life ?? by chelsea johnson (web based ebook reader TXT) 📖

Maddi
James continued “first thing is the violence that goes on in this house, some people have come from hard backgrounds and violence is the only thing that scares them, so it needs to stop and it needs to stop now” he yelled angrily
“Second thing is ....” Maddi said trying to hurry up the conversation I smirked at her and she smiled at me
“The second thing is how you talk to each other, so i am going to buddy you all up” he said smiling my eyes went wide
“But there is an odd number” I stated
“I know and that will mean someone will be left out and i have already talked with Janet and she agrees with me that Sasha will be on her own” he said i sighed
“Fine but who is getting paired up with whom?” I asked looking at James he sighed
“Well you are getting paired up with.... erm Maddi” he said I looked at Maddi and she blushed I smiled I’ve never seen her blush before i smiled to myself and stood up
“Take Maddi with you” James shouted
“I didn’t think girls were aloud in boys rooms” i said smiling at him
“Come on Maddi” i said she shot up from the table and ran behind me
We walked up to my room and she kept her eyes on the floor i chuckled and opened my bedroom door. She walked in and tripped over her own feet and i court her just before she hit the floor. Her eyes were shut tight waiting for the pain, she slowly opened her eyes to see me holding her she blushed and looked away
“Watch your step” i said helping her stand straight
“Sorry Rick” she said smiling at the floor
“So what do you want to do?” i said looking at her
“Erm watch a film or summin” she offered
“Yer go for it what do you like” i asked her she just shrugged so i put on a scary film
“You can sit down you know i don’t bite” i said chuckling
“Much” she whispered i stood up and grabbed her hand and pulled her over to the sofa, she shivered so i grabbed my blanket and chucked it to her she smiled up at me
“Thank you” she said quietly
“S’okay, ready” i asked her pointing at the film she nodded and i sat next to her and pressed play we sat for about 10 minuets until she jumped out of her skin and put her head in my chest to cover her eyes i put my hand on her head to comfort her and she looked up at me and i smiled at her
She sat up and kissed me i kissed her back and she put her head back on my chest and her arms around my waist i put my arms round her tiny waist and pulled her close she smiled and then jumped at the movie i pulled her closer to comfort her and we sat their for an hour until we were called for dinner
“Erm Rick does this mean we are together?” she asked me i could see the hope in her eyes
“yer if you want” i said smiling at her she ran and jumped in my arms and kissed me i herd the door shut quietly and another one slam
“SASHA” I whispered to Maddi she froze with fear
Sasha’s point of view
I phone Lorenzo i needed to ask him summin
Sasha: “hey”
Lorenzo: “heya babes”
Sasha: “so what’s up?”
Lorenzo: “i know you didn’t phone me to ask how i am, what’s up babe? You can tell me”
I sighed on the phone ‘how does he know me so well’ i thought
Sasha: “it doesn’t matter i err i got to go for dinner bye”
I hung up before he could ask me something else and ran down stairs i sat next to Jamie and dean instead of Rick and James
“Why you sitting with us?” dean asked me
“Don’t you want me next to you?” i said hurt but tried to cover it up
“Yer of course but you usually sit next to Rick” he said puzzled i grabbed his had under the table
“Does it matter” i said sweetly
“Nope” he said smiling back at me i went to let go but his grip tightened on my hand i smiled at him and he smiled back
“You need to let go of my hand so i can eat” i whispered in his ear he blushed and squeezed my hand one last time before letting go i giggled and he blushed harder
“What’s going on” Rick said standing up and coming over to me i stood up
“You tell me” i said he was mad his eyes where a flame
“Well” he said taking a step forward to me i stepped back
“Get away from me” i shouted he raised his hand and slapped me round the face so hard that i fell on the floor
“Whoa” every one shouted at Rick, his eyes were still a flame
“RICK WHAT THE HELL” James shouted at him and James came round to help me up i could taste blood in my mouth i wiped my lip and i winced when i rubbed the cut i saw blood on my hand and i looked back at Rick with petrified eyes and i ran upstairs to my room i slammed to the door and locked it and ran over to my bed my phone started ringing it was Lorenzo
I answered it and tried to stifle my sobs and tried to stop the tears coming out of my eyes
“Yes” i said
“What happened are you alright” he said in a panicked voice
“Im fine what do you want” i said slowly
“No your not i coming over” he shouted and hung up i cried loud and hard i ignored the banging and the pleading for me to open my door and fell asleep
I woke up to a loud bang and saw that Lorenzo had kicked my door down
“What the hell” i whispered but i couldn’t say anything else i looked into Lorenzo’s eyes and got lost he ran over to me picked me up and off of my bed and spun me around
“What the hell happened? Why were you ignoring me? Us?” he sounded in pain just asking the questions
“I was asleep” i said simply
“Asleep” he scoffed
“Yes i cried my self to sleep” i said pushing myself away from him he looked in pain
“What? Why?” he looked so confused
“Can i talk to you Loz” Rick said slowly i got up and ran into the bathroom
“Sasha, im sorry” Rick shouted through the door i put the shower on and had a long shower
Ricks point of view
We was all sitting at the table when Sasha walked in and sat next to dean and not me i was hurt at the fact that she sat next to dean and not me but i let that go and started eating.
