His Sanity by Mirah Selim (great book club books .txt) 📖

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As soon as his lips touched hers her heart melt away. Her mind wasn't in its right place. All she wanted was to feel him. To hold him. To let him touch her.

Lucifer wrapped one arm around her tiny waist making her arch her back a little. Their lips started moving at a slow and steady pace.

The kiss was soft full of love and care. That time there was no one except him and her. He wanted to forget everything around him and just wanted to hold her.

He had no idea why she gave up. He knew he tried kissing her last time as well. And it is obvious it's him only him she ends up giving up in front of.

She never got weak in front of aggressive Lucifer or the kid one but instead, she let this Lucifer. The one she craved for years to see again have control over her senses. Only this Lucifer have control over a vixen under him.

Soon the kiss turned into a ferocious passionate one. Catelin's wrapped arms pulled his face down more as she pressed her lips against his more.

They both forgot about the reality. They just wanted to submerge into this moment even though it was for some time.

Sucking her lower lip he earned a soft moan from her shoving his tongue inside her mouth exploring thoroughly. She made an unfamiliar sound as her back arched in pleasure when he held her lower lip between his teeth and pulled it.

She was sure he must have left a mark. Soon his lips left hers letting both of their systems inhale a good amount of air.

He opened his eyes only to find hers closed as she breathed out heavily. Her chest kept on meeting his as she hungrily breathed out.

Leaning down he let his desires burn higher as he kissed her smooth jaw. Her eyes snapped open only for her to throw her head back in pleasure.

His wet kisses went all over her neck making her tighten her hold on his shoulders.

"Ah." She let out a yelp when he bit her throat bone. Her head went backwards even more giving him more access to her neck.

He sucked harder on her soft spot only to earn loud moans from her which were music to his ears. She felt him pulling her shirt a little up.

Soon his lips met her displayed collarbone kissing her flesh before leaving open mouth kisses all over. Her eyes rolled back in pleasure.

Her mind wasn't with her. All she could feel was his touch on her body. All she wanted was his hands to touch her more and more.

He slid his hand under her shirt making her jolt up as his cold hand landed on her warm body. He moved his cold fingers on her skin making her dig her nails in his clothed shoulders.

She closed her eyes and feeling him kissing her neck repeatedly. He kissed all over her neck as an ending touch and moved towards her face only to find her lying there on his mercy.

If he wanted he could easily take her and make her his. There was no way she could stop him as she had given up and he had her consent from the way she wasn't stopping him but he refused to love her this way.

He can't take advantage of her vulnerability. One thing he had understood was that this real Lucifer is her weakness. She had no control over her when it comes to him. Her way of behaving with him and with his other personalities is completely different.

But he had no idea why she let him touch her but not the aggressive or kid Lucifer?

What's so different about him? That she's ready to let him do whatever he wants with her.

He caressed her flushed cheek making her peer her eyes open as she felt him stopping his actions. Her lustful eyes met his desired yet full of Love gaze.

"I want you to know one thing little one." He whispered leaning to her face letting his nose brush against hers.

"Even though it wasn't me who confessed but it was the truth." She looked into his hazel eyes as he continued.

"I love you Catelin. It's not only them but it's also me. I love you more than anything." He said caressing her cheek.

Her heart pumped in her ears hearing his words. She wanted to jump on him and yell the feelings her heart feels for him. But she knew it wasn't the right time.

She held her hand up and placed it on his beard jaw caressing it. "Tell me how should I help you. Come back to me Lucifer. Please." She begged to stare at him with a pleading gaze.

He sighed heavily leaning closer and placing his forehead against hers.

"I can't. I don't know how? Just accept us Catelin. Accept me the way I am. Accept me with my aggressive personality as well as my kid one. I love you and they do too. Just accept us."

He said and instantly she forced him to pull his face back a little so she could stare into his eyes. She shook her head.

"I will never. I will bring you back Lucifer. That kid and aggressive Lucifer have to leave you. I will do anything to cure you. Just trust me." Lucifer gritted his teeth in anger.

"Why can't you understand it's impossible. It's been almost 13 years do you think you can help us no. No one can. Just accept us. Marry us and we will live together happily." She chuckled staring at him in disbelief.

"Marry you? Live happily with you?From where all of this is coming? What about me? If I wanted to marry you I would have said yes to your father when he asked me to be your bride. Just because you want me to accept you doesn't mean I will."

Lucifer's inside started burning up hearing her words. She glared at him and he did the same. Her words made him think that she's pointing out that she doesn't like him.

"You will start loving me. It's not a problem Catelin. Just accept us I swear that will the best decision of your life." He said making her shook her head in disbelief.

"Loving you is not the main point here Lucifer. Look at you. Do you think you can take responsibility of someone? You hide this truth of yours from the world and I can see that you're not planning to tell anyone that you can be normal again but you just don't want to."