Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (book reader for pc TXT) 📖

lips in greeting

I loved the way you tricked me

Into falling into you

And how you promised me

With secret kisses

And words of the sweetest kind

I NEED TO KNOW YOU CARE

Why can't we be friends?

I promise I'll be there till the end

 

Please give me one more chance to make it right

I need you in my life because you're my light

 

I really miss your friendship

I feel like I've been hit

 

 I miss our whispered conversations

And our old relations

 

I'm sorry I let you down

I swear I need you around

 

I don't know what went wrong

But let me sing you my song

 

Please let us be friends again

I swear it won't be like then

 

I need you in my life I swear

I just need to know you care

 

You were once like a sister to me

And only you can set me free

 

Our broken friendship makes me cry

I swear to you this isn't a lie

 

It tore a hole in my heart

To watch you leave me in the dark

 

I don't know what to do or say

I just want you to be here to stay

 

I need you for a sister's hug

So I can annoy you like a bug

 

I want you to comfort me when I cry

I never want to hear you say Goodbye

 

I want to share everything with you

Just like we used to

 

I miss our fun sleepovers

I wish we were as tight as a two-leafed clover

 

I wish we could talk just like best friends

I just want to know you're here till the end

 

I need you in my life I swear

I need to know that you really care

I NEED YOU (APRIL 19, 2011)

My heart reaches out

To you next to me

Holding the one thing

To set me free

 

If I can still you smile

And burst into laughter

Is this what I've always wanted?

Is this my Happily Ever After?

 

You entertain my every thought

And make my heart beat loudly

You make the days flash by

And at night I sleep so soundly

 

Day by day, you fill my thoughts

And night by night, you're in my dreams

I need you more than ever now

For I need to be redeemed

 

I need you for strength

And to keep my spirits high

I think I can trust you more than anybody

But please don't break me with a lie

 

You seem to be so real

And you seem to be so true

I need you more than ever

I need to be with you

 

Why can't you hear my anguished screams

For you to come rescue me?

I wish you'd hurry up

And use my heart's loving key

 

You need to understand

Exactly what it is you hold

I still need you desperately

But you need to be told

 

You hold my entire life

Right there in that key

You hold all of my heartache

And the very core of me

 

So please use it wisely

And know I really need you

So please don't use it against me

Please turn out to be true

 

I PROMISE YOU

I promise you commitment, love and loyalty like you have never had before.

I offer you my entire heart, body, and soul.

This is more than just a promise.

It is a promise of eternal commitment.

This is my promise to you and you alone forever.

It means I will stand by your side and support you in all of your dremas and goals.

I promise to stay loyal to you always.

My heart is unchained and the key is in your hand.

I THANK GOD

Smiling like an idiot when I see you headed my way

I thank GOD you're in my life each and every day

I WILL LOVE YOU LIKE NO OTHER

I may be heartbroken or silly.

I may talk too much about random stuff.

I may try too hard to make you laugh.

I may not always be perfect.

I may look deep into your eyes and pray to Heaven and back that you'll grab me and kiss me like you mean forever.

I may text you at a bad time.

I may get jealous even thought there's really no need.

I may think and dream about you all the time.

But one thing I am a thousand...

No, a MILLION...

Percent positive about, is that if you make me yours forever, I will give you the moon.

I will move mountains t make you smile.

I will love you like there's no tomorrow...

I will love you like no other.

Trust me on this... XD

I WISH (APRIL 20, 2011)

I wish you could feel

The happiness you cause

How my heart beats

How you break all the laws

 

You don't see to be

Like all the other guys

You act like you're you

And don't fill girls full of lies

 

I wish you could feel

How you make my heart flutter

How you save my whole life

From despairing in the gutter

 

You make my cheeks blush

And go a bright red

Just a smile in my direction

Is all that you've said

 

I glance over at you

And try not to be shy

I giggle at everything

And my spirtits fly high

 

I wish you could know

Exactly how you make me feel

And that just looking at you

Makes my heart heal

 

You close up the wounds

That cause all my pain

You make me feel special

And not my usual lame

 

I wish you could hear

All my thoughts about you

How you make my days colorful

Instead of just blue

 

I'm smiling again

And my heart beats a new tune

One filled with joy

I hope you don't leave anytime soon

 

The only hope now

Is seeing you again

I just wish you could hear

How you've made my heart sing

 

My memories of you

Stay fresh and clear

I wish you could feel

How I feel when you're near

 

Just wait until next time

Whenever that is

I wish you could stay

But you've left with a kiss

 

IF...

If you could change one thing about me

What would it be?

If you had the opportunity

Would you spend your life with me?

IF ONLY...

The love of my life is him...

If only he knew it