Two minuets into dinner and dean started talking to dean then she whispered something in his ear and he blushed bad things flew round my head wondering what she had said and then she giggled, i lost it i stood up.
“What’s going on” i said standing up and walking over to sash and she stood up to
“You tell me” she said i was mad you could see my eyes where a flame
“Well” i said taking a step forward to her and she stepped back
“Get away from me” she shouted at me i raised my hand and slapped her round the face so hard that she fell on the floor i wasn’t even thinking
“Whoa” every one shouted at me, but i was still mad as hell and my eyes were still a flame
“RICK WHAT THE HELL” James shouted at me then James came round to help Sasha up she had a bleeding lip and a hand print that was sure to leave a bruise she wiped her lip and winced at the pain she looked at her hands and saw blood she looked back at me with petrified eyes and she ran upstairs to her room. She slammed the door and locked it.
I sat down on the floor as realisation hit of what i just did to my sister, my little baby sister that i was suppose to protect with my life, not let no one hurt her and keep boys away that are just going to hurt or use her. I sighed and looked around the room everyone’s eyes where on me.
I sat their for like two minuets before the door went no one moved so i got to my feet and answered it do Lorenzo
“What are you doing hear” i said surprised
“i phoned Sasha and she was upset what happened?” he asked but before i could explain i heard James shouting for her to open the door Loz shot up the stairs and was banging on the door.
Lorenzo’s point of view
I ran up to the house and Rick answered the door, we was talking and then James shouted for Sasha to open the door i shot up stairs and started banging on the door i was panicking
“James can i bust the door down?” i asked him he looked shocked
“Will you fix it?” he asked i nodded and he nodded his head
I walked back to the other side of the wall and ran as fast as i can and hit the door with my shoulder
“It wont work like that kick it” James said to me i nodded and kicked the door so hard that it fell on the floor
I saw that Sasha had sat up and looked at me
“What the hell” she whispered but she couldn’t say anything else so i looked into her eyes and she got lost in mine i ran over to her picked her up and off of her bed and spun her around
“What the hell happened? Why were you ignoring me? Us?” i said trying to disguise the pain and worry in my voice
“I was asleep” she said simply
“Asleep” i scoffed
“Yes i cried my self to sleep” she said pushing herself away from me. That hurt i didn’t mean to be rude to her but seriously anyone would have heard that banging
“What? Why?” i said confused
“Can i talk to you Loz” Rick said slowly to me my eyes shot up off of Sasha and over to Rick who looked guilty as ever, Sasha stood up and ran over to the bathroom door
“Sasha, im sorry” Rick shouted through the door i heard her put the shower on and rick turned to face me
“What happened? Why are you sorry? Why does she have a bruise and a hand print on her face? Why is her lip cut? Who done it?” i said in a panicked voice
“Calm down and i will explain” he said annoyed
“NO TELL ME WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO HER!” I shouted at him he stepped back
“I hit her” he mumbled but i couldn’t hear him
“What” i said looking at him
“I hit her” he said a bit louder
“WHAT, WHY” i shouted
“Because i got the wrong idea and she