???

Zayn, me, and Kyle were in this class together. What am I going to do? I quickly ran into the change room before Zayn could call me to him. I changed and just sat there for a few minutes. When I came out I avoided Zayn's eyes, and saw that Kyle was smiling at me. I turned red, and ignored him too.

We played soccer today in gym class. You might not know this about me, but i'm the soccer queen at this school. The teacher made us pair up with the opposite gender, and have a friendly game with them. When I was going to the coach someone pulled my arm lightly and I spun around facing Kyle. I got mad again. "What do you want now?" I asked.

"Lets make a deal. We will be partners, and if you can manage to beat me in one game 2/3 shots then I will leave you alone ..... but if I win you have to tell Zayn you had sex with me, and that you want to break up." I looked at him shocked. There was no way that I was going to take that deal. "No way!" I screamed. "So, you're a chicken? Okay I see how it is." He turned around and started walking away. I ran after he and spun him around. "Fine, your own" We shook on it and then moved to the other field.

I was starting with the ball, while he was in goalie net. I pretended to kick left, but then actually kicked right. I scored a goal. He then started to get worked up. He kicked the ball back to me. I got it and then saw him moving to the side, so I looked for the space that was left un-open and kicked the ball as hard as I could, but he blocked it. I had only one shot left, and if I didn't make it then I wont have to dump Zayn, AND tell him that I had sex with Kyle.

I was planning on telling him anyways, but not so soon. I got the ball and did my last kick. It almost went in, but then he caught it. I fell to my knees while he walked up to me and picked me up. "You know what you have to do." I looked and him through tears and said fine. I brushed my tears away and walked up to Zayn.


"We need to talk Zayn ....." I said. Kyle was right behind me making sure I actually did my part of the deal. "I had sex with Kyle, and I want to break up with you!" I said it quickly then ran to the change room. He grabbed my arm before I got in. "What the hell happened? I don't care if you cheated on me, but please don't break up with me. I love you!" ...... "I had sex with him, I liked it, and now i'm dumping you whether you like it or not. Now let go of me." I could feel me heart break into two pieces, and a lump forming in my throat. Zayn let go of me and said "Please don't." "S-s-sorry were t-t-t-through." I said with my voice breaking in between the sentence. I left him standing there while I walked away.

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(A/N: Wow, Katy and Zayn are officially over. But what will happen in the next chapter when Zayn finds out that Katy was drugged? Will he confront her about it and try to save their relationship, or will he just let the subject be? Continue reading to find out. Will be updated soon so keep your eyes open :)
Chapter 8 - Where Do We Stand?

*Two Hours After The Break-up*


That whole afternoon was hard for me. I had Zayn in almost all my classes. He kept staring at me, but I avoided his gaze. I was torn up inside, and I was about the break any second soon. I just hopped I didn't break in front of him. I seriously hated Kyle right now. If he didn't drug me none of this would be happening. If I didn't meet him that would of been better.

We were half way through English class, when the teacher decided to give us a project and assign us partners. She went through her list of names calling students that were paired together. Boys with girls. When she got to my name I stiffened. "Katy and ...." was all she said before she said the name that I desperately hopped I wouldn't hear. Zayn's.

"You guys may now get with your partners, and discuss what you guys would like to do together for your English assignment." I just continued to sit at my seat, and didn't move a muscle. Zayn got