Perfect In his Eyes (finished) by Danielle Palmer (book club suggestions TXT) 📖

have to promise me your not going to hurt yourself." He said trying to help me stand still. "Um yeah I promise. Thank you. Don't send anyone to check I just need to sleep for awhile." I was happy he was already drunk so I knew he and all the other guys would be hung over tomorrow so I could sneak Shane out. I kissed his cheek and walk around the corner. I opened the basement door and ran down the stairs. Shane already had his shirt off and was laying on the bed.
"Hey baby. Let me do something really quick. I'll be back." I grabbed the caution tape and ran back up the stairs. I taped caution tape on the door so no one will try to open the door. Even if it's locked still got to be careful. Shutting the door and locking it behind me I ran back down the stairs. I threw my shoes to the floor and took of my necklace. Leaving my dress on so Shane can take it off himself. I looked at the bed to see what Shane was doing. Of course he was texting. "Shane?" No reply. "Baby?" He looked up and me and motioned for me to come to him. He threw his phone to the floor as he pulled me on his lap so I was straddling him. "Sorry babe I was just texting my dad letting him know im not going to be home tonight." Before I could reply he was kissing me. It wasn't a normal kiss. It was like he was angry at me but it was passionate at the same time. I knotted my hands in his hair not wanting him to stop. He rolled us over so he was on the top. He pulled my dress off and studied my body. He was drooling but then came back to reality. I help him get off his clothes.
From there it was all magical. Shane took my needs in consideration and I did the same. He wasn't mad or anger and didn't force me into doing anything I didn't want to. I knew he wasn't my first cause my dad took my first experience from me but I felt like it was my first. I loved Shane and I just hoped he love me as much or even more.
I woke up the next morning in Shane's button up shirt my underwear and that's it. I was laying against his bare chest and he had his hands around my waist. I didn't know what time it was but I wanted to know how long until I should wake up Shane so he could leave. I rolled out of his arms and got up searching for a clock. There wasn't one but I found Shane's phone. I flipped it up and saw he had 2 missed calls and a voice mail. I felt kinda of nosy but I had a right to be. I just want to see if he really was talking to his dad. I called his voice mail back and it was from a girl. Here's what she said:
'Hey baby it's your girlfriend Allie. Im calling from Emily's phone cause mine is dead but I just wanted to say happy 2 year anniversary baby I love you. Call me when you get this. Bye babes.'
I threw he phone to the floor and just curled up into a ball hitting the floor. He did it. He broke my heart to.

CHAPTER 10

 

I don't know what to do. I let myself fall for a guy that obviously doesn't love me. What was I going to do. I had no one now. I've spent a month on this fool and now I have to face him and tell him I know.
I walked up the stairs and out the door looking to see if anyone is awake. I didn't see anyone so I ran up to my room to shower and change. When I was done I went to walk down the stairs i noticed Anthony, Bryce, and Keegan were awake. I walked down the stairs slowly not making any sound. When I got to the bottom I ran to the basement door and slid in locking it behind me. Now the hardest part. Confronting him.
I sat on the couch thinking of a plan. I walked back over and grabbed his phone from the floor. When I sat on the bed he rolled over rubbing his eyes and looked at me. He obviously could tell I was crying cause he sat up and put his arm around my waist.
"Who is Allie?" I said placing his phone on the bed. It was open to the missed call his girlfriend called from. I scooted out from his touch and just stared at him. Waiting for his reply.
"She's no one babe." He said grabbing me and pulling me back to him. "No she isn't Shane. She is your girl friend. Just leave. It's over. Im done with people making a fool out of me. I don't need this Shane." I pulled away to once again be pulled back. "Destiny YOU are my girlfriend. Not Allie." I tried to kiss me but I pulled away and stood up.
"SHANE just stop. Just stop lying to me please. Just tell me one thing?" I said he shook his head OK. "Why did you play me? I loved you Shane." I started to cry and couldn't hold it in. I looked up at him waiting for him to say something. He took forever to talk but finally spoke up. "I did love you Dest but I did it to get back at... Josh. Im sorry." I couldn't speak. What did Josh do to him so bad that he took it out on me.
"What did I do to you Shane? Why did you have to play with my heart just to get back at my brother." I said through the cry's. He would never understand the pain he put me through. He walked up and hugged me but I didn't hug back. He put his clothes on and walked up the stairs. I wasn't dont with him I wanted answer. I ran up the stairs after him.
"Shane I wasn't done. I want answers. Why the hell did you use me?" He turned around and grabbed my arm but I pulled away from him. "Like I said Destiny im sorry. Look awhile back Josh stole my girl friend from me. I saw no other way to get back at him so I chose you. It seemed like you were the only one that is close to him. Yes I have a girlfriend but I was going to dump her for you. Im telling you the truth. This month I feel in love with you." He went to walk out the door but I grabbed his arm once again. This time I could tell he was mad. "WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST TELL ME FROM THE BEGINNING NOT JUST PLAY WITH MY HEART. YOU KNEW I WOULD FALL YOU LOVE WITH YOU." I slapped him across the face but got one straight back from him. I fell to the floor and held my already red cheek. "Destiny im so sorry I didn't mean to hit you back it was just a reaction." He bent down to help me up but I smacked his hand away. "DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME," I stood up and continued "I have let people like you treat me like shit and im done just fucking leave. GET OUT." I went to walk away but bumped into Keegan.
"What's going on here Destiny?" He said looking down at me. I held my cheek and just cried. I looked over and Bryce was blocking the door and Anthony was up stairs getting the rest of the guys.
"Dude get out of the way. Im done here. I got what I wanted." Shane said looking back at me. How dare he say that about me. He didn't care about me he never did. He got what he wanted and left just like everyone else does.

