Is This Feeling Love? (Completed) by Leesia (digital ebook reader TXT) 📖

want you to see me like that, so I tried to avoid you and act like I hated you. I wanted you to move on. I kept telling myself it was for the best ... but I knew it wasn't. He said that if I didn't pretend to go out with him that we would do it again, and made sure that everyone saw a sex tape between us ... he also said that his name was actually Blake, and that you stole his girlfriend Amy that's why he did it .."

I looked down because I didn't want to see his face. "Oh my god. I'm so sorry Katy. I have to go and explain everything to him soon. You don't have to worry everything's going to be okay." I smiled and looked at him now. "I like this position by the way" He laughed and kissed me gently on the lips. He then held me high up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist. We then fell on the bed, and I straddled him. I crashed my lips onto his, and then he bit my lower lip, and I let him slid his tongue into my mouth. He flipped us over not breaking the kiss, and then pulled back so we could breathe. He placed little kisses down my neck, then my collarbone. I moaned and he smirked. I ntoiced that when ever I moaned little Zayn would get bigger. So I decided to play around. I moaned on purpose and little Zayn did grow big.

"Katy stop moaning, you're giving me a Bonner" Said Zayn. I laughed hard until we both fell off the bed. Someone suddenly opened the door, and it was Blake. He looked at me, then Zayn. He locked the door back and said "Well, well, well. What do we have here? Little Katy and Zayn and back together I see." Zayn got up, and pushed me behind him. "Blake, looks like we actually did meet again. I know the whole story, and i'm going to fuckin' kill you for touching my girl." Zayn stepped up to Blake and punched him right in the jaw causing him to fall back against the wall hard. Zayn kept punching him till he was unconscious. "Don't ever touch her again or i'll kill you. Plus Amy was the one who came to me for sex. She said you weren't treating her right, and that you left her at the beach when you guys went by herself. She said you ditched her for your friends and hooked up with Lisa the next day. So you deserved what you got tonight.

Before we left the room, Blake said "Zayn, i'm sorry. I was just go mad that I didn't realize that, then he turned to me and said Katy i'm so so sorry. Can you ever forgive me?" I looked at Zayn then back to Blake. "Fine, under one circumstance. You have to stop messing around with Zayn." He smiled and said "Okay, I promise." Zayn and me left the room, and he dropped me home.

Before I got out the car he grabbed me hand and said "Im so sorry Katy. It was all my fault that he did that to you." He looked like he was really upset. I grabbed his chin and said "The only way I will forgive me is if you tell me everyday you love me, and give me a kiss tomorrow in front of the whole school." He smiled and said "Okay deal." I kissed him on the cheek and then got out. "I love you Katy Simmons" said Zayn. I smiled and said "Love you too."

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(A/N: WOW! That was a big chapter, that had a lot of details in it. Next chapters going to be out maybe later today. :)

-Leesia <3
Chapter 10 - Pleasured (Part 1)

I walked into class 25 minutes late today. I broke my alarm clock a few days ago and forgot to go buy a new one. Luckily I had a supply teacher today. Her name was Mrs. Ann. She was on of my favorite teachers because she didn't give out much homework, she gave out at least half the teacher had left which wasn't a lot, and because she never gave detentions.

I rushed to my seat, and saw Zayn starting at me. He looked so hawt today in what he was wearing. It was Grey skinny jeans, with a white aero postale shirt. With his black nikes. If we weren't in school I would so do him now. He caught me staring at him, and smirked. I looked away quick cause I knew I was blushing.

A minute later a piece of paper flew on to my desk. I looked at the direction it came from. It was from Zayn. I opened it up to see what was written inside. "After school today, my house? Movies and popcorn :)" I smiled and turned the note over to write on the back on it. "Sure, meet me outside at the foyer." I threw it back and he read it.

After I tried to focus on the lesson being taught, but it was really hard. Seeing as my boyfriend Zayn was right next to me looking sexier then ever. I managed to listen for the fist 30 minutes, but then I started to zone out thinking of STUFF.

