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I won’t stay more than a minute.”

 

“Sit down, Alexey Fyodorovitch,” said Katerina Ivanovna, though

she remained standing. She had changed very little during this time,

but there was an ominous gleam in her dark eyes. Alyosha remembered

afterwards that she had struck him as particularly handsome at that

moment.

 

“What did he ask you to tell me?”

 

“Only one thing,” said Alyosha, looking her straight in the

face, “that you would spare yourself and say nothing at the trial of

what” (he was a little confused) “…passed between you… at the time

of your first acquaintance… in that town.”

 

“Ah! that I bowed down to the ground for that money!” She broke

into a bitter laugh. “Why, is he afraid for me or for himself? He asks

me to spare-whom? Him or myself? Tell me, Alexey Fyodorovitch!”

 

Alyosha watched her intently, trying to understand her.

 

“Both yourself and him,” he answered softly.

 

“I am glad to hear it,” she snapped out maliciously, and she

suddenly blushed.

 

“You don’t know me yet, Alexey Fyodorovitch,” she said menacingly.

“And I don’t know myself yet. Perhaps you’ll want to trample me

under foot after my examination to-morrow.”

 

“You will give your evidence honourably,” said Alyosha; “that’s

all that’s wanted.”

 

“Women are often dishonourable,” she snarled. “Only an hour ago

I was thinking I felt afraid to touch that monster… as though he

were a reptile… but no, he is still a human being to me! But did

he do it? Is he the murderer?” she cried, all of a sudden,

hysterically, turning quickly to Ivan. Alyosha saw at once that she

had asked Ivan that question before, perhaps only a moment before he

came in, and not for the first time, but for the hundredth, and that

they had ended by quarrelling.

 

“I’ve been to see Smerdyakov…. It was you, you who persuaded

me that he murdered his father. It’s only you I believed” she

continued, still addressing Ivan. He gave her a sort of strained

smile. Alyosha started at her tone. He had not suspected such familiar

intimacy between them.

 

“Well, that’s enough, anyway,” Ivan cut short the conversation. “I

am going. I’ll come to-morrow.” And turning at once, he walked out

of the room and went straight downstairs.

 

With an imperious gesture, Katerina Ivanovna seized Alyosha by

both hands.

 

“Follow him! Overtake him! Don’t leave him alone for a minute!”

she said, in a hurried whisper. “He’s mad! Don’t you know that he’s

mad? He is in a fever, nervous fever. The doctor told me so. Go, run

after him….”

 

Alyosha jumped up and ran after Ivan, who was not fifty paces

ahead of him.

 

“What do you want?” He turned quickly on Alyosha, seeing that he

was running after him. “She told you to catch me up, because I’m

mad. I know it all by heart,” he added irritably.

 

“She is mistaken, of course; but she is right that you are ill,”

said Alyosha. “I was looking at your face just now. You look very ill,

Ivan.”

 

Ivan walked on without stopping. Alyosha followed him.

 

“And do you know, Alexey Fyodorovitch, how people do go out of

their minds?” Ivan asked in a a voice suddenly quiet, without a

trace of irritation, with a note of the simplest curiosity.

 

“No, I don’t. I suppose there are all kinds of insanity.”

 

“And can one observe that one’s going mad oneself?”

 

“I imagine one can’t see oneself clearly in such circumstances,”

Alyosha answered with surprise.

 

Ivan paused for half a minute.

 

“If you want to talk to me, please change the subject,” he said

suddenly.

 

“Oh, while I think of it, I have a letter for you,” said Alyosha

timidly, and he took Lise’s note from his pocket and held it out to

Ivan. They were just under a lamp-post. Ivan recognised the

handwriting at once.

 

“Ah, from that little demon!” he laughed maliciously, and, without

opening the envelope, he tore it into bits and threw it in the air.

The bits were scattered by the wind.

 

“She’s not sixteen yet, I believe, and already offering

herself,” he said contemptuously, striding along the street again.

 

“How do you mean, offering herself?” exclaimed Alyosha.

 

“As wanton women offer themselves, to be sure.”

 

“How can you, Ivan, how can you?” Alyosha cried warmly, in a

grieved voice. “She is a child; you are insulting a child! She is ill;

she is very ill, too. She is on the verge of insanity, too,

perhaps…. I had hoped to hear something from you… that would

save her.”

 

“You’ll hear nothing from me. If she is a child, I am not her

nurse. Be quiet, Alexey. Don’t go on about her. I am not even thinking

about it.”

 

They were silent again for a moment.

 

“She will be praying all night now to the Mother of God to show

her how to act to-morrow at the trial,” he said sharply and angrily

again.

 

“You… you mean Katerina Ivanovna?”

 

“Yes. Whether she’s to save Mitya or ruin him. She’ll pray for

light from above. She can’t make up her mind for herself, you see. She

has not had time to decide yet. She takes me for her nurse, too. She

wants me to sing lullabies to her.”

 

“Katerina Ivanovna loves you, brother,” said Alyosha sadly.

 

“Perhaps; but I am not very keen on her.”

 

“She is suffering. Why do you… sometimes say things to her

that give her hope?” Alyosha went on, with timid reproach. “I know

that you’ve given her hope. Forgive me for speaking to you like this,”

he added.

