Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (book reader for pc TXT) 📖
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Following every word that you say
I find it hard to break away
You had my heart from the moment you said, "Hello."
I don't ever want to let you go
You're everything to me
I don't want to set you free
You're perfect to me
You're everything I need
And when you stare into my eyes
I'm scared you'll say Goodbye
I'll do anything to keep you by my side
I'M BEGGING YOUYou hurt me
You said that you loved me
But I know it's all a lie
Wishing you were here
I want you to hold me tight and whisper, "I love you" in my ar
And make it sincere
So I know your heart is true
I hate the fights
I hate the words
So please come back and take away all this fear
And I'm begging you
Please put my heart back together
And never break it again
I love you
I'M GOING TO LET YOUI'm going to let you make me feel good, take every look, wink, smile, warm embrace, tender touch, and loving moment.
I'm going to let you show me that I am special and I'm going to learn to accept it as it is.
I'm going to show you the way I feel by letting you in.
I'm going to let you make me feel of worth and believe in it.
Because I don't want to wake up and realize it's too late.
I'M HANGING ON BY JUST A THREADI'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread
Isn't it funny how nobody knows
Or even cares
Until you're long gone?
A whisper in the wind
It seems like only memories are
Cherished and loved
I wish I were a memory
And that you were the only key
To loving me
And caring
For all of eternity
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread
Stress and anxiety are all that I know
It's all too much
For just a teenage girl
Nobody understands
Nobody cares
I've gotten to the point
That I find no meaning
At all to my entire being
I'm frightened and alone
Got no place to call home
Feeling as small as can be
I barely get a glance
Let alone a second chance
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I've got problems with my parents
Who don't even care
My feelings are thoughts
I can't even share
Depression sneaks up on me
Like an old, forgotten friend
I've got no choice
But to let it in
School's another issue
Got people holding grudges
I can't walk down the halls
Without getting ridiculed
Only got a few true friends
All the others have to pretend
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread
My thoughts are hard to think
My heart is feeling heavy
I get sick to my stomach
With a nice fever to go along
Almost everyday
My head is always hurting
I'm exhausted all the time
I've got no one to talk to
No one to lean on
Life holds no more meaning
Not a single little spark
I've got no end in sight
Other than a lonely life
I sit here like a loner
Cause torture fills my eyes
Nobody understands
Cause they don't want to know the reason why
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I'm crying all the time
When I don't even know why
I'm looking for explanations
But coming up empty handed
Running into dead ends
I'm walking aimlessly about
Not knowing where to go
I'm trying to go unnoticed
Trying to hang real low
I just want some understanding
And a little support, too
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I'm beginning to give up
Got nothing left to give
Everyone ignores me
And gives me dirty looks
Nobody cares what happens to me
I don't know where I want to be
I'm heading downhill
I haven't a clue where I'm gonna land
I'm treading on thin ice
I don't know if I'm even gonna make it
I have a heavy heart
But it's filled with so much love
I'm afraid
But not of loving
I'm afraid of not being loved
No one seems to understand this
They don't think of me as a person
But as a pest, an abomination
They don't understand
So they shouldn't be making judgements
Unless they have walked through my shoes
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I'm so very lonely
But I hate to admit it
I feel like a huge mistake
And that I can't do anything right
I just don't know what to do
Or who to turn to
I wish that people would understand me
But they don't
And I don't know if they ever will
Writing is all that I have
But people don't bother to read it
Then you walked into my life
And shed me some light
I'm confused
And I don't understand
Why you would have chosen me
To share with
But now that you're gone
I understand so much more
Now that you're gone
I've been set free
You didn't want me
For me
Did you?
You just wanted what you wanted
But now that you're gone
I can finally relax
I can finally stop fighting
Everyone around me
I'm so very sorry for the way
I treated everyone I love
Because of you
I thought it was you who I wanted
Needed
But now I see that I was wrong
Now that you're gone
I can finally think
And smile
And laugh
And talk freely with the ones I love
And all that I needed
Was you to be gone
Now that you're gone
I can actually be happy
You were the one
Who was keeping me from life
Youstole my heart
So now I'm gonna steal it back
Because you don't deserve
What my heart holds in it
I thought you were the greatest thing in the world
But I was sadly mistaken
I'm hanging on by just a thread
I don't know how long I'll last
Before I break
My whole life's at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I'm hanging on by just a thread
You never said you'd wait for me
Or that you would always be there
But you said enough
To make me think you cared
Now you've screwed me over
And I see with clearer eyes
All you wanted was a girl
To stand by your side
And do what you knew we shouldn't
I just want to thank you
For opening up my eyes
Now I can see your betrayal
And all your stupid lies
Now that you're gone
I enjoy life
I thought you really cared
But now I see you were really fake
Well, guess what?
I'm over you and your lies
You led me into your trap
With false words
And teasing eyes
I'm letting you go now
And I never want to see you again
There will always be a place for you in my heart
But it won't be big
You did the unforgivable
But yet I still forgive you
I just wanted you to know that you hurt me
And that I'm over all your lies
I was hanging on by just a thread
I didn't know how long I'd last
Before I broke
My whole life was at stake
I fell in love with you
I thought you were so true
But now I see I'm just a fool
I was hanging on by just a thread
But now I have my life back
I'M HERE TO STAYI know that you're scared to let someone in
And that terrifies me to no end
I just wish that you'd realize I'm here to stay
And I'll love you forever and a day
I know words don't matter, but actions do
If only you knew how locked my heart is, too
I'M SO VERY SORRY
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