The bell rang 5 seconds later, and I grabbed my things and waited for Zayn. When he was finished, he wrapped an arm round me waist and pulled me closer. He told me to meet him in the cafeteria at lunch. I nodded, then walked off to my second period class which was math ... ugh I hated math. I was an average A- student in it but it seemed so boring.

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I walked out of my third period class and advanced down to my locker. When I got there, there was a note attached to it. I teared it off and read it "Hurry, i'm waiting :)" I smiled and opened my locker. I put my books inside then shut it close. I saw Lucia at hers, so I waited for her. When she was done she came up to me and linked arms. We walked to the cafeteria while she talked about her plans with Evan (her boyfriend) tonight.

When we got there, I spotted Zayn, with his gang, and my girls sitting at a table. His back was turned towards me. Perfect I thought, for a surprise attack. I walked quietly towards him, but before I could scream "Boo" he grabbed my arm and kissed me. Causing me to stop whatever I wsas doing and wrap my arms around his neck. He pulled me onto his lap, and we continued kissing until someone had to break us apart.

I turned around on his lap, and faced the guys and the girls. At the table sitting was Melissa, Issabelle, Lucia, Tyler, Liam, and someone I had never met before. My guess was that he was new or something. Before I could ask for his name, Zayn introduced all of us to him. "This is Lucia, Melissa, Issabelle, and my beautiful girlfriend Katy." Zayn had said to the new guy. Nice to meet you ... we all stopped since we didn't know his name. "What was your name again" I asked. He spoke in a deep sexy tone and said "It's Nick. Nice to meet you all too." I mentally slapped myself for calling his voice sexy.

While we all talked about school, and are plans for the weekend I caught Nick staring at me. I didn't think much of it at first, until I saw him wink at me 3 times. Was he trying to pick me up? Eww. I already had Zayn. I didn't want him even though he did look handsome. He was 6'2 with light brown hair, and hazel eyes. He had a 6 pack if I had to guess seeing as his muscle were at a good view through that shirt he was wearing.

"I love you Katy baby" I heard Zayn whispered into my ear with a sexy accent. I shivered at his voice, cause it took me by surprise. I smiled and turned around in his lap. "Love you too." Is all I had said. The bell rang moments after and I kissed Zayn gently on the lips and headed ou with the girls. Today was a short day schedule so I only had one more class: Art. This class was fun. You got to draw anything you want, using any materials the school had provided. They ranged from ink all the way to clay.

When art class was done, I went to my locker and got my bag. I headed to the foyer to meet Zayn. When I got there I noticed that Zayn had been talking to the new guy Nick.
When he saw me coming he stopped talking to Nick and asked me "You ready to go love?" I nodded, and before we left Zayn told Nick that he would text him. I winked at Nick, then left with Zayn. We went to the parking lot, and he came around to my side and opened the door for me like a true gentleman. I got in, then he made his way to the driver side. Once we were both in he started the car and pulled out of the parking lot.

While we were driving he asked me questions, like: "So what did you think about Nick?" I just said what I truly though "He freaks me out a bit, but I cant really say much. I have to learn to get to know him better before I give you a better opinion." Zayn nodded, and then blasted some music. We listen to one song before we got to his house. It was fairly close to the school. When we got out, we walked to the door and he opened it. He stepped in before me and then pulled me in. He closed the door behind me and threw his keys on the shelf. He then said he would be back and ran upstairs.

He came down with a handful of movies. We debated on what to watch for 10 minutes, then I just gave in to what he wanted. We were watching Breaking Dawn part 1. It was a good movie. I had seen it before and liked it. When the movie was done, I was half a sleep. Zayn tried to get me up, but I wouldn't move. I pretended that I was a sleep. He smiled and said I could stay the night since it was really late, and he didn't want to drop me back. I smiled and then got up.

"I'm awake ya know?" He smiled and took me to his room. He got out a long