Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (book reader for pc TXT) 📖

to hold me close.

I won't change for you.

I don't believe in me.

Don't say you love me to get on my good side.

How can I be good to me, when you won't be?

All I ask is that you hug me.

Hnestly, I'm not a Princess, nor do I aspire to become one.

I'm sorry.

I'm shy.

Talk to me.

Be interested.

Be genuine.

I'm a bitch.

Compliments are taken to heart.

I hate you.

I want you.

I love you.

I'm sensitive.

What I say goes.

I am brutally honest more than likely.

I am smarter than you and you know it.

Kiss me.

Don't lie to me.

I cry.

Protect me.

When I say, "I don't care," I really do,

Chocolate, love letters and kisses are my weaknesses.

I love surprises.

I can see right through you.

I act tough, but I'm really not.

Tickles are a comfort.

Movies are great.

You don't have to fight or show off to impress me.

If I say that I'm okay, I'm really not.

Being held around the waist is a must.

I don't expect all these things from you, but some of them would be nice.

And most importantly...

Don't take me for granted or break my heart. <3

DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME BEHIND

If my hesitation to answer is long

Then know something is wrong

 

If my eyes start filling with tears

Please just hold me near

 

If I refuse to meet your eyes

Then my, "I'm okay" is really a lie

 

If my mouth is closed and my voice not heard

Then please comfort me by word

 

If my voice is quivering and begins to shake

Then you know it's my hand you need to take

 

If it looks like it's hard to breathe

Then your love is what I need

 

If it seems my heart is about to break

Then you should know my smile is fake

 

If there's despair written on my face

Then please rescue me from this place

 

If I'm lost in my own lttle world

You should know my thoughts and emotions are swirled

 

If it looks like I'm about to lose my mind

Then don't you dare leave me behind

DROWN

My fears

Soon turn to tears

 

Got to keep from falling deep

I take one giant leap

 

My tears are pouring down

I'll be lucky if I don't drown

EACH AND EVERY DAY

I wish you were here to wipe my tears away

I wish you were here each and every day

EMPTINESS

Sadness overwhelmed my body

As I saw you standing there;

My best friend

It was then that I realized

This has no end

 

This emptiness that fills me

Day after day after day

This has no end

Has no sway

 

Has no way of filling

For nothing will fill this void

This emptiness is already filled

With emptiness itself

For now, I feel like I've been toyed

END

I lay in bed

And not a word is said

 

But then he walks in

And my happiness runs thin

 

I know what's coming

So my blood starts running

 

Tears fill my eyes

Can they hear my cries?

 

I want this to end

Will my broken heart ever mend?

ENTRAPPED (FEBRUARY 7, 2012)

Your smile leaves me breathless

Your touch maes my heart race

The thought of you makes me shake

I'm no longer on safe base

 

I wake up every morning

And you're already on my mind

Wishing you could set me free

But life just isn't that kind

 

You're entrapped in the arms of another

And will never belong to me

Maybe I'll find my one, true love

And you won't be all I see

 

But for now I'll have to deal

With you on the other side

Hopeful wishing gets me nowhere

So I'll keep it bottled inside

 

If only love were simple

I wouldn't suffer everyday

But it's the hardest thing there is

And is always flying away

EVERYONE DESERVES THIS (DECEMBER 3, 2012)

To love and be loved is the most wonderful feeling in the world.

When you find someone who makes you feel complete and happy,

Hold on for all it's worth.

When that person can make your stress and worries melt away with only a smile or a hug,

You know you've done something right in finding them.

Everyone deserves to be loved for who they are.

To be picked up when they fall and to have someone always beside them,

Holding their hand and wiping away their tears.

To have someone who supports and backs you up no matter what.

We all deserve to be loved irrevocably and without any condions.

To have someone who completely understands when you need time,

But smart enough to help when they see you breaking apart.

Someone who looks at you as if it's the first time everyday,

With amazement in their eyes.

To wake up every morning in the arms of someone you would sacrifice anything for to make them happy,

Including your heart and life,

And know that they would do the same for you.

To fall more in love every time you look in their eyes.

We deserve someone who brings out the best in us and who makes us want to strive for perfection.

Someone who is perfectly content and happy to just hold you close and hear your heart beating in your chest.

Knowing that you have found the soulmate that GOD put on this earth for you, and you alone.

Everyone deserves someone to make them happy and to make them feel like the luckiest person in the world.

Everyone deserves to find True Love.

To know what it's like to be really in love and the wonderful feeling of being adored and loved in return.

Everyone deserves this....

FALL IN YOUR ARMS

Laying side by side

I lose myself in your eyes

Putting the past behind me

Of betrayal and lies

 

You're on of the few people

Who can actually make me smile

All I have to say is

That it's been a while

 

Excitement fills me

From just looking your way

I wish I could fall in your arms

Every day

FALLEN