CHAPTER 11

 

I wanted to run. Run away from everything. "Just let him leave Bryce. Please I don't want to see him." But of course Bryce didn't move. I started crying and holding my already bruised cheek. Keegan caught my chin and pulled it up so I was looking at him. I held my cheek not wanting anyone to see. He preyed my hand off my cheek showing the bruise and my slightly split lip. I didn't notice he hit me as hard as he did. "DID YOU PUT YOUR FUCKIN HANDS ON HER? HUH PUNK?" Keegan said pushing me behind him protectively. I saw all the other guys running down the stairs. That's just perfect. "What's going on here?" Josh said walking up me and to Shane when he saw my face. "WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH YOU DUDE?" Josh said. He pushed Shane up against the wall. Shane still didn't say anything. He looked scared as all the other guys started walking towards him. I didn't want him in the house anymore. I just wanted him my life FOREVER. I walked over and got in between Josh and Shane. I could feel the heat coming off Josh's body.
I walked over to the door and pushed Bryce to the side. "Get out of my house and out of my life. Forever." I said calmly. He walked out the house and got in his car slowly driving away. All I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and cry. I fell to the floor bringing my knees up to my chest and put my head down. Completely covering my face from everyone. I heard their foot steps come closer. I put my hand up and said "Don't touch me. Any of you." I heard some of them leave and go to the living room. Only two staying behind. "Tiny at least let me-" Josh started but I cut off. "Just go away. I don't want to talk about it right now OK." I started crying and I knew they could tell. They didn't protest anymore but just moved by my sides. Keegan on the left Josh on the right. I cried and they just rubbed my back. I knew they wanted me to tell them what happened but I wasn't ready. I just needed to cry till I was numb and no more tears would fall from my eyes.
I woke up a few hours later on the couch. I started rubbing my eyes witch were swollen from all the crying I did. All the guys were on the floor and on the other couch's watching football. Keegan was sitting right in front of me so I tapped him on the shoulder. His eyes light up when he saw I was awake. "What time is it?" I said looking out the window at the cool dark sky. "It's 9:43 p.m. Now will you tell us what happened?" All the other guys were looking at me and had already turned down the TV. I shook my head OK wondering if I could get it all out without crying. "Well last night, and I know im sorry I let him sleep over with me he was drinking and couldn't drive, but last night oh geez...err... how do I even say this." I looked up at Josh and I could tell he knew. "Im sorry Josh I know you told me not to but I was ready. He didn't force me to." He rolled his eyes knowing there was nothing he could do now. "Just get to this morning Tiny. I really seriously don't want to hear about that. Im just happy he didn't