I Dont Want To Love by Nyree (ereader iphone .txt) 📖

like everyone elses life.What do you mean?I mean i wish my family was still alive,i wish that i still had a mother and father.Or a brothers and sisters like you.

Fara you don't need to feel sad about anything any more.As long as you have me with you,everything will be different.Thanks,why do you always know the right thing to say.I know how people feel so maybe thats why. After both of us talking about life and people for the past hour i started to fall asleep.I was dreamming and the dreams i dreamed wern't as plesent as they use to be.I saw Darren being ripped to shreds by something and then his family burning in a blazeing fire.I tossed and turned all night till a woke up i a huge gasp of air.Whats wrong Fara,are you okay?Yeah just had a mightmare.What about?Just some stuff,i don't want to worry you about anything.By the way what time is it.It's 12:30 in the morning Why.I think i need to go home,i'll see you later Darren.Wait do you want me to walk you home.No i'm good.Fara are you sure you're okay.Yeah i'll see you tomorrow okay.

Yeah you just be carefull walking home alright.I don't need to walk there i got magic on my side.I couldn't stay there any longer without crying my eyes out.Darren doesn't need to see me sad and afraid.That will just make him worry more and more about me.And i can't see him sad.Going home to a small Dark place thats empty just made me think about Flow.After i had that terrible nightmare i couldn't fall back a sleep again.I just went in my room and tried to meditate but my head wasn't letting me.I couldn't clean my thaughts if my life depended on it.Around 8:30 this morning i finally fell back asleep and all i could do was cry.There was a sudden nock on the front door and i really didn't want to get up to get it so i just lied there.Fara you up.Oh snippit Darrens hear,i don't want him to see me like this.Fara are you okay,you left in such a hurry last night i wanted to make sure you're okay.

I'm fine Darrren.I pulled the covers over my head.Because i didn'twant him to see me crying.Are you sure you're okay.No you're not Fara i can hear a quiver in you're voice.Darren trust me i'm fine.Okay if you'e fine then why won't you look at me.I'm not leaving this spot till you at me.Okay fine,i turned towards him.When i looked at him i started to almost cry again.See i new something was wrong.He grabbed me and held me tightly in his arms and started to rock me back in forth.I just cried and cried.Fara whats the matter,whats makeing you cry?I don't want to tell you.Please,i hate to see you sad about something that i can't help with.Okay,It's about that dream i had last night and i can't forget it.What happened in the dream?Well in the dream you were being torn apart and you're family was burning.But the witches were there makeing me watch all of you die in agonizing pain.It killed me inside to see all of you die.

It's okay i won't let nothing that you dreamed happen to you or anyone.He stayed hugging my and i stayed hugging him.I stopped crying,stood up and walked towards the window.Darren put his arms around my waist and held me close to him.What are you looking at Fara.Just the people walking around.He turned me around so that i was faceing him and he looke at me like he wanted something and i new exactly what he wanted so i kissed him once,twice and a third time.But after the fourth time we just held a long lip lock that lasted a while.people who say that they don't need love or a man.I just have one thing to say to all of you out there and that is that you're lying like a dog.You know love isn't love without someone else.

Darren i love you.I love you to Fara and i have a suprise for you Fara.Really what suprise is that?Well you'll see later,i want you to meet me by the pond in the park at 6:30.Okay i'll be their.He gave me a kiss goodbye and left.For the next 5 hours all i could think about was wonder what should i wear and what does he have planned for use to do in the park.But the big thing i was thinking about was WHAT AM I GOING TO WHERE.I went threw my closet over and over again and i can't find anything.I went from dress to dress,skirt to skirt,shirt to shirt that would make me look smokeing hot.I had one hour left till i had to go see Darren.I closed my eyes and piked a random outfit and the out fit matched and everything.If i new that i could do that i wouldn't have spent an hour looking.

I picked this shirt that was red and had a black skull on it and underneath the skull it said i'm dark undeneath but hot on the outside.The shorts i was wareing were short shorts,they was red and black with stipes on them.Then i was thinking about wareing my black flip flops or stilettos.The only reason i was going to ware the outfit was because i liked how it fit on me and i didn't what we were going to do.It was 6:30 and Darren was sittin near the pond with a basket next to him.Hey Darren so whats going on hear.Picnic in park and might i say you look hot.Thank you,it's about 90 degrees out hear so yeah you gato dress cool to stay cool.So whats in the basket?I have a turkey sandwich,friut roll-up and last but not least shaved ice.Wow very romantic,what are you reading?Oh ths book called lockdown written by Mike Myres.Oh i read that book but i never finished it.

I started to eat th shaved ice first.I could tell that Darren was finished with the chapter he was reading because he pulled me closer to him.I felt his cool touch on my skin instantly.I shiverd a little bit but i adapted to it.I felt nice to cool off on a hot summery day.Me andDarre stayed at the park for about an hour and a half just talking.Fara i have something to ask you.What is it Darren?Well Faraganda Illan mackavie.I love you with all my heart and i want t spend the rest of my life with you.Would you do me the honors of bein my wife,will you marry me?Yeah he said the words every girl loves to hear "Will you Marry Me ?".That was my wish,i wished tat one day Darren would ake me to marry him.But something or someone always ruiens good moments.But this was definitely a something.It fell fro the sky and landead in the water.I't arose from the water and pionted a large blaster at me.Fara whats going on?

It's happening again........


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