Heartbreak? Love? Or Neither? by Alexandra Rader (book reader for pc TXT) 📖

Are you happy you forgot me?

Are you happy I am gone?

Are you happy you have broken me?

Are you happy I am crying?

Are you happy you are no longer mine?

BABY

Baby, I miss you

Please come back home

It's way too cold

And I'm here all alone

 

Baby, I'm sorry

For all of your pain

I didn't see this coming

It'll never be the same

 

Baby, I love you

Please open up your eyes

I have a few regrets

But nothing was a lie

 

Baby, I need you

Please just hold me tight

I take all the blame

Just let me make this right

 

Baby, I want you

You're the only one for me

Just take my hand

For we were meant to be

 

Baby, I long for you

Each and every night

I think of all our memories

And hold them with all my might

 

Baby, I dream of you

Holding me so close

We are so far away

But ever so close

 

Baby, I pray for you

To be in my arms again

I'll never let you go

Not even in the end

 

Baby, I wish that you

Would look into my eyes and see

That I'll love you forever

I want just you and me

BABY BOY (APRIL 7, 2012)

Baby boy, you drive me crazy

When I'm with you there's no time to be lazy

 

I cherish every second spent with you

I love you more every day

You haven't got a clue

 

I go insane when we are apart

I feel like something is missing in my heart

 

But when I stand by your side

I forget about all the tears I've cried

 

And when you stand close and hold me

I had no idea of such serenity

 

I wanna spend forever in your life

And maybe someday become your wife

 

Baby boy, I'm going insane

My heart skips a beat when I hear your name

 

I worry all the time that I will disappoint you someday

But then you take all my fears away

 

So, baby, I'm begging you to never let me go

I'll love you always

More than you'll know 

BETRAYALS AND LIES

I see all the pain and fear in your eyes

From all the years of betrayals and lies

BLACK

Roses are red

Violets are blue

My heart is black

My soul is, too

BLINDED

I was blinded by your sweet, innocent face

But now you're nothing more than another heartbreak

BROKEN DOWN

All alone in the dark

I cry

I scream

I wish I'd die

 

You do not care about me

I'm in despair

 

So I take a blade

To get rid of all the pain I've made

 

Forgotten tears

Unknown fears

 

I hang my head low

My pain and anger cannot show

But by the end

I'm sure I'll blow

BROKEN HEARTED

Broken hearted

Drained

My soul is once again chained

CAN'T HELP BUT SMILE

Every time I see you

I can't help but smile

I haven't been this happy in a while

CONFUSED

I'm confused

Inside and out

I'm wondering why I don't pout

 

Feelings are bubbling to the top

I'm wondering when I'm gonna pop

 

Paper ready

Pencil in hand

I try to find words you'll understand

 

Can't you see what it is I lack?

What's turning my days pitch black?

CONSUMING (JUNE 4, 2013)

The need for your touch consumes me at night

Longing for your warmth

Knowing that we're right

 

As I lay down beside you

I dread morning because it'll come too soon

 

Every kiss you place on me

Opens my eyes and lets me see

 

The confusion in my eyes is plain to you

You're the only one who sees me so true

 

I hope that this moment will last

I don't want just memoried of a broken past

 

Knowing that you'll always be by my side

Makes my pain and sorrows take off and hide

CRUSH

When I first saw you

I felt so shy

I wanted to say something cute and smart

But only managed to say "Hi"

 

You're scuffed up shoes and faded blue jeans

Put a smile on my face

My crush on you grows each day

And I know why I'm held in place

 

My friends all say that you'd want me, too

But I'm too shy to approach you

 

Your shyness is endearing

And I love it