life ?? by chelsea johnson (web based ebook reader TXT) 📖

know idea hunny, i am sorry for the pain i have coursed you and i swear that i always thought you were perfect, it was your mother who was insecure so i had to put everyone else down so she would feel like a million bucks, listen if you give me one more chance i swear i will do everything right” he said softly
“I don’t know” i whispered back
“Think about it, i am only in town for two days so let me know yer” he said i got up and hugged him
“i will dad” i whispered in his ear he hugged me back and then left after giving me a kiss on the head i turned round only to see james rick and all the other people
“WHAT” i spat at them
“We need to talk” rick said looking at me
“No we don’t im forgiving him rick cant you see how much we mean to him?” i asked him he shook his head
“Fine but don’t come crying to me when it goes tits up” he spat and walked off i ran into the office and phone dad
“Hello” he said
“Heya dad”
“Heya hunny are you okay?”He asked me
“I want to come and live with you can you pick me up tomorrow” i asked him
“Oh of course hunny, oh im so happy ill be their at 4 when you get back from school love you baby girl” he said happily
“Love you too dad see you then” i hung up and ran upstairs to pack
After i had packed i kept one clean outfit out and put another in my back pack i giggled and ran to bed i fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow
I woke up and had a shower i was so excited i jumped out and got dressed in black skinny’s and a tight white tank top and my high tops i put ricks hoddie over me and grabbed my bag i ran down the stairs and into the kitchen only to freeze their
“What’s up” i said looking at everyone round the table rick stood up and slammed his hand on the desk
“When were you going to tell us” he spat
“So this now includes everyone Richard” i spat using his full name he glared at me and i sighed “i was going to tell you but i didn’t want you to over react” i said getting a apple and biting it
“So moving in with our dad when you have just met him is reasonable” he shouted at me i growled
“listen im 17 ok i can make my own decision’s and what you said last night i didn’t think you had the right to know what is going on with me do you” i spat and grabbed a cereal bar and a bottle of water and walked out i got into my car and drove to school once i got their it felt like everyone was staring at me i went to first lesson (maths) and started to do it but 10 minuets in and i was called out by Mr. march
“Can i speak with Sasha Johnson” he said i grabbed my things and walked out the door “are you leaving the school Sasha?” he asked me
“Yes sir im moving in with my dad tonight” i said
“But you have just met him don’t you think its all happening at bit fast?” he asked me i sighed
“No i don’t people need to but out of my life” i screamed and punched the wall so hard i felt bones brake i screamed loud and started jumping up and down
“Ow, Ow, Ow help me” i screamed at a froze Daniel
“NOW!!!” i screamed again he seemed to hear that one because he jumped and picked me up and ran me over to the nurse room
“she punched a wall and i think she has broken her hand” he said to the nurse she touched my hand and i screamed at her and she phone an ambulance and 10 mins later it was taking me to the hospital i was giving pain relief but i still felt it and would scream occasionally and make the nurse jump i was giving a cast and i got to chose the colour and i chose hot pink. After sitting in the hospital for 2 hours i was aloud to go home and to my surprise dad picked me up, we drove back to the care home and he put all my stuff in the boot
“It’s all packed hunny” he said coming in
“okay im just gunna right a letter to some people before i go” i said he nodded and kissed my head i was about to do it when i remembered my hand so i went into ricks room and used his laptop and printed them all off and put them in envelopes and put a pitcher in everyone i wrote one to rick, james, Lorenzo, and Mr. march
The letters
Dear James,
Thank you for taking care of me when you didn’t need to, you looked out for me when i need it and made me laugh at times when i wanted to cry i cant thank you enough and i really mean that james. You were like a dad to me even when i was being a spoiled little cow i loved you every time i said i hate you or that you’re not my dad but in all fairness you were the closest thing to a dad that i had up till now. I am sad that i have to go but yet i know that i have rushed into things but i know i have made the right decision and hopefully i can still come back to you if i need advice or something but i want you to know james that i love you and no matter what you was and are the best dad i could have asked for, i love you millions dad <3 xxxxxxxx
