Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (book reader for pc TXT) 📖

I know I've treated you wrong

But I'm trying to make it right

 

I feel really bad

But I think I see the light

 

I feel it really close

And can sometimes glimpse the bright

 

Though it's never within reach

I still try with all my might

 

I know I've treated you wrong

But I'm trying to make it right

 

I'm so very sorry

For putting you in this fight

INSIDE

My heart races for only you.

It sits in my chest,

Fluttering like a bird at just the sight of you.

And as you get closer,

As I'm drawn to you like a magnet,

My heart beats rapidly in anticipation.

It races and pounds and sends butterflies permeating through my blood stream.

They scatter and fly throughout me,

Paralyzing me to the spot.

As you trace my skin with your fingertips,

I get electric shocks in currents through my body.

The sound of your voice saying my name sends my heart beat into a frenzy.

It doesn't matter how many mornings I wake up beside you,

You still make my heart race.

It must be love!

IT MUST BE LOVE (JULY 16, 2013)

My heart races for only you.

It sits in my chest,

Fluttering like a bird at just the sight of you.

And as you get closer,

As I'm drawn to you like a magnet,

My heart beats rapidly in anticipation.

It races and pounds and sends butterflies permeating through my blood stream.

They scatter and fly throughout me,

Paralyzing me to the spot.

As you trace my skin with your fingertips,

I get electric shocks in currents through my body.

The sound of your voice saying my name sends my heart beat into a frenzy.

It doesn't matter how many mornings I wake up beside you,

You still make my heart race.

It must be love!

IT'S THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

It's the way you love me

It's the way... It's the way

You love me

A love like no other

Without you

I'd be just another girl

A whisper long forgotten in the wind

 

I wouldn't know who I am

Without you here to tell me

Then there you are

Taking my hand

And guiding me through life

In the darkening, dead night

The only star in the sky

Hanging there just for me

 

It's the way you love me

A love like no other

Without you

I'd be just another girl

A whisper long forgotten in the wind

I'VE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH

I didn't now that it would hurt this much

To say that I've finally had enough

Tears threaten at every turn

And it's your touch for which I yearn

LEFT ALONE

Left alone in the dark

Crying... Bleeding from the heart

My sister hates my freaking guts

Tumbling... Spinning like a klutz

LET ME FLY

My broken wings

They cannot fly

One last time

I wish to soar

The open sky

Let me fly

Like a bird

Instead of dying

Like a butterfly

LIFE IS NOTHING BUT A GAME

You've been let down

You've been let down

By every soul you've come around

You can't get out

You can't get out

Of these never ending, killing thoughts

They crawl inside your head like a demon posessing the undead

Your white sleeves bleed through

You say no one understands your pain

But I feel the same

Life is nothing but a game

It always ends the same

The fear just seems to gain

You feel nothing but the pain

With not self control, you lost your soul

But who's to blame?

You feel ashamed to show who you really are

Just run that extra yard

Be that wild card

You dream of being free but then you look at me

And say it just wasn't meant to be

So take my hand

Take my hand

I'll show you that I understand

LIFETIME RIDE (AUGUST 27, 2013)

What's there to fear

When you have me by your side?

What's there to be afraid of

If you never have to worry about Goodbye?

 

So please don't be afraid, my love

I'll take you by the hand

My arms are open for only you

And I'll always understand

 

My love for you has no limits

I'm here for your every need

I'll protect you with everything I can

And for that you'll never bleed

 

I'm always gonna be here

For your every worry and fear

And when things seem too much

I'll simply hold you near

 

When you feel yourself start to pull away

That's when you need me most

So please, my love, just trust me

Don't be afraid to let me too close

 

No matter what your worries are

I'll always be by your side

You can always open up to me

So just hold on for this lifetime ride

LONG GONE (OCTOBER 29, 2014)

Who am I to think,

That you could possibly love me?

I'll never be good enough,

It's plain to see.

 

I've given you plenty of chances.

Do you even care?

You keep repeating your mistakes,

And expecting me to always be there.

 

Well, I hope you're happy now,

Because I'm saying Goodbye.

You promised to never hurt me,

But I guess that was a lie.

 

I gave my everything to you,

But you wanted even more.

My feelings mean nothing to you,

So I'm walking out the door.

 

You're the only oneI've truly loved,

And you threw it in my face.

I can't take anymore of this pain.

I never really belonged in this place.

 

You gave me hope and made me believe again,

And even made me smile.

But I'll never truly be enough.

I'm guessing you've known for a while.

 

You had my heart but shattered it to pieces,

Maybe that was your plan all along.

I love you with everything I have,

But soon I'll be long gone.