Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (book reader for pc TXT) 📖
- Author: Alexandra Rader
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I have fallen to the floor
I never knew love was a chore
Trusting you to keep me safe
You let me fall and made me break
FALLING APARTTears of pain are flowing down my face
Pretty soon, all will be erased
Who knows what the future holds?
All I know is that you have turned me cold
It looks like all is broken now
But things will work out somehow
You still remain in my heart
But for now I'm falling apart
FALLING EVEN MOREYou've had me in your palm
Since we first locked eyes
Things moved so fast after that
And almost six months have flown by
Shy glances and secret cuddles
Was just the beginning of you stealing my heart
I admite the frst few weeks were shady
But that's alrght, it was just the start
Everyday I am so amazed
That I am lucky enough to have you
You make me laugh and chase my fears away
And I'm falling even more madly in love with you
FALLING TO PIECESI try to find myself.
I really do but I just can't.
I mean, it's hard because I always choose the wrong path and it brings me down harder than I already have.
I'm falling to pieces. I just don't think I can take anymore.
What if it destroys me?
FINAL GOODBYEThis is my final Goodbye
No more need to lie
You had a sick obession
So let this be your lesson
Every night I cried
But at least I can say I tried
When all you did was deny
FOREVERYou and me were meant to be
Forever can't you see?
Nothing less than destiny
Forever you and me
FORGOTTENI'm invisible
I am alone
I've been forgotten
I am unknown
"FUCK YOU!"She sits down and stares at the cold floor
When someone walks in through the door
She looks up and shields her blue eyes
She's still so timid because of the lies
He comes over and holds her tight
He whispers in her ear all through the night.
When morning comes all covered in dew
She looks in his eyes to say, "Thank you"
But no ones in sight; she even looked around
Heart in her throat, she sinks to the ground
She should have known better, they never are true
All she can think now is to tell him "Fuck You!!
He avoids all her calls and forgets all their dates
Where in hell, came all this hate??
She starts to feel guilty; That she's to blame
She tried and she tried, but no forgiveness came
Hate starts in her heart and starts to boil
Timidness forgotten, she's stuck in a coil
FUCKED UP LIFEI see the anger in your eyes
But I'm so scared to say Goodbye
Wondering why only I can hear the cried
You push and shove
You hit and yell
Se we scream and fight
Then you stomp away to end the night
We stay quiet for a couple days
Until the fire starts to blaze
The days go on but all gets worse
This family is just one big curse
The bruises grow
And the fear cannot show
Or he'll beat me until it no longer shows
So all I do is sit and sigh
Now tell me what's wrong
In this fucked up life
I'd like to cut my heart out with a knife
GONEYou say you want me dead
I'm sorry I'm a mess
You tell me I am worthless
I'm sorry I can't do anything right
You say I'm alone
I'm sorry but I still won't fight
So tonight I will make things right
I'll start from the top and go down the river and watch my blood flow like a water fall.
So I'll write your message on the wall:
I'm sorry but at least I made your wish come true!
Am I right?
Cause now I'm gone
GOODBYE
All the time that's passing
Is opening up my eyes
Letting me see you're betrayal
And all your stupid lies
You told me that you loved me
But you lied about that, too
The saddest part though
Was that I was in love with you
Now my eyes are open
And I'm no longer yours to claim
I belong to myself
I'll never be the same
Thanks for all the heartache
And the tears I never cried
Now it's time to say Goodbye
To you and all your lies
You opened up every opportunity
For me to find my one
You think that I'm the one who's lost
But guess what? I'm the one who won
So go ahead and say what you want
You will never hurt me again
You aren't worth my time
And I'm tired of this end
Now my eyes are open
And I'm no longer yours to claim
I belong to myself
I'll never be the same
Thanks for all the heartache
And the tears I never cried
Now it's time to say Goodbye
To you and all your lies
I'm tired of all your games
So now I'm leaving you
I hope you realize someday
That I was the one who remained true
I've got a smile on my face now
As I finally walk away
Time
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