My Personal Hell on Earth by true.vampire.witch NJS (best motivational books of all time .TXT) 📖

kiss me again?" I smiled again to sweetly "yes I am reading your mind and no your not good at hiding your thoughts"

"who says I wanna kiss you" he smirked at me "ya ever think i could b thinkin of a different girl?" he finished

I mached his smirk

"your THINKING it and it's NOT about another girl" I said still smirking "cause images of you and me on the floor at the old place and on the couch, us on the floor laughing cause you kept pinching my ass and I threw you against a wall ect." I smirked but then it turned into a sad smile "and.. Of me biteing you when you pulled me away from the windowsill... I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you..." I looked away and got up to walk away from him but he read my thoughts and were by the knives in an instant.

He grabbed me and threw me back on the couch and just stared at me

"you know one day you'll forget about me kissing me doesn't help anymore nothing does if I'm gone it all gets better life will go on you'll forget about me in time and no one will miss me" I looked away and jumped of the couch and had the knife in my and and he started to move close "one more step and I won't breath anymore gimme one good reason I shouldn't because you'll get over me you'll forget your life will be better with me gone so I'm doing this FOR you so if you try to say "me" it won't work because I'm doing it FOR you!" tears streake down my face tears of anger of pain for bringing him into this I could feel him in my mind probing for something to use to make me stop

I looked away for one second and he was by my side fighting me for the knife "JUST LET ME GO NOTHING YOU DO WILL WORK ON ME ANYMORE!" I looked him in the eyes but I let go of the knife.

He flung the knife across the room burrying it in the wall and wrapped his arms around me and held me close

"DAMMIT BEN FUCKING LET ME GO I SAID NOTHING WILL WORK AND YOUR TRYING TO CURE EVERYTHING WITH A HUG!" I pushed away enough to look in his eyes "You were almost killed because of me... if I were dead nothing bad would ever happen to you again!" I stared into his blue eyes hard

"you being dead would be worse than me dieing" he said looking right back in my eyes "now calm down" instantly I felt calm oh man he needs to stop using his powers on me

I glared at him "stop using magic on me you don't know what I've seen or done for that matter and you won't ever understand..." but my voice was becoming week bcause he was calming me down so I did what I could I stuck my tongue out at him and thought the line of things I wanted to say to him but couldn't and also told him I hate that he makes me revert back to a two year old little girl.

"I WILL bite your tongue if you stick it out again and you are two and two year olds get spankings for misbehaveing" he stared at me a smile pulling at the corner of his lips

I thought at him 'you wouldn't dare! and one year olds get slapped cause they ain't got no ass to spank' I stuck my tongue out at him again just because.

He quickly bit my tongue and I could tell he was about to put me to sleep I flung him angenst the wall.

He landed hard and stuck there I walked up to him suspened him in ther air circleing him. I made him go down on his knees looked him in the eyes my eyes shineing "I win!" I stuck my tongue out again "I ain't ganna go to sleep for a while deary I been sleeping for what 2-3 DAYS now haha!" I let him go but I had my guard up against his magic and spun to face him

I havnt used my powers on him almost ever but even though he was shocked he said "two can play at that" and flung himself across the room and colided with me hard enough to knock the wind outa me for a second, but that was all he needed he was sitting on me more like laying on me like I was a sofa.

"get the hell off!" I said struggleing

"or what?" he said smileing sweetly

"or you'll force my hand" I smiled evily "...and I mean it literaly"

He stared for a second then said "bring it" and smiled with his own evil smile

I flung my hands at him and he flew off, not as far as I wanted him to go I felt a block... the little shits been watching me block him.

He groaned and rolled over jumping to his feet "Fine, like I said TWO can play at that game" he smile and flung his hands at me I easily deflected it

And stuck my tongue out at him... again. He was by my side in the blink of an eye I gasped as he grabbed me and threw me on the couch pinning me there I glared at him "You little shit you've been into my books you learned how to project" project is a term meaning flash from one place to another in litteraly the blink of an eye.

"Yup yup" he said smileing getting his face a bit TO close to mine "some good stuff too why you keeping it from me?"