Sincerely your special girl
Sasha Isabella Huston
Xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Dear rick,
i am so happy that i got a brother like you yes you may not think that after all the times i say i hate you or you’re not my brother anymore but i do love you rick and i am so glad that you have found someone special even if it is Maddi but if she makes you happy bro im glad its her and not someone i don’t know and is ugly and a complete cow ahah. You may be angry that i left with out a good bye but this is my goodbye i love you rick and i could not ask for a better brother as you are the best bro ever. I remember all the good times and when people picked on me and you stood up for me, i know i have course you a lot of stress and hassle and im sorry for that, i didn’t mean to do it on purpose i promise, i am thankful that you always took the time to look out for me and look after me when i was sad. I am thankful that you never gave up, you were a best friend as well as an amazing brother rick and i love you so much xxxxxxxx, xxxxxxxx, xxxxxxxx <3 <3
Lots of love you’re not so little sister
Sasha Isabella Johnson
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Ps i love you millions bro and i hope i see you again i know you didn’t mean it and you were angry but i do love you
Dear Lorenzo
I am sorry i never got a chance to say my goodbye but this is it i promised you i would never leave without a goodbye so hear it is. Thank you for being their when i couldn’t trust anyone else, or when know one else would understand what was going on and for caring about me and telling me stuff i needed to hear, i love you forever and millions i am sorry that i never got the chance to say it to your face but i do love you and im sorry i have left without telling you face to face. I can’t wait till i see you again. Oh and i will message or write to you i promise and ill tell you my phone number when i get it sorted ahah i love you and i will miss you tones
From you secrete admirer
Sasha Isabella Johnson
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Dear Mr. Daniel March,
Yes i know your name  thank you for being their for me and looking out for me, for comforting me weather i wanted it or not but i did need it, i am sorry i left with out a goodbye or talking to you face to face but you must understand that i am moving with my dad i am sorry that we never talked like i promised we would but ask Mr. Wilson and he will explain what was up with me. I am great-full that you praised me when i worked hard and showed some interest even when i felt isolated and alone, i know that you can and will struggle to understand my life but know this i looked up to you and i would have taken you’re advice about anything thank you some much daniel i will never forget you xx
Your favourite pupil
Sasha Isabella Johnson
Ps i have left you a picture so you won’t forget me ahah love ya Mr. March your the best
Sasha’s point of view
I grabbed each letter and put them on their bed but i dropped Lorenzo’s and daniel’s off at school and asked the lady at the desk to give them to them today and now i got back in the car with my dad and we made the long drive to forks.
I woke up to dad shaking me “hunny we hear” he whispered softly in my ear i jumped and shot up from the seat only to smack my head on the roof of the car
“ouch” i said rubbing my head dad chuckled and opened my door and helped me inside i looked up and gasped
“this house is massive dad” i said in shock he smiled “how many rooms and which one is mine” i said failing to hide the excitement in my voice
“3 floors 12 rooms and ill get someone to show you to your room” he said softly “Jacob” he shouted and a young man about 2-3 years older than me came over he was tall about 6ft and was heavy built muscle wise he was tanned and had his hair cut short but long enough to style it he looked at me and smiled i gave a shy smile back i looked away from him and down at the floor
“Jacob show my lovely daughter her room and carry her bags upstairs as well” he ordered him i sighed
“yes sir” he said picking up my bags i went to help but dad stopped me
“let him do it hunny” he said sternly
“but their is too many please daddy ill just carry 2” i whined he reluctantly agreed and i gave him a hug
“miss you dont have to help me you know i can do it my self” he whispered to me
“i want to help and please call me sasha” i said looking at him i smiled and he smiled back we walked upstairs him caring 4 bags and me caring 2 and a