 

“I can’t behave to her as I ought-break off altogether and tell

her so straight out,” said Ivan, irritably. “I must wait till sentence

is passed on the murderer. If I break off with her now, she will

avenge herself on me by ruining that scoundrel to-morrow at the trial,

for she hates him and knows she hates him. It’s all a lie-lie upon

lie! As long as I don’t break off with her, she goes on hoping, and

she won’t ruin that monster, knowing how I want to get him out of

trouble. If only that damned verdict would come!”

 

The words “murderer” and “monster” echoed painfully in Alyosha’s

heart.

 

“But how can she ruin Mitya?” he asked, pondering on Ivan’s words.

“What evidence can she give that would ruin Mitya?”

 

“You don’t know that yet. She’s got a document in her hands, in

Mitya’s own writing, that proves conclusively that he did murder

Fyodor Pavlovitch.”

 

“That’s impossible!” cried Alyosha.

 

“Why is it impossible? I’ve read it myself.”

 

“There can’t be such a document!” Alyosha repeated warmly.

“There can’t be, because he’s not the murderer. It’s not he murdered

father, not he!”

 

Ivan suddenly stopped.

 

“Who is the murderer then, according to you?” he asked, with

apparent coldness. There was even a supercilious note in his voice.

 

“You know who,” Alyosha pronounced in a low, penetrating voice.

 

“Who? You mean the myth about that crazy idiot, the epileptic,

Smerdyakov?”

 

Alyosha suddenly felt himself trembling all over.

 

“You know who,” broke helplessly from him. He could scarcely

breathe.

 

“Who? Who?” Ivan cried almost fiercely. All his restraint suddenly

vanished.

 

“I only know one thing,” Alyosha went on, still almost in a

whisper, “it wasn’t you killed father.”

 

“‘Not you’! What do you mean by ‘not you’?” Ivan was

thunderstruck.

 

“It was not you killed father, not you! Alyosha repeated firmly.

 

The silence lasted for half a minute.

 

“I know I didn’t. Are you raving?” said Ivan, with a pale,

distorted smile. His eyes were riveted on Alyosha. They were

standing again under a lamp-post.

 

“No, Ivan. You’ve told yourself several times that you are the

murderer.”

 

“When did I say so? I was in Moscow…. When have I said so?” Ivan

faltered helplessly.

 

“You’ve said so to yourself many times, when you’ve been alone

during these two dreadful months,” Alyosha went on softly and

distinctly as before. Yet he was speaking now, as it were, not of

himself, not of his own will, but obeying some irresistible command.

“You have accused yourself and have confessed to yourself that you are

the murderer and no one else. But you didn’t do it: you are

mistaken: you are not the murderer. Do you hear? It was not you! God

has sent me to tell you so.”

 

They were both silent. The silence lasted a whole long minute.

They were both standing still, gazing into each other’s eyes. They

were both pale. Suddenly Ivan began trembling all over, and clutched

Alyosha’s shoulder.

 

“You’ve been in my room!” he whispered hoarsely. “You’ve been

there at night, when he came…. Confess… have you seen him, have

you seen him?”

 

“Whom do you mean-Mitya?” Alyosha asked, bewildered.

 

“Not him, damn the monster!” Ivan shouted, in a frenzy, “Do you

know that he visits me? How did you find out? Speak!”

 

“Who is he? I don’t know whom you are talking about,” Alyosha

faltered, beginning to be alarmed.

 

“Yes, you do know. or how could you- ? It’s impossible that you

don’t know.”

 

Suddenly he seemed to check himself. He stood still and seemed

to reflect. A strange grin contorted his lips.

 

“Brother,” Alyosha began again, in a shaking voice, “I have said

this to you, because you’ll believe my word, I know that. I tell you

once and for all, it’s not you. You hear, once for all! God has put it

into my heart to say this to you, even though it may make you hate

me from this hour.”

 

But by now Ivan had apparently regained his self-control.

 

“Alexey Fyodorovitch,” he said, with a cold smile, “I can’t endure

prophets and epileptics-messengers from God especially-and you

know that only too well. I break off all relations with you from

this moment and probably for ever. I beg you to leave me at this

turning. It’s the way to your lodgings, too. You’d better be

particularly careful not to come to me to-day! Do you hear?”

 

He turned and walked on with a firm step, not looking back.

 

“Brother,” Alyosha called after him, “if anything happens to you

to-day, turn to me before anyone!”

 

But Ivan made no reply. Alyosha stood under the lamp-post at the

cross roads, till Ivan had vanished into the darkness. Then he

turned and walked slowly homewards. Both Alyosha and Ivan were

living in lodgings; neither of them was willing to live in Fyodor

Pavlovitch’s empty house. Alyosha had a furnished room in the house of

some working people. Ivan lived some distance from him. He had taken a

roomy and fairly comfortable lodge attached to a fine house that

belonged to a well-to-do lady, the widow of an official. But his

only attendant was a deaf and rheumatic old crone who went to bed at

six o’clock every evening and got up at six in the morning. Ivan had

become remarkably indifferent to his comforts of late, and very fond

of being alone. He did everything for himself in the one room he lived

in, and rarely entered any of the other rooms in his abode.

 

He reached the gate of the house and had his hand on the bell,

when he suddenly stopped. He felt that he was trembling all over

with anger. Suddenly he let go of the bell, turned back with a

curse, and walked with rapid steps in the opposite direction. He

walked a mile and a half to a tiny, slanting, wooden house, almost a

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