No More Pain by Danea (recommended reading txt) 📖

ask him if he wanted to come. I knocked at his door. He opened it.
Me: hey umm me and my silblings are going to the park you wanna come
Jake: umm no not today
Me: why?
Jake: umm i gotta go
Me: ok ill call you then
All he did was close the door.
I tokk us to the park.
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We had finally gotten back from the park and miles and kelly were tired they ran inside. I walked over to jakes house. His brother answered.
Me: umm is jake here
Brother: yeah come in
I walked in and jake was eating.
Me: oh sorry to disturb i just wanted to see you
He didnt say anything
Me: umm jake is something bothering you
Jake: yes you
Me: me i yelled
Jake: look right now i dont feel like talking
Me: well jake i didnt feel like doing alot of things but i did
Jake: look not today tia
Me: umm jake what has gotten in to you
Jake: look i cant take your stuff anymore i have tried to help you more than once your disgusting you have scares all over your stomach and arms your just sick.
Me: Tears started comming umm jake im sorry i was just trying to talk to you i didnt know you felt this way im sorry. Umm i'll go.
I walked out. He stood at the door.
me: bye jake
He just closed the door.
I walked off.
Chapter Thirteen

IT had been two weeks since jake had talked to me and this were getting cold and lonely. I feel stupid he was right i was disgusting and sick. I walked outside to take out the trash and i saw this girl with jake. I turned my head so he would't know i was looking at him. I just didn't understand why would he hate me now all of a sudden. I put the trash away and i looked over to him he gave the girl a hug. Then he took a glimpse at me and turned away. I was going to walk up to him but i didn't. I was rolling the trash to the garage. But then it tiped over and all the trash fell out. Then jake came over and helped pick it up.
Me: thanks i really needed your help
Jake: Yeah
Me: umm jake can we talk
Jake: umm not right now
Me: well what would be a good time
Jake: umm dont you see im trying to get away from you
I got up and pushed jake to the garage the girl looked at me and everyone else.
Me: jake i dont know what has gotten into you but it really needs to stop your scaring me.
Jake: look let go of me and stop please
I kissed him and kept kissing him.
Girl: jake you didnt tell me you had a girlfriend
She got in her car and drove off.
Jake: look kissing me isn't going to change anything
Me: why you acting like this
Jake: cuzz im tired you dont know what you wnat to do. But look if you wanna keep getting beaten and raped thats fine with me.
I smacked him as tears came out my eyes.
Jake: look sorry that wasn't suppose to come out like that i dont know what i was thinking im truly sorry.
I just kept walking.
Me: look jake if you dont wanna be with me thats fine
Jake: look its not like that its just look its difficult
Me; i dont understand whats so difficult
Jake: you
Me: why
Jake: look i love you to death but you cant keep hurting yourself you making me sad. Look i have dreams of you at night and they aint good.
Me: look im sorry but this time im going to do something i promise.
Jake: then stop talking and do it.
He kissed me and i kissed him back. Then a trail of leaveds flew and blew my hair in crazy directions. I looked at jakes pale cheeks and my brown skin, we made a good couple.

chapter Fourteen

I was sitting on my bed playing with miles and kelly. Then my dad walked in.
Me: kelly and miles go to lisa house
Kelly: why we want to stay with you
Me: go now
They jumped off the bed and went outside.
Dad: see you have issues
Me: look can you get out please
Dad: im a afraid not i just got in here
Me: im asking you to get out
Dad: look i just wanna talk
I started to scoot back in my bed but he kept comming closer.
dad: whats wrong im not going to hurt you
I grabbed my lamp.
Dad: now your not going to do nothing with that so put the lamp down
Me: no i yelled
He tried to reach for it but i panicked and hit him with it. He went uncounsious i hopped out the bed and ran down the steps. I ran outside. I saw lisa jake and kelly and miles outside. Jake ran up to me.
Jake: whats wrong
Me: tears started comming he tried to hurt me
Jake: look we gotta go
Then my dad came running outside he grabbed kelly and miles.
Me: no let them go take me
Jake; no he will hurt you
Lisa: what going on
Me: lisa go now
She ran.
Me: daddy let them go
Dad: no you think its funny to hit me with a lamp do you
He gripped kelly and miles tighter
Then my mom rolled up.
Mom: whats going on
Me: mom hes hurting them hes hurting me
Mom: look lets all go inside
Jake: no she wont
Mom: lets go
Me: are you crazy
Everybody was talking at once.
Me: jake i have to go
Jake: no you wont
Dad: im not going to hurt you
My mom opened the door.
I walked in but jake tried to get me but i was to fast.
Me: dad now let them go
Mom: look whats going on
Me: mama i cant lie to you anymore your husband is not who he seems
Dad: dont listen to her shes a liar
Me: shutup mom he raped me and he tried to do it again
Kelly and Miles: mama its true
My mama was crying. She grabbed a lighter and put the cigarette in her mouth.
Me: mama he hurt me
Mom: shutup your a lair
I looked at her crazy.
Me: mama you wont believe me
Dad: see shes just trying to get in your head
Me: mom who would you believe me or him
Mom: look im going to bed honey come with me
Me: you bitch
My mama smacked me. I was fed up steam came up to me.
Me: well if you dont get rid of him i will
My mama and dad laughed.
I walked outside with miles and kelly. jake was right there.
jake: what happened
Me: she didnt believe me
Jake: well make her
Me: shes not
Jake: well what are you going to do
Me: im going to do something and i dont want kelly or miles with me so can they saty with you
Kelly: your not going to do anything crazy are you
Me: look go
Jake: look im comming with you
Me: no im fine

Chapter Fifthteen

I was sleeping when my dada knocked at the door. I had a knife under my pillow.
Dad: hey sweetie you awake
I started to grab the knife
dad: you really thought she would believe you didnt you
Me: get out
Dad: you dont scare me but i know i scare you
Me: you used to but now you dont so get out
He started to scoot closer and closer. I jumped
dad: you are scary
He touched my legs and everywhere else. I tried to grabb the knife but he saw it and thre it across the room. Now i was scared.
I started yelling as he wripped my shirt.
Then my mom came in.
Mom: get off of her now
He punched my mom. I grabbed the knife.
Dad: your not going to do anything with that
He moved closer and then i herd a scream. It was so loud. I looked down and i had saw that i had cut him with the kife from face to stomach. Blood was everywhere, my mom got up and huged me. We ran out the house as my mom called the police.Jake, kelly and miles came running. I huged them tight and jake kissed me. The police came and locked him up. I felt stronger braver.
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To this day I am doing good. Miles and kelly are doing good to. My mom now attends a rehab and we live with my aunt. Me and jake are still together. I see him every now and then but we still talk. If it wasnt for jakes faith in me i would still be depressed today. Now im not that girl who sits on her bed crying her heart out cutting herslef and feeling disgusted and stupid. or looking at plain white walls. I am not that girl anymore.