What if i love you by brea isomee (books to read to get smarter .TXT) 📖

/> -Damon-

" mmmmm , shit , " i felt myself exploding inside or Destiny and i became wobbly trying to hold my weight off of her . I pulled back a little and rammed into her one more good time making her scream out in pleasure and making me shoot another load inside of her .

I rolled off of Destiny trying to catch my breath . " baby , Dez , shit girl ."

She rolled onto her side laying her head on my chest breathing heavy as well " i've never felt like that before . No boy has ever made me want to do that ."

" no boy bet not ever even think about making you feel like that . And besides , i'm not a boy i'm a man ."

" okay , Mr. Man ."

I laughed a little and wrapped my arm around her pulling her body closer to mines , damn near on top of me . " i'm glad i finally got to do that ."

" me too . I never thought it would happen . . . . Babe ?"

" yeah ?" i asked sleepily .

" promise me something ? Promise me you'll be mines and only mines . I-i love you Damon ."

I looked into her face and instantly know how serious she is . " i love you too , babe . And i promise i'll be yours and only yours . Now , come on , let's get some sleep ."

She shook her head and with that we drifted off to sleep , satisfied .

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My Eyes slowly opened to a smiling Destiny " good morning sleepy head . Get up ."

" get up ? The sun Isn't even out yet , Dez . Go back to sleep ."

" nooo , mama is up . And if she catches you in here we're going to catch hell . So go . "

I made up my mind that i'm not moving , shit , i don't care . I'm way too tired and right now i don't want Destiny to not be by my side . " Destiny , i'm not moving girl . Lay back down ."

She sighed and got back into the bed , in the same position we had fallen to sleep in " fine , but if she finds you in here and goes off , don't say i didn't warn you ."

" babe, " i pulled her closer to my body " i don't care . I want you by my side right now , okay ? I love you , go back to sleep ."

She obeyed and we were sleep within minutes , not waking up until her alarm clock went off at 6 .

I went to my room , took a shower in my bathroom and did all the other stuff i need to do to get my self ready in the morning . I got dressed in a fresh whit v-neck , a pair of tan cargo shorts and i put on my white and black polo shoes . I took off the rubber band that always holds my neck length dreads in place and let my hair swing free . I'd recently cut my dreads from where they used to hang at just below my shoulders . They began to get too much to handle all together .

I look good if i must say so myself .

I went back and knocked on Destiny's door . She opened and i'm blow away by her look altogether . Not because she's never looked pretty , she always does , but because i can't believe she's mines .

She has on a rather short yellow sun dress , a white belt wrapping around her slim waist , and she has on 2 inch white and yellow wedge heels . Her hair which is usually pulled into some kind of lose bun and rarely wore down , she had down bone straight flowing to her shoulder and a little down her back . All of a sudden i got this urge , this strong urge , to take her again .

I walked in , kicking the door closed behind me and picked Destiny up , she wrapped her legs around my body instinctively . I kissed her deeply , making it well known what i want . After last night , it seems that's all i can think about . Her , her , and her . Knowing she's all mines .

" no , Damon ," she pulled away not really wanting to though , i can tell by how tight her legs are wrapped around me and home heavy her breathing is that she doesn't really want me to stop "i'm still sore form last night ."

" so , let me fix it . "

" how ? By causing more freaking pain ?! Put me down ."

With a long sigh i put her back onto the ground and we exited the room , leaving for school .

*1 WEEK LATER *

Me and Destiny are standing in her room . We have plans to go to the mall today .

" Damon ."

" yes ?"

Destiny began to look paler and paler by the second until vomit erupted from her mouth spilling onto the carpet and running down her chin . I grabbed her and guided her into her bathroom and she reached the toilet just in time to release another load . I held her hair back and rubbed up and down her back trying to sooth her " it's okay , Dez . Did you eat something bad or something ?"

" i don't know , i guess i could have . "

I'm going to go tell mom to call the carpet cleaner people so they can clean this shit up . You still want to go to the mall or no ?"

The look on her face looks like she's on the verge of crying when another load of vomit flowed from her mouth and into the toilet " i can go ."

" i knew you would say that , i don't even know why i asked . You're staying home today ."

" no , but -"

"i don't care what you say , you staying home . Aight ? Now here , " i put her hair into a rubber band so it wouldn't fall into the toilet " i'll be right back . "

I jogged into the living room to find D'Shawn and my mother laughing and talking " mom , can you call the carpet cleaners ? Destiny just threw up . I think she ate something bad . We're gonna stay home today ."

She just grunted , not even looking in my direction and continued her conversation with D'Shawn . I shrugged and went back to find Destiny brushing her teeth .

" you got me as yo' own personal servant today . I'm here to give you anything you need ."

" babe ," she spit and washed her mouth out " you don't have to ."

" yes i do . Besides , the shit that's in the mall today will be there tomorrow . I got you , Dez . Go lay down in my bed so you ain't in here with this shit and put on a comfy t shirt or something too . I'ma go make you some soup ."

She shook her head and hurried off to my room looking kind a worried , maybe i should take her to the doctor . What if she's got food poisoning or something ? Or what if it's something serious ? Damn , here i go over reacting . It's probably nothing and will go away by tomorrow morning .

I made her a bowl of chicken noodle soup and fed it to her slowly trying to make sure she eats it all but as soon as it was all down she rushed into my bathroom and threw up again . So much for the effort .

When she finished and brushed her teeth again we laid in bed , cuddled up .

" i heard you two last week ." i sat up and looked at my mother who's standing at the foot of my bed just looking .

" ma' , please -"

" oh boy , shut up ! You , Destiny , go into the living room or something now ."

Destiny's making a move to get up but i grab her arm to stop her " ma' , she's sick . Can we do this later ?"

" no ! DESTINY . OUT . NOW ."

She walked swiftly from the room and i turned back to my mom " what is this about ?"

" it's about you two . I thought i said no sex -"

" mom -"

" i am not done ! Please don't interrupt me again . You know , that baby can come out with all kinds of mental problem ? You know that right ."

I looked at her completely confused " what baby ?"

" the baby that Destiny is now carrying . I heard you 2 last week . And Destiny isn't throwing up for nothing . Now , either it's one hell of a coincidence , and i'll bet my last dime that it's not a coincidence . Now , that baby can come out with all kinds of birth defects , down syndrome , anything ! And you , have to deal with it ."

" mama , no disrespect , but no matter what i'm going to love my fucking kids , no matter what because they're coming from me and the woman i love . I don't have a problem with it , i'm happy . I'll love them , care for them and do whatever else i have to do to make them happy and safe , okay ? Can you see how happy i am - how happy we are ? I would never ever have had sex with any other girl with out protection but with her , i don't care . I'll love her and our child . . . unconditionally ."

She sighed , sitting down on the bed next to me looking at the anger that has to be written across my face by now " Damon , Damon , Damon , you sound so much like your father . He loves you kids , you know ? Although he's always away on business , he calls you every chance he gets . When i first got pregnant with D'shawn he was there , made promises that he still lives up to today . I remember he would always come over my house and rub my belly , you know . I'm not criticizing , me and your father love you kids unconditionally even though me and him weren't in you alls position , i know you'll love your child or whatever unconditionally too . I just hope - "

" it'll be fine mom , trust me . "

" okay son . "

And with that being said she got up and walked away , as calm as can be , like none of this ever happened .