Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (book reader for pc TXT) 📖

LOST

I've lost track of time

I got lost in your eyes

You brought plenty of fears

And multiple tears

LOVE

Love is like a memory that can never be erased.

I find it hard not to think of you when you're always on my mind

And every time I run away, I find myself still in your arms

I don't know why I'm stil with you when you always break my heart.

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

Well you know that little thing called Love at First Sight?

Yeah, that.

I never believed in such a thing until I met him.

The one who became the sunshine to my rain

I didn't know I could ever feel so strongly about someone,

Especially in a world like this.

But who can ever stop their feelings?

Because I certainly can't...

LOVE ME FOR ME

All I've ever wanted is someone to love me for me.

Not because of my looks or my body or for what other people say about me.

I am a human being.

NOT a toy.

Please don not pretend to care.

Please do not lie, steal, cheat, or use me in any way.

Thanks. 

MARY JANE (SEPTEMBER 6, 2013)

Oh, Mary Jane you taste so nice

When your smoke enters my lungs I feel so high

You take me stress away and ease me down

As you go from hand to hand, getting passed around

You burn so fast so we load you again

I feel so good, I don't care if you're a sin

Oh, Mary Jane you're always there for me

There's so much smoke, no way to see

The feelings you give are sublime

I just want to smoke you, time after time

MASKED (NOVEMBER 25, 2012)

In a world like this, no one ACTUALLY cares who you are, what your dreams are, the struggles you've been through, or where life is going to take you.

They only care about themselves.

And when someone asks, "Are you okay?" they don't really want an answer.

People are only nice to others to put up a good front.

No one cares about anybody anymore.

Everyone is masked, at least to an extent.

But if everyone were to take off those masks and be truthful with themselves and others,

The world would be a much better place.

MAYBE SOMEDAY (FEBRUARY 13, 2012)

Looking at you I feel my pulse quicken

My body lights with ice and fire

Ice for the sorrow of us not together

And the heat for my intense desire

 

My breath comes in jagged puffs

In the ice cold, Winter air

But I'm alive with warmth

As you tell me that you care

 

But looking in your eyes, I feel pain

Because I know we will never be

Valentine's Day holds tears

As I realize you'll never belong to me

 

I try to think positive

As you kiss my lips and hold me tight

But this is just a tease, I know

But, OH! It feels so right

 

Holding back tears when you're around

I crash and break when you're away

The tears stream and slowly stop

As you tell me, "Maybe someday!"

 

ME AND HIM

I tick. He tocks.

My heart beats. His is a clock.

 

I'm set to sorrow. He's set to cry.

I say Hello. He says Goodbye.

 

My heart breaks. His does, too.

My eyes cry. He's all blue.

 

I feel sad. He feels sorrow.

I hurt today. He waits for tomorrow.

 

I fall down. He breaks apart.

I'll love him forever. He's had me from the start.

 

My heart cries out. His cries within.

My blood says Yang. His screams Yin.

 

My veins sing. He starts to shiver.

I hold his close. His body begins to quiver.

 

 

MOTHER MOON

Oh, Mother Moon, only a crescent

Yet still lighting the right path in the sky

Dawn peeks over the horizon

And it's time for a sad Goodbye

 

A little girl watches from her window

And a single tear rolls down her cheek

For the moon was her only companion

That forever she had seeked

 

Miles away, a horse calls out

To the moon that was also his friend

The moon reappears, shining and twinkling

To prove that she has no end

MY EVERYTHING (SEPTEMBER 27, 2014)

You're the smile on my face,

The love in my heart,

The thoughts in my mind,

The kisses on my lips.

You're my Prince Charming.

My hero.

My heart.

My best friend.

My entire world.

My soulmate.

My rock.

My problem solver.

My fear chaser.

My love.

My passion.

My life.

My temptation.

MY EVERYTHING!

You're the Love of my Life.

MY FUCKED UP LIFE

On the top I tried to stay,

But every time I was knocked away.

 

Lonely and