Is This Feeling Love? (Completed) by Leesia (digital ebook reader TXT) 📖

up, and walked to me. He say in the seat in front of mine. I didn't make eye contact with him when he sat down. There was an awkward silence between us for about 5 minutes, then he finally spoke. "So, what do you want to do for the project?" I looked at hm, and did my best not to show that I was heart broken inside.

"Hmm, im not sure. I was thinking about maybe doing an info-graphic, but a 3D type about something that we both hold interest to." Zayn started to think of all the possibilities that we had in common. He listed them. They ranged from Music, to friendship. What he said last made me jump. LOVE. I looked at him for two second then looked away.

"Zayn were over, stop talking about stuff like that" I said that through clenched teeth. "Katy please just answer some of my questions. I really want to know what happened yesterday. If I knew then maybe I would have a better time getting over you" Zayn said. I closed my eyes, and exhaled. "Okay ask all you want right now"

"Why did you have sex with him?" Zayn asked. I hesitated before answering "Because i've always liked him, and felt like are relationship was going no where." I tried to sound believable, but I knew that truthfully I didn't. "Stop lying Katy!" "But, i'm not lying right now."

He turned around, and didn't dare look back for the rest of the period. When it was done, I gathered my books quickly and walked out the door. Someone pulled my arm lightly causing me to step back a few steps. It was Kyle. "So, how was English today? I saw him asking questions. What he say? Kyle asked. "He just asked me why I had sex with you ... I lied to him though." Kyle looked surprised. "Why did you lie, were you just covering up for me, cause you love me now?" I looked at him with pure hate in my eyes. "Don't get me wrong. I fuckin' hate you! I only did it cause feel like i'm not worthy of being his girlfriend anyone, and since I did the stupid bet stop hanging around with me!"

I walked away, all the way to my best friend Lucia, and my girls. They were discussing the party they were planning for my other friend Issabelle. Her birthday was in two days. "Katy, your bringing the decorations right?" "Yeah, I already picked them out. black, with a bit of silver." The colors were a bit ... how do I put it in a nice way? Well I don't know deadly to me, but it wasn't my party, so I said nothing.

"Okay I got all the invites handed out already, everyone in the school will be coming, and I already cleaned up the place were having it at so everything should go smoothly." Said Melissa. We walked into the math classroom and took are seats. This class was the best class I had so far, cause Zayn, or Kyle weren't in it. Only me and my girls, and that was all I needed right now. When we got there we took are seats and a few seconds later a teacher who I didn't recognize walked in.

"Hello class, I am supplying for your teacher Mr. Seat because he has a cold, and has taken today off. My name is Mr. Shay, and today you guys will just be working on a sheet that I am about the hand out." He handed a stack of sheets the the first person in the front row, and they passed it back until everyone in the row got one. The sheet was about algebra, the math subject I hated the most.

I finished my sheet quick, and still have 45 minutes left to do whatever I wanted. So I ended up falling a sleep, cause for these two past days I hadn't gotten much sleep due to the fact that me and Zayn had broken up. I had to cry my self to sleep for the past 2 days. It was hard, but I did eventually fall a sleep. When I woke up I had big red puffy eyes. Thank god someone created make up. I used some and it helped make my eyes look normal.

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(A:N: Kyle is a female dog, don't you think? He ruined Katy and Zayn's relationship, but what for? Find out next time in the next chapter. Also I was thinking of maybe adding in point of views, like from Katy, and Kyle. So you guys could see what runs through their minds sometime. Leave a comment, or message me on what you think about that idea, and if you have any ideas or scene that you would like to happen throughout the story message me :)

- Leesia <3
Chapter 9 - I'm Fuc*ing Going To Kill Him! (Part 1)

*~45 minutes later~*


Algebra class was finally done. Thank god. It felt like I was in there for 5 hours doing nothing. I got my books and walked up to Lucia. "Hey Lucia, what time tomorrow should I come over for Melissa's birthday party? We still have to set up everything. So I guess i'll take school off tomorrow." "Katyyyy, that class took forever to pass. Anyways the party starts right after school which is around 2:30pm so you should be at my house by 10:00am."

After Lucia told me the details, I walked with her and my girls out the classroom. I was pulled aside yet again. I thought it was Zayn, but I was wrong it was Kyle. Ugh I hate that boy! "What do you want from me now?" I asked. He pulled me into a classroom and shut the door. "I just wanted to talk." Ugh really? Why now, why me? "Okay then talk, nothings stopping you."

"Well, I felt like I owe you an explanation and after you hear what I have to say you're going to help me out whether you like it or not." When he said that I could feel chills crawling up my spine. For some reason I didn't want to hear any of this. This is what he said next. "Okay, so my real name is not Kyle, it's Blake Syter. I'm known as one of Zayn's enemies. Back in my first year of high school, Zayn stole my girlfriend, and had sex with her. She came crying to me the next day, and told me everything. That day I vowed that I would follow him until he finally had a girlfriend and do the same to her. Now this is where you fit in perfectly well."

I was shocked. He had sex with me because of that? Someone can sure hold a grudge. Plus Zayn would never do something that low, as to steal someone girlfriend. I just cant believe what i'm hearing. He must be lying. I'm not going to believe him. "Okay so since you know the backup story I want your help now. You going to be my girlfriend, and if you don't do as I say I will make sure everyone sees a sex tape of us, and I know you wouldn't want that would you?"

My mouth literally dropped to the ground when he said that. I was debating on what to do. Here were my options: A)Do as he says or B)Stay far away from him as possible. I choose B. I got up from my seat, and walked to the door. I tried to open it but it wouldn't budge. I turned around and saw that Blake had the key. UGHH! "Open the damn door man." I screamed. "Not yet, so whats your choice?" he asked. I looked at him, trying to not show my true intentions. "I'll help you out, can I go now?" He then said something I didn't expect him to say ... "Prove it" I walked back to him and pushed him down on the seat.

I lightly grabbed his neck, and pulled him closer to me. I kissed him a passionate kiss, trying to be convincing. I sat on his lap, and licked his bottom lip. He granted me access. I slid my tongue into his mouth and he did the same. I explored his mouth, sliding my tongue everywhere. We then pulled a part and I said "Why don't we actually go out instead?" Blake smiled and said "Will you go out with me?" I smiled and said "Why, I would love to."

We got up and got are stuff. Are next class was History. Both me, Zayn, and Blake were in that class together. This is going to be a little awkward for me. When we got there, Blake took his seat, and I went to the front of the classroom. I asked the teacher if I could change my seat, and she said yes. I was happy, I can now convince Blake that I actually like him and want to be his girlfriend, and I can also help Zayn move on. Even though I still loved him, and I don't think I could ever let him go.

I walked back to my new seat, which was beside Blake. "What are you doing here?" he asked and I just said "Well I asked the teacher if I could switch seats, because I wanted to sit next to my boyfriend." He smiled, and I caught Zayn looking at me. This time he didn't look sad. He turned around to Allison, and kissed her on the lips. I got so pissed off. Why not have a little fun then? I thought to myself. I got up and sat on Blake's lap. "What are you doing?" he asked. Just having some fun. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and crashed my lips on to his. He responded to my kiss and bit my bottom lip. I opened my mouth for him and he slid his tongue in. While one of his hands was going up my shirt all the way to my breast. He squeezed one of my boobs and I moaned quietly, but I guess Zayn heard because he was looking at me. For a matter of fact I had the whole classes attention. I got off him and walked back to my seat.

When class was done, I kissed him on the lips, and asked him if he was going to Melissa's birthday party tomorrow. He said "Yeah" I smiled and told