What if i love you by brea isomee (books to read to get smarter .TXT) 📖

/> " and i think you really should shut up ."

" for real , what if somethings happening to the baby , don't you think we need to know ? Plus i want to know what you're having ."

" oh , " i can hear the amusement in her voice " that's what this is about . You want to know if your going to be teaching a little boy to play basketball or shooting after little boys who chase after your daughter . . . . i get it ."

I laughed " that's part of the reason . I just want you to be healthy ."

" i'm fine Damon . Really . But ,we do need to talk ."

" what about ?"

" The baby . I'm scared Damon . What if it really is sick or something ? Then what ?"

" then nothing .I'ma still love it and take care of it and i know you will too . End of story ."

" then how do we tell it about us ? Huh ? Since you know everything . How do you tell it that it's your child and niece or nephew . Huh ?"

I sighed " i don't know , but , it'll all work out . Trust me . "

" i love you Damon , i haven't told you a lot and , i don't know . I'm just stressed ."

" it's cool , babe ."

Destiny begins to snuggle up in my lap and i know this is the position we'll fall asleep in , but i don't mind . I love Destiny , i love holding her in my arms like this . I hope it'll be like this always .
Epilogue -

-Damon-

-6 months later-

" don't tell me to push ! Tell me not push one move time and i'ma push my fist down your throat and - aaarrrggghhh ." Destiny yelled .

I wanted to grab her hand , and kiss her all over her face , i want to ease her pain .But every time i try she just shoves me away and calls me names i've never even heard of . She's looking at me like i disgust her which , is not exactly the best feeling in the world . Of course she never screamed out that i did this to her because incest is against the law but the look in her eyes is saying all it needs to .

" get this damn baby out of me !" She took a deep breath sat up , held onto her legs and pushed . She didn't stop to take a breath , she just pushed and pushed and pushed and pushed until she fell backwards on the bed and a loud cry erupted from between her legs .

I stuck my head down there , the doctor was holding the baby " can i um , cut the umbilical cord ?"

" sure ."

He handed me scissors and i snipped it trying not to show how proud i am . " it's a girl ." Before me or Destiny could hold her the doctor handed her to the nurse to be cleaned . I didn't like the nurse holding her before i did but i kept my mouth shut .

" we're going to run some tests to make sure the baby is healthy . By the way Ms. Davis , who is the father ?"

She shrugged and closed her eyes . I can tell just how exhausted she is . Just then two more nurses entered the room and took Destiny to get cleaned up . She rolled her eyes and all the way to the bathroom was cussing them out . I smiled to myself , seems like i got my old Dez back .

I went into the waiting room to talk to everybody who showed up . Keshia , Alexis , Jamal , Ramone , Maceo and his friends , Gabriella , my dad Dougie , Jasmine , Chanel . D'Shawn , and a few aunts and uncles showed up as well along with a couple of my friends . I wasn't happy to see Maceo or Ramone , shit not Jasmine either but i'm way too happy to let that ruin my mood . As soon as they saw me they stood up : " is she okay ?" " what is the baby ?" " how come we couldn't watch her give birth ?" " i'm glad i ain't see that nasty shit ." Those were all comments coming from the crowd .

" it's a girl ."

My mother squealed " can we see her ."

My dad grabbed her arm " calm down ."

" Dougie , let me go . I want to see my grand baby . She's not even yours because you're never around so , why are you here ?"

He shook his head , " your right ." Then he walked out the hospital . Part of me didn't want him to leave , the kid inside of me was screaming for him to stay but the man in me was screaming fuck him . Some things just never change .

" the nurse took her to get cleaned and Destiny is getting cleaned up too . How about later ? I want to be the first to hold her . I mean , after all , she is my niece ."

Chanel , and D'Shawn both gave me a knowing look " okay ."

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-Destiny-

As soon as the nurse put me back into the bed with clean sheets i fell right back to sleep , only to be woken up 5 minutes later from a bunch of chatter . When i open my eyes all i see is a group of people gathered around Damon , who has a little bundle in his arms . I can just see the joy radiating off of him . No one even noticed i was woke " bring me my baby . "

Every one turned to me continuing all of their noise . Damon put her into my arms and kissed me lighlty on the forehead " she's beautiful , just like her mother ."

I beamed a bright smile up at Damon " so what are we going to name her , seeing as how you're the god- father of course ."

He shook his head smiling , " how about . . . . . Yasmin , since that's yo middle name ."

" no , how about Damaira ?"

" And we can use Yasmin as her middle name ."

" Damaira Yasmin Davis ?"

He smiled and tuned to the crowd announcing her name " Damaira Yasmin Davis ."

The crowd broke out into " oohhs " and " aahs " . .

. . . . . Damaira Yasmin Davis :)

& SHE'S PERFECTLY HEALTHY . Imprint

Publication Date: 08-07-2011

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