Is This Feeling Love? (Completed) by Leesia (digital ebook reader TXT) 📖

him that I would see him there but not in school. He said he would text me and I nodded. I walked out the classroom with his hand around my waist. When we got to the parking lot, I got my my car, and waved bye bye to him then drove off. 10 minutes later I was home. I ran to my room and did my homework. I then ate my dinner which was Fried rice. Yummy with a capital Y. I ran back upstairs to my room and drifted off to sleep.
Chapter 9 - I'm Fuc*ing Going To Kill Him! (Part 2)

Ding, Dong, Ding. Ugh fuck this shit ass alarm clock. It's been waking me up at exactly 9:00a, every day. I tried to hit the stupid snooze button, but it still wouldn't turn off. It was soooo loud. I swear. I got up, and grabbed it, then threw it against the wall. It was in pretty good condition before I did that. Now it was on the floor broken into 500 little pieces.

I then remembered that I had to go over to Lucia's house to help for Melissa's birthday party. Before I did that, I grabbed my cell, and called the school. "Hello, Saint Mary High School secretary speaking, how may I help you?" It was Ms. Jane are school secretary. She was really nice, but if you get on her bad side .... then she can be a tad bit mean.

"Hello, this is Katy Simmons. I just called to inform you that I will not be in school today due to the fact i'm not feeling well." It was quiet on the other line then she spoke again "Okay Ms. Simmons. I will mark you absent. I hope you feel better." She hung up then. I know I laid. I'm so bad, but that was at least 75% true. I wasn't going to be in class today, and I wasn't feeling well due to my alarm clock.

I got up from my bed and walked to the bathroom. I set the shower to warm, then walked back to my room. I picked out my clothes that I was going to wear at the party, and my clothes I was going to wear to Lucia's house soon. I Laid my clothes on the need, and walked back to the bathroom. I stripped my clothes and got into the shower.

I let the warm drops slide down my body. They were relaxing my sore muscles. After about 10 minutes of that I grabbed the bar of soap, and glided it across my body. I then washed it off, and grabbed the shampoo next. I squeezed some onto my hand, and rubbed it into my scalp. I messaged it until it started to form then I rinsed it out. I grabbed the conditioner next and rubbed some into my hair. I left it in for 3 minutes then washed it out. I turned the shower tap all the way to off. Then stepped out of the shower. I wrapped my hair and my body in 2 soft towels.

When I got into my room, I grabbed my clothes that I had decided to wear to Lucia's house now. It was a white summer dress that has red roses on it. I then slipped my flats on. I went to my little dresser on the left side of my room and sat down. I put on some make up. A small touch of mascara and eye liner. Then I tied my hair into a professional bun and walked out my room. I grabbed my car keys from the table and locked the door on my way out.

I was now in my car driving to coffee time. When I reached, I got out and waited in line. When it was my turn a hot guy was at the front. He smiled at me and asked "What would you like miss?" I thought about it and decided on a blueberry muffin and a hot chocolate. He got my order in 2 minutes and handed it to me. "Thanks, what the cost?" I asked. He just looked at me and said "Its on me." I looked at him and said "No, really I can pay." He just said he already paid, and that it was okay." I thanked him and walked to my car.

I got in and sat there for five minutes. I finished my muffin and was now heading to Lucia's house. When I got there I noticed another car there. It looked so familiar. I just ignored it and walked into the house with all the decoration I had bought on my way here. Lucia greeted me at the front and said "Hey, I asked one of the guys from school to help me, and he said yeah." Just before I asked who it was I saw Zayn walk towards me. He smirked and took the decorations from my hands

When he left I looked at Lucia and said "What the fuck, what is he doing here? Out of all the guys you had to ask for help why did it have to be him?" She smiled and said "I know you guys still have feelings for each other. I want to help you guys too. That's why I asked him. Now get in there and give him a hand. He cant do all of it by himself." I felt angry and nervous at the same time. I entered the room he was in and said "Hey, I guess we should hurry and decorate this room, cause we only have 1 hour left before people start arriving." He didn't look at me when he said "Okay I take the left, and you take the right."

I got up and did my side, while he did his side. It took us 50 minutes to finish up. When we were done the place looked amazing. Work well done. I then got up and told him that I need to change and get ready since the party was starting in less then 20 minutes. I walked outside to my car and opened the back door. I took my bag out and closed the door. Walking up the steps, I noticed that Zayn had also went to his car and got his stuff that he was planning on changing in to. We walked in at the same time, and I told him to take the lower bathroom while I would take the one upstairs.

When I got upstairs I walked into Lucia's bathroom. It was connected to her room. I slipped off my clothes and took my dress that I was wearing to the party out the bag. It was a silver dress that was strapless. It was about 2 inches higher then my knees. It was my symbol of elegance. The lustrous, pearl-beaded fabric of my dress glinted, light reflecting. It fit flawlessly, the dress molded my torso beautifully, complimenting my feminine shape. It’s strapless style revealed my precious collarbones wrapped in smooth, luring, skin. My posture was perfect, my shoulders were pulled back and my hands were held together in front of me. There was a silk band at the top, lining around the top of the bust. It was my definition of perfect.

I then walked out of the bathroom, and to Lucias little desk she had in the corner of the room. I plugged my straightening iron in, and waited patiently for it to start up. When it was done I straightened my hair. It was on high, so it only took me 5 minutes. Next I moved on to make up. I smeared a smoky silver over my eyes, then a clear gloss over my lips. I grabbed my silver heels and put them on. When I was done I walked down the stairs, and saw that a lot of people already came. I walked into the kitchen to find Lucia, and surprisingly she was there with Zayn.

I walked up to them, and Zayn looked shocked. He told me that I looked stunning in the dress I was wearing and I couldn't help but blush. I told him he looked handsome in his outfit and he said thanks. Lucia just kept screaming at me and yelling. She said I looked like a swan ... was that a compliment? Okay i'll take it as one. When we were done talking, Lucia left me and Zayn standing in the kitchen by are selfs. He asked me if I wanted a drink, and I nodded. He left and shortly came back with two cups of coke. I sipped mine, while he chugged his down.

When he finished he walked to the garbage to put his cup in it. I now had a good view of him. He looked sexy in what he was wearing. He was wearing black skinny jeans, with a nice button down white dress shirt. He had on a watch that was silver, and some brand new nikes. I saw Blake standing at the side. I told Zayn that I would talk to him later and made my way to Blake. "Hey, want to dance?" He said before I even walked half way up to him. "Sure." He grabbed my hand and lead me to the dance floor. A slow song was playing. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and he wrapped his around my waist. We danced, and when it was done I left him to go get another drink.

Before I could grab one, Zayn grabbed my arm and pulled me upstairs. It was really awkward because in each room we heard the moans of pleasured women. He dragged me all the way to Lucias room, and luckily no one was in there. She had a tape on her door that said only me and her could enter. When I got in, Zayn close the door and locked it behind him. He backed me up into the corner.

"I know that Kyle made you have sex with him, and you didn't like it. I also know why he did it. What hurts me the most is that you never came to me for help. I could of helped you and saved you from all this. Why didn't you?" Zayn asked. "I-I-I don't know what your talking about." I stuttered. Damn it, he knows i'm lying. "Please Katy just tell me." I took at deep breathe and turned to him. "I'll tell you the whole story. He dragged me into a classroom and locked the door behind him. He then pinned me to the ground so I couldn't move and injected me with something. I don't know what it was but I didn't have control of my body due to that. I ... (Voice goes quiet) had sex with him ... and I felt dirty. I didn't