What if i love you by brea isomee (books to read to get smarter .TXT) 📖

because i know what her body wants and i also know that i refuse to stop at this point . I unclasped her bra in one swift move and threw it onto the floor , i took each one of her breast in my hands and massage them lightly running my thumbs over her already hard nipples . She let out a slow moan into my mouth .

Someone cleared their throat and i know for damn sure it's not me . I froze in place for a second , then i pulled away from her a little to look in her face , she has the same expression i do " Dez , please tell me that was you ."

She bit her bottom lip and shook her head no .

I sighed very heavily and turned my head to look out of the door where my mother is leaning against the door frame with a disapproving look on her face .

" ma' , let me explain - "

She put her hand up to stop my sentence " explain what ? That you're about to fuck your sister ? That's what you want to explain ? I'm going to finish cooking . Destiny , in the kitchen , NOW !"

My mother walked away and Destiny scrambled from under my body and but back on her shirt not carrying about the bra .

" Destiny , come here ." I said lightly as she made her way to the door .

She turned to face me and began to walk slowly toward me " why ? So you can get me into more shit ? "

" don't start ," i grabbed her waist and pulled her in between my legs watching her pout which only makes me want her more " you didn't stop me so . . . "

" whatever ."

I sighed and stood up so now i'm looking down on her " give me a kiss ."

She got on her tippy toes and pecked my lips . I was about to go for a deeper kiss when our mom called from the kitchen " i said now Destiny Yasmin Davis , not when you fucking feel like it ."

Destiny hurried out of the room leaving me to plop down on her bed wishing i'd know what's going on . All i want is Destiny , no problems , no nothing else . Why is that so fucking impossible to have ?! I turned on Destiny's stereo and put in a mix tape the was sitting on her nightstand . And wouldn't you know what old r&b song came on : 'sex with you' by Marques Houston . I slammed my hand on the off button , sexually frustrated and a little pissed off .

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-Destiny-

" yes ma'am ?" i asked as i entered the kitchen .

My mother didn't answer right away , she put some chicken breasts in a pan and stuck them in the oven and began to make some stir-fry before spoke " my own children , in my house , together . Humph , i don't like it not one damn bit . I'm a Christian , you know this , now i don't force my religion on you or your brother because it's your choice but it's just not right . Incest ?! Really Destiny ? What happened to that nice boy you were dating , Kevin ? "

" He was nice but - " i paused , what else should i say .

" but what ?"

" - he's not Damon . "

My mother shook her head and breathed deeply never looking in my direction " you're siblings ! Please . God ." She sounds like she's close to tears by this time .

" i know . It's not something i want either -"

" then don't do it . It's that simple !"

" it's not that simple , at all ! You don't know until you've been in our shoes , okay ? Can you drop it please ."

" Destiny , i love you kids . I love your oldest brother D'Shawn too , and no matter what decisions you all make in life nothing will ever change that . I just wanted to express that to you . I don't agree but , i can't stop it . True love concurs all , and a decision like this is forever , just remember that . Now , go get Damon , i want us all to talk about this . "

I really don't want to talk about this , at all . I wish it could still just be between me and Damon , it felt much better that way . But now that she knows i guess we might as well get this conversation over with .

" come here Damon ."

He got up off my bed and walked over to me pulling me into his arms " wassupp ? What she say ?"

" she said come here . And can you please stop touching me ? Your not making anything better ."

He removed his hands " but do me a favor ."

" what ?"
" get naaakkeeedd , " he said copying off of that Travis Porter song .

I just laughed a little bit and we walked into the kitchen and sat at the kitchen table across from our mom . The silence is becoming too much for me to bare but i'll e damned if i'm gonna be the first to say something . And from the looks of it Damon is thinking the same thing .

" Damon , son ,"her voice cracked a little " i told your sister i do not approve , at all . But , i can't stop what's going to happen . I just want you two to make sure this is what you want and that you'll be able to deal with your decisions in the future ."

Damon spoke next " this is what we want . ma' . I don't mean to disappoint you or anything but i've been loving Dez for some years now . I thought the feeling was nothing , you know ? I thought i was reading too far into shit - i mean stuff . But , i know i'm not . I want this girl right here ," he grabbed my hand up under the table "to be in my life as more than just my sister . I can't help that i want her to have my kids , and that i love her . "

I saw my mother cringe a little bit when Damon said he wants me to have his kids , but she tried her best to hide it . I can tell how much she really does love us . She just wants the best for us and i'm glad for that .

" mom -"

Before i could finish she cut me off " no sex ."

At about this point Damon's got a look on his face like what-the-fuck " ma' ! What you mean no sex ?"

" exactly what i said , no sex ."

Damon let out a groan and dropped his head on to the table .

" damn . Is that all you want from me ?" I asked with a amused grin on my face .

Damon leaned over toward me so his forehead was leaning against mines and he was looking deep into my eyes " baby , you know it's deeper than that ."

" so be quiet then ," i said as i quickly pecked him on his lips and pulled away .

My mom smirked a little " as much as i hate to say this , you two are a cute couple . "

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-Damon-

Don't get me wrong , me and Destiny go way deeper than just a physical connection but , do you know how much i love sex ?! Obviously not . When all else fails sex can put a smile on my face . What am i going to do ? I at least need to hit it once . I laughed in my head , how can i say that without feeling guilty ?

" as much as i hate to say this , you two are a cute couple ."

Me and Destiny both glanced at my mother shocked , Did she just say that ? I didn't think she'd come around even though she doesn't approve of this . Hell , i'm not sure if i even approve . But it's happening , she said it , and i'm happy . Now all i can hope is that i'm good enough a man to make Destiny happy .

" did you really just say that ?"

"yes , son , i did . And another thing , no kissy feely stuff either , okay ?"
" damn , mama . What can we do then ?"

" boy , watch your mouth . And you can't do nothing . Now watch the food , i gotta go to the restroom ."

When my mom exited the room i looked at Destiny who looks ecstatic " what's so exciting ?"

" that we won't have to hide this from mom ."

" so , can i kiss you ?"

" make it quick ."

As soon as our lips touched i got a slap on the back of my head and the shit started to sting . I pulled away from Destiny quick fast and in a hurry .

"i'm gone for less than 5 minutes and you kissing her already ! Keep it in your pants ."

I looked at my mom who looks slightly amused " it was just a kiss ."

" and i thought i told you no kissing . "

I just took a deep breath and shook my head while Destiny and my mom both laughed at me . Then my mom went to go check the food and i just watched Destiny watch me .

She stuck her tongue out at me and ran out of the room laughing before i could grab her . I watched her butt switch back and forth as she ran and i began to wish that she's not my sister , that would make this so much easier .

We ate dinner , mostly in silence , it wasn't an awkward silence or anything but nobody had anything to say . And i'm kind of happy because i can hear my own thoughts flow through my head . After dinner i kissed Destiny and we both went to our own rooms .

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Chapter two - part 2

-Jasmine-

My mind is focusing strictly on Damon , his eyes , his dreads , his muscles .

It's Tuesday , lunch time , and through all the people in the cafeteria i'm still able to spot him sitting at a table with his friends laughing and cracking jokes . I love how when he smiles his dimple sinks straight into his cheek . Yes , he has only one dimple that sits perfectly in the middle of his right cheek .

" Jass ! Hello ?!"

" Jasmine !"

I heard