I couldn't tell if he was talking about my colection of spell books or me I got dizzy. I could feel him reading my mind but I couldn't stop it his hands were on me he was makeing sure I could t block him out of what I was thinking at that moment, and right now I was still trying to figure out If he ment why was I keeping the books from him or myself.

He let his body fall on me compleatly. I groaned "Your... not as light... as you think you... are. Get. Off." I smiled and stuck my tongue out yet again

He smiled and me "No.." he said getting his face even closer to mine so we were about the thinkness of one sheet of paper away from each other

I started going cross eyed I finally got frustraited "are you ganna kiss me or are you just ganna lay on me?" I sighed

He laugh and said "if you want a kiss get it yourself"

"Hmm let me think about that how bout NOT and you get off me"

"No"

"Why not?"

"oh stop complaining you know you like it"

"ok then" I smiled "I'm going to bed" I blinked and my cloths were off and on so fast you couldn't see a thing I was in my silky PJ's tank with silky shorts best sleeping clothes EVER!

He blinked "what the..." he looked confused

"yes I did just change while you were LITERALLY on top of me" I smiled sweetly waiting for his reaction.

He didn't skip a beat he changed into his too a muscle shirt and pajama pants.

I glared at him and laughed "are you TRYING to make me kiss you?"

"..maayybbee.." he dragged put the word

"well it and ganna work" I turned on my side and close my eyes to go to sleep he still stayed on top of me I was hopeing his shirt would come off...

Suddnly I felt his bare skin on my arms and hands and I opened my eyes to find he didn't have a shirt on he looked confused, so I know he didn't do it.

"damn I need to learn to control my emotions better" I mummbled I made his short disapear he didn't hear me or at least didn't say anything

All of a sudden my hair was out of it's pokey tail and cascadeing down my sholders I looked at him he was smileing evily

I gasped shocked I didn't think he would do anything back "sorry" I mummbled "I didn't mean to" still mummbling I waited for him to say or do something.
He said "You know you really are beautiful especialy with your hair down" he smiled at me a warm smile and I smiled back ,but just to mess with him I stuck my tongue out again and then pulled it quickly back in I cept doing that for a while.

He laughed and covered my mouth with his hand "Licking your lips is bad you know" he said still laughing

I bit and licked his hand trying to get it off of my mouth he just smiled and moved it.

I pushed his body away from me as far as I could and said "are you ganna sleep ON me or what?"

He chuckled and said "yup. Not like I could sleep with

I smiled "you could dumb ass" i laughed "its called lauing NEXT to me!" i stuck my tongue out and laughed again then said "do you wanna listen to the radio?" to change the subject

He pretended to pout"awe only next"
he laughed too "sure why not you know what kind I like" he chuckled again.

I made it play and it was playing "are you ganna kiss me or not" one of my favorite song but then I remembered what I just said to him and laughed uncomfortably "I'm sorry I'll change the song!" my nevouseness was detectable I'm my voice. I blushed and looked away my mind was open to him I couldn't block him out I was afraid of what he would say.

He laughed at me... again. I pouted he moved so he was laying behind me on the back of the couch and put his arms around me he knew I would run if he didn't. Smart boy.

I turned the couch into a bed, a nice poster king sized bed I hated sleeping on couches there so uncomfortable.

I rolled over so I was face to face with him and kissed him on his cheek and his nose I was ganna wait to see if he was ganna kiss me or if I would just go to sleep.

He kissed me back same places then moved to hover over my lips. The moment his lips touched mine electricity shot through me I gasped but didn't pull away, he pulled me closer still kissing me. I flipped over so I was more comfortable never moveing my mouth from his.

He grabbed my back and pulled me even closer, we were like one person in two seperately bodies.

He bit my lip and I bit his he pulled away I was breathing hard my heart pounding his was too. He kissed my mouth then my cheek and went to my neck biteing gently and getting slightly rougher but not to bad. I liked it, one of his hands was twisted in my hair the other one was on my lower back.

I pulled away and sat cross legged smileing "I win" I said smileing

He rolled his eyes and said "yeah ok what ever blondy needs to come give me another